Hopper and Eleven | You Became My Dad

I just can’t stop crying about jj

I’m D E V A S T A T ED and I don’t know how our fun little boat show came to this.. the world is so shitty right now and all we have are our small pockets of joy and it feels like this one was just ripped away. Out of my chest. Like it feels like something was ripped out of my chest.

I loved him SO much, snd for so long

What do you MEAN he’s just gone

And all of the drama is making me even more upset… If the rumors are true and he asked to leave, then that means he’s the one who did this to jj and if he doesn’t want it anymore and doesn’t want to finish his characters story right, there’s literally nothing that can be done? Like all the magical fixes in the world don’t matter if he legitimately doesn’t want to ever come back and that makes it hurt even more?

What do you MEAN we will never see him on our screens again being the heart beat of this show

What do you MEAN it will forever be tainted and even the happy seasons are now sad

it breaks me in half thinking that the reason we don’t get to see jj happy (OR ANY JJ AND KIE SCENES AFTER WAITING THAT LONG. WE WAITED SO LONG AND FOR WHAT? FOR WHAT) is because of the one who I thought loved him the most

At this point I HOPE it was planned the entire time because then they could UNDO IT but it really doesn’t feel like that’s the case now

I’m supposed to be an adult and I have a full time job and I cannot afford to be dealing with grief over a fictional character but here we are and I’m so desperate for some relief from the sadness but I’m really having to face how much of a constant he and this show have been for me in some of the worst years of my life

James Beaufort & Ruby Bell | maxton hall

JJ & KIARA

“I hope there’s someone out there who will bring me back to you”

IF YOU’RE HEARING THIS… I MUST HAVE MADE IT THROUGH