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mine and @disasterdrow's shared eridian oc Mica!!

Inspired by mineral mica:

The little stone rocky had from adrian was literally in his arm, and it made me think about Grace getting a stone like that from Rocky, which lead to me wondering if Grace could have it in his skin somehow. Earrings. Earrings would be perfect for this.

I was ALSO thinking about Rocky’s celebration outfit- who’s to say Grace can’t have something similar? Celebration jewellery for the local alien! Earrings that dangle and make pretty sounds when Grace moves.

Part 1

Part 1

There are many flavors of V out there, and I can appreciate all of them, but I'm currently stuck on a Voldemort who doesn't really care about sex pre-Harry. Who probably looks down on people who are too into sex for its own sake (what does it mean to be "too into sex"? It varies by the day, but the line is always drawn with himself on the right side, obviously. He will invent any reason to look down on people).

Meanwhile he's definitely having and enjoying sex, because it's a relatively straightforward way of proving the power (real and imagined, not that he can always tell the difference) he has over Harry to himself and anyone watching, and nothing is as pleasurable as forcing Harry into a/any reaction.

Given this scenario, I feel like Voldemort would at least once try infidelity as another way to get a reaction from Harry. Maybe V gets some pleasure from the third party worshiping him, but I think that part would get old fast bc that's what he's owed, you know? It's not special. What he's really after is Harry feeling the same possessive rage V experiences anytime someone unworthy (aka literally everyone but himself) strays too close to Harry (aka his horcrux, his mirror, his Other self).

Along the same vein as my prev post about Harrymort & humiliation, I feel like Harry wouldn't be nearly as bothered by this as V wants. There's probably anger, bc why even bother forcing Harry into a marriage if he's just going to step outside it?? But for the most part I think Harry would feel contempt. First, because Harry still thinks he's better than every single Death Eater V might fuck (and he's still right).

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For a long moment, Voldemort only looks at him from across the platform, red eyes gleaming in the pale fire of the witchlights overhead. Then he smiles. “Crawl,” he commands.

Harry does.

He sinks to his knees, and the Death Eaters jeer, cruel and ineffectual as rain against glass. Every one of them, he knows, has done the same. He’s seen it. Seen them. Crawling with their heads bowed, faces wet with tears and snot as they beg and kiss the hem of their master’s robes.

They’re not the same.

Harry crawls across rough stone, feels the scrape in his palms and his knees, and he keeps his head up. He kneels at his husband’s feet, and he looks him in the eye. You gave up a war for this, Harry imagines telling him as he buries his hand in Harry’s hair, nails scratching against his scalp. Once the scourge of a nation, now just a man with a weeping prick, desperate for a warm hole to stick it into. You’ve unmade yourself.

Voldemort parts his robes, uses the hand in Harry’s hair to pull him closer as he feeds his cock into Harry’s mouth. It’s heavy on his tongue, in the back of his throat.

Harry keeps his eyes open, feels them water as he fights against the impulse to gag.

Above him, Voldemort begins to cast, a chant that rises with the blood in his prick. The air shimmers overhead, arousal made manifest by the magic swelling through the room.

bc the thing about harry is that he is so judgemental

he thinks he's better than every single one of the death eaters (he's right), and so he's basically immune to feeling shame around them in any context

and then you think, very quietly: actually. actually. I think I want a coffee. a nap. a sandwich. a book.

and I want to die turns day by day into I want to go home, I want to walk in the woods, I want to see my friend, I want to sit in the sun

I want a cleaner kitchen

I want a better job

I want to live somewhere else

look, you can be a someone who does not want to do anal and has no interest in it, and that's FINE, it's COOL—but you know you are allowed to, right?

I think I can see why they don't let Daphne drive often...