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[ 22nd may, 2026 • day 18/80 ]

can’t say i studied much today, but every minute is progress. consistency is key.

-> calc3 notes (topics from worksheet 7 and worksheet 8)

-> journaled

ok so I am not going to fail my French class but may fail my history class because my paper is so late now.

12.05.2026

• Class got canceled/moved to Thursday. Great timing cause I was at the end of my rope and as soon as I close to skipping it.

• X-ray diffraction experiment went kind of okay. It was a bit boring honestly. We have to go back tomorrow because we weren’t able to identify/match all our peaks.

• Started watching teen wolf a few days ago and I finished season 1. I’m not crazy about it but I’d take anything atp.

Ending this streak now because I’m basically entering the exam period and will be tracking that the next couple of months… I’m finished with my classes and now the hunger games begin… ~_~

Productivity tasks:

- 3h studying

19.05.2026

• I finished one thing on my to do list. Bass practice.

• The Functional Materials lab took ages, as usual, cause my group, for some reason, always makes so many mistakes. We’re comparing protein adsorption on plasma activated polymers vs. the regular stuff using uv vis spectroscopy. Our results looked a bit shitty but. That’s been a constant this semester.

• The cat has sat in my lap twice now. I also discovered I’m very likely allergic </3. I’ll restock my antihistamines tomorrow and hopefully they help.

• I think I dropped off my package wrong with DHL and I’m writing from the future to say I had a sort of nightmare about it and now I’m anxious. Boooooo. I think calling them would fix it but UGHHH.

🌳: 1hr 54mins

Productivity tasks:

all of this in less than a month

“Your worst sin is that you have destroyed and betrayed yourself for nothing”