i cannot express enough how much i don’t want to expend my energy as a jew brandishing my sword and never sheathing it. i don’t want to feel hunted. i don’t want to notice against my own will and popular belief the systems of communication that encourage people on levels both subliminal and spoken to murder me and my kin.
i don’t want to complain about my subjugation or suffering, i don’t want to have to mourn my murdered dead. i don’t want to have to flinch every day for the rest of my life for being what i am.
i want a life of prosperity and relative peace for my people and for israel and its neighbors. most days though it really feels like i’m the only one who does















