summer's studyblr

"is this the light of a new day dawning? a future bright that you can walk in — no, it's just another monday morning."

My mind goes and I die whenever you admit that you have sinned,

and through my limbs cold drops flow.

Then I love, then in vain I hate what I must love;

Then I want to be dead – but with you!

for instance the dirt on many of the characters faces throughout the film not only shows that- yea they're going through it... but ALSO you can see past or current emotion through the tear stains over the dirt

and the other thing is i LOVE that so many of their nails are kinda just coated in dirt because it does make sense for a very outdoor story! making it feel grounded in the atmosphere even if it wasn't an intentional decision

The good news is it's spring, the bad news is I'm losing my mind trying to assign NMR peaks. My desk is a mess because of that. To distract myself from the three assignments I have due this week, I'm reading Yellowface by R. F. Kuang and Ordinary Monsters by J. M. Miro.

Victories

Got the dreaded pharm assignment done

Started the bare bones of a lab report

Revised a lot of imine and carbonyl chemistry, and worked out a mechanism (after losing my mind over it for 2 days)

Submitted two chem assignments, got the result back for one and it was okay

Exercised 5 days a week

Defeats

I have skipped so many lectures I honestly don't know if I can catch up. Hopefully I will

The dreaded pharm assignment, although now submitted, was submitted late. I cried about that because I used to struggle with doing things on time in high school, and I found systems that helped me submit stuff on time at uni, but now it feels like I'm regressing.

I am sooo not ready for my presentation