ataraxia

*_"If the rain that touches your skin travelled miles to find you, then so will everything that is meant for you."_*

What is meant for you will never need to be forced. The right opportunities, the right people, the right doors, and the right blessings will arrive in their season. That does not mean you stop working, growing, or believing. It simply means you trust that God's timing is wiser than your own.

So be patient when life feels uncertain. Keep praying. Keep preparing. Keep moving forward with faith. Some things take longer because they are worth waiting for. Just as the rain travels across oceans and skies before reaching you, God's plans often take a path you cannot see. Trust Him. What is meant for you is already on its way.

zine i made about being a boring queer!

nothing more natural than changing and evolving and learning and discovering things about yourself.

It comes from doing small things when you don't feel like it.

The workout when you're tired.

The study session when you're distracted.

The effort when nobody is watching.

Anyone can be motivated for a day.

The people who win are the ones who stay consistent for months.

That's where success is built. 🚀

getting up from bed cheats

getting up from bed codes

> disables a new AI feature that was turned on by default

> opens my email

> disables a new AI feature that was turned on by default

> launches a software

sorry for the prolonged absence, i finished my weekend from hell last week and then rotted for a while. i also had a beach day with my cohort!

my summer semester starts on wednesday so this break is short lived. this summer i'm taking an advanced crime mapping class and then an independent study course to work on my dissertation.

[ 5th may, 2026 • day 1/80 ]

starting the count again because i’ve been way too inconsistent and i’m hoping a blank slate will motivate me to do better. on another note, i really needed to get out of the house so today was very nice :))

-> calc3 study session (total: 1h30)

-> hangout w/ friend 🫶

🎧 Mountains, by Hans Zimmer

i have made this account mostly to track and post blogs bout my daily life and also to isolate myself from everything when things gets a bit heavy.

i won't be sharing a lot bout me as i don't really like the idea of people knowing me all too well. but i could share some of my obvious hobbies-

reading books.

making coffee.

drinking coffee.

writing.

listening to music.

regretting my existence.

(heavy on the last one). (no, jk). (or am i?).

my blogs will mostly be bout-

academics.

schedules.

hobbies & habits.

self-care & self-improvement.

and some other stuffs i haven't decided yet.

a few bits bout me-

i procrastinate to the point where it's not procrastinating anymore, it's denying.

i love coffee, the making of coffee, the smell of coffee, the taste of coffee, the after-feeling of coffee, the during-feeling of coffee, oh and coffee.

i mostly prefer being alone and i prioritize my peace before anything.

i love quiet hours of the day, especially with a mug of coffee and my playlist in my ears on full volume.

11 June 2026 ☁️

may 5

ok i pull up! I just spent $55 on a replacement stylus for my kindle scribe because my dumbass lost the original one! I CANNOT STAND the shitty $10 stylus I found in my desk and have been using as a substitute. i works, but it literally makes my hand hurt because I have to press so hard to get it to register on the kindle screen.

unrelated, I might actually end up fighting my french prof by the end of the semester. there's only three and a half weeks left (PANIK) but she is literally so awful I might formally challenge her to a duel.