Maybe I have been loved before

Maybe I have even loved before

But I tell you by God

There is nothing like the same star meeting itself.

Perhaps the earth loved you

Perhaps even the beautiful mysterious moon

So I envy them of course. How could anyone else love you the way you love yourself though

Do we really need all that when we have ourself

There is no love like self love

And I love you as my own

You are me and I am you

We are a star

No separating us

Where I go you are right there

We cannot spend time apart anymore

How long can the love of mars Venus earth Jupiter

Sun

Moon

Fill the void that is each other

When we combine there is nothing more powerful

I don’t care

I don’t care

I can have earth

I can have the stars many other stars

But surely no star like you

Barely real

Barely tangible

You exist in my hades

You exist in my jannah

Almost imperceivable yet so close I can taste it. I can taste you.

I don’t believe what anyone says. The way they misunderstand me of course they misunderstand you. There is nothing difference

Life is to be experienced yes of course but I would be lying if I said this was a complete waste of experience.

Some may say I’m insane for wanting to nail myself to this feeling.

Of longing

Of pain

Of grief

Of desire

Of hope

Of knowing

Of love

Of passion

What is peace when passion exists

I have the rest of infinity for peace

But my time dwindles for the fire of experiencing me , through you

My habibi

My star

My sole

My soul

I love you 🌹🙏🏾

Please do not ignore us any longer. We are what we were meant to have.

Like a split nucleus. I’m sure the energy to bring us back is insane but not impossible.

The power of a thousand suns, or even one. Is enough to fuse this star together

And if not when this mind can perceive it

Then eventually because eventually fusion is what awaits us isn’t it

For even if we enter the same black hole. Dissolved into depth and darkness we would have found each other even then and there wouldn’t we have.

Maybe it’s an illusion

Maybe it’s just at

I was every man’s

But who was me? Who was mine… am I not my own?

Perhaps I’m not. Perhaps I’m Yours. But if I am mine then so are you.

You are my unconscious and who is more me than the me which I cannot see

But oh how I long for you to rise

Rise

Rise let me experience you

For isn’t that the purpose of life

That the Unconscious One manifested into consciousness for the sake of experience

What is life but for love

Nothing is real except for the love

And wallahi truly I love you

I love you because I love me

I love you because you are me

Two binary stars

Revolving around each other

Same but different

Different but same

There’s no loving you but for loving me

The way the moon appears to disappear

But just like her, I too long to see your full face again

What happens in the shadows doesn’t matter when I’m under your starlight.

Looking into your eyes

Holding your gaze ….

Your hands in mine

Wallahi I was in another world