I could start fires with what i feel for you

love isnt enough this time, it's not enough to save me, im too far gone

finally moved on, and it’s to yet another heartbreaker

where are the pills? they're calling my name.

your eyes haunt me. that gorgeous blue, get it out. Get it all out, blue was my favourite colour, now i never wanna see it again.

loving someone else isn’t an option. I never want to feel this pain ever again, no love could ever be worth it.

i hear the way you blame us ending to others. It’s all my fault, you say. And maybe some of it was, but maybe you should start owning up to your actions. Fuck you for making me think that cheating was an action of yours that I caused. I loved you, all i ever wanted to do was love you.

i thought this feeling was gone. i thought it was done, i thought it made so much sense to leave you. But here i am, crying because im alone, and i miss you. I fucking miss you And you? You're off loving again, how could you forget? How could you forget all we went through. Love isn't fair. It's fucked up and heartbreaking.

ill never forget the pain i felt when i realised you had cheated. I always knew i wasnt enough, but having the proof there, it was unbearable.

your smile was so mesmerising, and i reminded you of that over and over and you never believed me. But here i am, 10 months later, dreaming of that smile.

my heart has been hurting for so long, it almost feels strange when i feel a glimpse of happiness

im just not good enough for anyone

its not about how fast you grow, but how much.

Growing takes time, but i’m not on a time limit anymore

i don’t believe we ever stop loving someone, i think we just force our hearts to keep going until it doesn’t crave them anymore, but still deep down it will always be reaching for them.

how was i meant to recognise the warning signs when you seemed so genuine, how was i supposed to know you didn’t know how to love me right

things are getting too much and it’s harder than ever to carry on