em-bitterred

pregnancy brain

1000 words

rated teen

warnings for mind control, memory loss, horror, and implied horrifying cesarian.

summary:

Kelly Kline's losing track of her life, her job, and her pregnancy. There's only so much that the words "pregnancy brain" can cover.

okay. I was supposed to be writing a cutesy triangle third wheel ending. That’s the thing I want to finish. It’s almost done. Just have to stick the landing.

Instead, I was thumbing through Butterfly Effects by Seanan McGuire and came across this:

“LEARN THE SIGNS YOUR MIND HAS BEEN CHANGED FOR YOU,” read the text. “YOU ARE NOT IMMUNE TO PSYCHIC MANIPULATION.”

Immediately I opened a new doc. For a while, I wanted to use “YOU ARE NOT IMMUNE TO PSYCHIC MANIPULATION” but ended up editing it out. I made it a post it note, along with Kelly buying a carbon monoxide detector based on the classic reddit post.

A version of this (much less compelling) exists in drafts for leadcasket kinktober from Dagon’s POV. The idea is that in order to help the fetus reach its full potential, the container must be kept happy. Or at least, docile and pliable. Dagon achieves this through mind manipulation.

This poured out of me, I’m guessing because I’ve had a lot of time to think about this particular idea. The horror of pregnancy has come up in my writing a lot, and I’ve erased Kelly’s memories before in Anything, about Jack’s first birthday.

plenty of ways to know you're not dying chapter one is up

warning for passive suicidality (that gets maybe a little angressive suicidality), mentioned animal death, drug use. and the endverse sexual mores getting a little loose.

this is a pretty short fic but because there's three POVs, each one got a separate chapter. I anticipate posting chapter 2 on 7/7 and chapter 3 on 7/9 which will officially be the start of #spntriangleweek! I imagine this particular triangle as a right triangle.

pregnancy brain

1000 words

rated teen

warnings for mind control, memory loss, horror, and implied horrifying cesarian.

summary:

Kelly Kline's losing track of her life, her job, and her pregnancy. There's only so much that the words "pregnancy brain" can cover.

It picks up right after Cas and Kelly run off at the end of 12x19.

They wind up in some crappy hotel room and they have sex because (1) Kelly doesn't want Lucifer to be the last person she ever had sex with and (2) Cas is feeling all possessive and treats it as this symbolic 'claiming' of the baby as his. But he also thinks/fantasizes about Dean the whole time.

plenty of ways to know you're not dying chapter one is up

warning for passive suicidality (that gets maybe a little angressive suicidality), mentioned animal death, drug use. and the endverse sexual mores getting a little loose.

this is a pretty short fic but because there's three POVs, each one got a separate chapter. I anticipate posting chapter 2 on 7/7 and chapter 3 on 7/9 which will officially be the start of #spntriangleweek! I imagine this particular triangle as a right triangle.