em-bitterred

first reactions: having a good time reading the first chapter, and thinking of things to comment even though it's been orphaned, only to get to the end of the first chapter and see that comments are moderated, so no one will ever see it. womp womp.

This is a total Winchester Behavior fic and How Mary Also Does Winchester Behavior. She's going to solve a problem, without talking to Sam and Dean about it. And then everyone's mad at her because the BMOL misrepresented angels and Castiel, the weird angel.

Sam and Cas are doing some Winchester Behavior by seeing Mary without talking to Dean about it. It'll just make Dean so mad!! He's not ready! maybe if we just kick this can down the road, eventually everything will be ok and Dean will forgive Mary for Cas dying and they can be a family again.

Cas accepting his death and just being sad that Dean will never know what happened to him :husk:

There's a common fandom thing where people think that Dean just uses Cas, and that's "fixed" here, although idk if that's so much a fact that Dean (and to a lesser extent, Sam) uses him or if that's just the way Castiel feels: like unless he's being of use, he has no place. The latter is more interesting to me.

But anyway: Castiel having his grace drained ritually is interesting. Him wanting it, at least. Castiel not telling Dean what's happening, or why? He's basically being an honorary Winchester here. "I thought I could solve this problem and never tell you about it until everything was fixed and then surprise!!! You had feelings about it!"

THE MARY CHAPTER

A lot of canon really glosses over how what happens to Mary in season 12 is supremely fucked up. One moment, she's checking on her son in his nursery before being brutally murdered; the next, she sees that son's older brother, who is somehow older than her?

[side note: a lot of canon glosses over how coming back from the dead is really fucked up. but as they point out, they've basically all done it at this point. It would be interesting to hear about how the number one asshole Samuel Campbell was fucked up over this]

This isn't something that can be easily fixed, and being a part of the plot to kill your son's (angel) boyfriend just makes it worse. Obviously.

It's kind of nice that Sam points out that breaking the world is kind of a Winchester thing. Like, yeah I get how all of this could make all the characters mad, but remember that time that Dean literally killed Death??? What the fuck, dude? Winchester behavior, indeed.

They wouldn't be the Winchesters unless they said something was a relationship-ending argument and then came back together in the end.

thank you @deweys-posts for the rec, it inspired me to use the shaky amtrak wifi and I'm pretty sure I had never read it before :)

first reactions: having a good time reading the first chapter, and thinking of things to comment even though it's been orphaned, only to get to the end of the first chapter and see that comments are moderated, so no one will ever see it. womp womp.

This is a total Winchester Behavior fic and How Mary Also Does Winchester Behavior. She's going to solve a problem, without talking to Sam and Dean about it. And then everyone's mad at her because the BMOL misrepresented angels and Castiel, the weird angel.

Sam and Cas are doing some Winchester Behavior by seeing Mary without talking to Dean about it. It'll just make Dean so mad!! He's not ready! maybe if we just kick this can down the road, eventually everything will be ok and Dean will forgive Mary for Cas dying and they can be a family again.

Cas accepting his death and just being sad that Dean will never know what happened to him :husk:

There's a common fandom thing where people think that Dean just uses Cas, and that's "fixed" here, although idk if that's so much a fact that Dean (and to a lesser extent, Sam) uses him or if that's just the way Castiel feels: like unless he's being of use, he has no place. The latter is more interesting to me.

But anyway: Castiel having his grace drained ritually is interesting. Him wanting it, at least. Castiel not telling Dean what's happening, or why? He's basically being an honorary Winchester here. "I thought I could solve this problem and never tell you about it until everything was fixed and then surprise!!! You had feelings about it!"

first reactions: having a good time reading the first chapter, and thinking of things to comment even though it's been orphaned, only to get to the end of the first chapter and see that comments are moderated, so no one will ever see it. womp womp.

This is a total Winchester Behavior fic and How Mary Also Does Winchester Behavior. She's going to solve a problem, without talking to Sam and Dean about it. And then everyone's mad at her because the BMOL misrepresented angels and Castiel, the weird angel.

Sam and Cas are doing some Winchester Behavior by seeing Mary without talking to Dean about it. It'll just make Dean so mad!! He's not ready! maybe if we just kick this can down the road, eventually everything will be ok and Dean will forgive Mary for Cas dying and they can be a family again.

and if too many of the things you want to have sex with are in the pink zone of this triangle you score low.

dean/cas/meg + parallels

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[ LUKE 2:8 ] AND, LO, THE ANGEL OF THE LORD CAME UPON THEM, AND THE GLORY OF THE LORD SHONE ROUND ABOUT THEM: AND THEY WERE SO AFRAID.  

I'm mostly in Smallville-mode so I've been thinking a lot about (love of my life) Lana with (f!)Lex and (f!)Clark and (f!)Lois. And (f!) Martha Kent with (f!)Lionel Luthor. Yessss homewreck her Lionel do it <3. I need bald woman lex luthor being tormented and miserable but still power posing in her skirt suit I need it!!!

But for Supernatural I have recently been thinking about Lisa/Dean ft Castiel as a tragic interloper for Triangles Week. And I'm often still thinking about Meg/Hannah I want do do more for them. And I've had some tragic crowstiel thoughts. Oh actually this very morning!! I thought about Donna/Castiel where Castiel pretty much does whatever she says and does things for her without being asked because she's nice to him and she likes to kiss him on the mouth for fun sometimes and point to her cheek for him to kiss her. meanwhile dean and jody are in the background seething. Dean wouldn't be able to express his jealousy towards donna bc donna is just so likeable and kind to him he couldn't even formulate any other twisted up reason to dislike her so it's eating him alive however Jody has free reign to use Cas's destruction of Claire's life and flitting in and out of it at his leisure as a mask for her bigger, pettier reason for feeling incredibly irritated whenever he's around, which damages her relationship with Claire somewhat because she's trying to make things work for herself with both jody and cas but can sense jody's animosity when cas is brought up which makes it harder for her. while donna and cas are literally in it to have fun and be themselves. lmao. and I think about Death and her reapers too. Billie caring for them and being cared for by them, as a network of care for the recently dead. And I want to do another thing with Becky as a lead character but I am still holding up characters like paint swatches to try and figure out who it would be most interesting and following her passions for her to be into.