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Weāve attended the wake, now weāre riding in the funeral procession and will attend the burial and memorial ceremony afterwards.
Per Audacia Ad Astra.
See you in the next life.
101 Questions
Feel free to use this as an ask game or just copy/paste/reblog/choose numbers and answer on your own!
I just decided to jot these down for fun. Have at it Guardians!
1.What is your Guardian's name?
2.Does your Guardian's Ghost have a name?
3.Where were they rezzed?
4.Do they remember their past life?
5.Your Guardian's class(es if you have more than one guardian you would like to talk about).
6.Your Guardian's favorite food.
7.Your Guardian's favorite drink.
8.A song that reminds YOU of your Guardian.
9.If your Guardian has a song they consider their theme song,what is it?
10.Your Guardian's favorite genre of music.
11.Your Guardian's favorite piece of gear.
12.Favorite (space) ship.
13.Favorite Ghost shell.
14.Favorite Skimmer/Sparrow
15.Favorite holiday/event.
16.Your Guardian's favorite memory.
17.A painful memory.
18.Your favorite Vanguard.
19.Your Guardian's favorite weapon they consider "theirs"/people associate it with your Guardian.
20.Something they love.
21.Something they dislike.
22.Do they work better in a Fireteam, or alone?
23.Favorite subclass.
24.Least favorite subclass. (This has to do with preference,not skill.)
25.If applicable,do they have a subclass they'll never touch?
26.Favorite (main bbeg) enemy they've ever fought.
27.Least favorite (main bbeg) enemy they've ever fought.
28. Does your Guardian prefer coffee,tea or something else?
29.Your favorite Destiny (specific) location.
30.Your Guardian's favorite (specific) location.
31.Does your Guardian have a more positive or negative outlook?
32.How does your Guardian feel about the more...shady characters in Destiny?
33.Did your Guardian have a mentor? Or did they learn as they went along?
34.Does your Guardian have a LI (Love interest)?
35.Does your Guardian have any pets?
36.Does your Guardian have any hobbies?
37.Are they good at those hobbies?
38.Would your Guardian make the sacrifice play?
39.Is your Guardian clumsy or quick on their feet?
40.Does your Guardian fit the stereotypes of their class?
41.Is your Guardian an Introvert or Extrovert?
42. Is your Guardian generally trusting or distrustful?
43.What drives them?
44:What is your Guardian's personality like? Or take this test and answer how they would:
45:If your Guardian could go back in time and change one thing (Destiny related) without repercussions,what would it be? (i.e Save someone,prevent themselves from making a mistake etc.)
46.If your Guardian could go back in time and change that one thing,but consequences of some kind were a guarantee,would they still do it?
47.Is your Guardian more of a sweet,savory,or salty kind of a person?
48.If applicable,is there anything your Guardian fears?
49.Your Guardian's favorite person.
50.Your Guardian's least favorite person/character.
51.Does your Guardian like to read?
52.If so,what is their favorite genre?
53.Does your Guardian have a side job or are they a full time Guardian?
54.If applicable,what was your/your Guardian's favorite location from Destiny(1)?
55.Favorite (mob) enemy to fight. (Vex,Dread,Fallen,Hive etc.)
56.Least favorite (mob) enemy to fight?
57.Where does your Guardian live?
58. Is your Guardian social or do they lean more towards being anti-social?
59.Does your Guardian have a family/found family?
60.Is your Guardian rich or constantly in need of glimmer?
61.Does your Guardian like heights or do they prefer to keep their feet firmly planted on the ground?
62.Favorite planet (or Moon)?
63.Least favorite planet (or Moon).
64.How does your Guardian feel about rules? Do they abide by them or bend/break them?
65.Is your Guardian a hoarder (be honest)?
66.Your Guardian's favorite activity. (Gambit, Crucible,Iron Banner,VanOps etc.)
67.Your favorite activity. (If it differs from your Guardian's.)
68.Does your Guardian wear accessories? (Bracelets,earrings,etc.)
69.Does your Guardian wear makeup/face paint?
70.Is your Guardian an Exo,Human or Awoken?
71.Other than necessities,what does your Guardian never leave home without?
72.What is your Guardian's favorite Cloak,Mark or Bond?
73.Do they keep mementos?
74.Is your Guardian organized or more chaotic?
75.If your Guardian had a favorite TV show,what would it be?
76.A character your Guardian would trust with their life.
77.A character your Guardian doesn't trust as far as they can throw them.
78.Do they seek out thrills/adventure or are they more of a stay at home unless they have to leave,kind of a person?
79.Is your Guardian more generous or greedy?
80.Is your Guardian more lazy or productive?
81. Does your Guardian talk about their feelings or bottle them up?
82.Does your Guardian use their Light for everyday tasks?
83.If applicable,is there a character your Guardian never got to meet,but wish they could? (Example:The Speaker,Shiro-4,Uldren Sov. This is mostly for the people who have never played D1/people who never got to meet characters no longer in D2).
84.Have they ever had any run-ins/met with characters specifically from the lore?
85.Are there any characters they would refuse to fight?
86.Are there any locations they refuse to go?
87.What are their opinions of the Traveler?
88.Is your Guardian forgiving or do they hold grudges?
89.What does your Guardian look like? (Feel free to describe them or share a picture of your Guardian if you're comfortable with that.ā¤ļø)
90.Does your Guardian pilot their own ship or do they let Ghost take control?
91.Is your Guardian smart?
92.Is your Guardian more driven by their head or their heart?
93.What are some of your Guardian's strengths?
94.What are some of your Guardian's weaknesses?
95.Does your Guardian have a major weakness? Their Kryptonite/Achilles heel?
96.Is your Guardian more talkative or stoic?
97.Is your Guardian more level headed or do they lose their cool (i.e hot headed/panic attacks)?
98.Does your Guardian pull pranks?
99.Does your Guardian consider themselves above the Vanguard or do they consider them their leaders or a bit of both,depending on the situation?
100.Is your Guardian humble or more of an attention seeker?
101. Does your Guardian like to try new things or do they tend to try to stick to the familiar?
Seeing so much New Vegas content on my feed only days after starting my first playthrough of Nuclear Sunset is making me lowkey start to think a FBI agent is watching me through my cameras
My own magic anon list for any of my muses:
Send š¾ to turn them into a animal
Send š¼ to turn them into a baby
Send šæ to make them possessed
Send š to send them into a drawing
Send šø to give them Hanahaki disease
Send šŖØ to turn them to stone
Send š to put a love serum on them
Send š¤ to make them sick
Send ā”ļø to swap there personalities
Send š§ø to make them a young child again
Send ā to freeze them
Send š§Ŗ to give them truth serum
Send āļø to hypnotize them
Send š to mute them
Send š to turn them into a doll or marketable plushie
Send āļø to make them lose memory
Send āļø to swap there genders
Send š to make them blind
Send āļø to make them into a random au version of themselves
Send ⨠to do something random

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Dying Light RP Masterlist!
Reblog this post and add in the tags
yourĀ URL
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if they're canon or an OC
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Cayde: He changed my phone's background to a photo of spilled ramen! This psychopath has to get out of our home!
Ellis: I only did it because you changed my phone's background to a chicken!
Cayde: A chicken? That's Colonel who you're talking about, she's *The* Chicken! You disrespectful brat!
Ellis: I don't care! You know I'm scared of chickens!
Cayde: I asked you if wanted a pic of my cock and you said yes.
Ellis: You know that was not what I expected.
Crow: (listening to music to ignore the other two) What's the worst that I can saaaay? Things are better if I staaay!
Eclipse: Not all Exos have cocks, Ellis. We arenāt designed with that in mind.
ā¦Usuallyā¦

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This series had been with me since the summer of 2016, and had the largest impact on my life than any other series of games Iāve ever played. But now itās time to say goodbye.
Iāll never forget you, Destiny. And Iāll miss both you and the characters and OCs that youāve given me and had me make.
Another redeemed angel, in a modestly antiquated dress styled after a noblewomanās attire, unknowingly almost walking into the other woman
Oh⦠shit, Iām sorry. I wasnāt paying attention-
*she then notices Miraās clawed, prosthetic legs*
Mira had already sprung out of the other angel's way. She noticed that the angel was dressed in rather noble attire. Immediately, Mira found herself intimidated. She essentially only wore tank tops and cargo pants. Tank tops were one of the only things that could contain her large, bulky, stormy grey wings.
"It's fine." Mira sounded a little more flat than usual. She looked at the other angel. Mira had seen some of the redeemed Sinners since her time in Heaven started. What she noticed more was the staring at her prosthetic legs.
"Can I... help you?" Thankfully, the only Hell she'd ever seen was on Earth itself.
... @lady-joanette
Mira eventually wore herself out enough that she could slip back into the mask she so carefully crafted. She'd made the other woman uncomfortable, probably permanently souring their relationship. Yet, to Mira's shock, she felt a sort of relief in knowing that she'd actually told someone what had happened to her. As the tears cleared, slipping quietly into that soldier's mask, she noticed the wine on the table.
She never had much wine. Vodka was the most abundant choice because of the Soviets.
I'm sorry. I should not have lost my composure.
At least Mira had the manners to know not to refuse the gift, though she had such a high alcohol tolerance that she could drink a glass of vodka and not feel it much at all. The wine itself was quite interesting in taste, though Mira lacked the "class" to really understand it. It gave Mira time to think about what she should say to the other woman.
I hadn't told anyone that before, so, thank you for listening to it. It... isn't your fault. Certain things like that are like a pot of water, ready to boil over. That pot had been boiling for a long time, water and a lid added constantly. It doesn't stay in the pot forever. To not feel that constant simmer is a relief, Joanette. It's a weight lifted that someone, at least, knows what I've seen. Understands what a profound impact it had on me.
Alright⦠I still feel like shit for being the one to cause you to have that episode though⦠but at least the dam was broken⦠even if I shot a metaphorical cannon at it.
She takes a sip from her glass, still pensive and feeling guilty over it
Mira shook her head. The pensive and guilty look on Joanette's face bothered Mira.
It would be different if you intentionally did it, knowing what was in my head. You didn't know what horrors I saw in the military. Why would I blame you for it? You... when you're a soldier, you learn to box away your feelings in the moment to get the job done. It's also impossible to... to feel like a person again if you hold onto those horrors. It was wrong of me to say it all to you without preparing you. But, I have to thank you many times over for giving me the space where I felt I could speak on it, to cry the tears of grief I trapped away to survive. It's isolating. Today, I feel a little less isolated than before.
Mira took another sip of the wine. Teasingly, she continued.
The wine is very good. Can't say I'm accustomed to anything other than vodka. I'm still able to drink vodka by the glass.
It was his duty. He didnāt want to go, but he had to follow into the war against Edward⦠just as all others sworn to The True King did. There were a good number of soldiers guarding the castle, and we were sure that The House of York wouldnāt attack it⦠but no one was expecting The Burgundians to do so⦠and thus they werenāt prepared. I suppose his path to hell was paved after our deathsā¦
She hummed in understand of Miraās explanation, taking another sip
Commoners never have access to the actual quality goods, thatās something that seems to never have changed regardless of the age. When I was alive, they resorted to ale and beer and the like.
It's better to die than to give yourself up to tyranny. You know, those cowards, some of the guards said that they didn't have a choice. They would be killed if they didn't, their families, as well, perhaps. When I look at what they took part in, I think it's better to shoot yourself in the back of the skull than to participate in something you believe is wrong. Running away is a better option than the cowardice of carrying out horrific acts.
Mira spat every word, impassioned from horrific personal experience.
Regardless, never once should you underestimate the enemy. You must always be prepared. Surprise attacks can happen at any time. It's an oversight that costed you your life. You're more than allowed to be angry about it. Hell, I was recruited because they taught us the basics of military combat early in secondary school.
Granted, it was probably true that compared to Joanette, Mira had come up in an environment where anger wasn't just acceptable, but encouraged.
Beer is very good. It was plentiful and people in my country loved it almost as much as vodka. I drank kavass as a child - much less alcohol comparatively to beer. I think it was... more the trauma that drove us to get cheap spirits to get drunk. Beer has far too little alcohol when you drank alcohol most of your life.
What you speak of is two different forms of sin. Taking oneās life is immediate damnation, after all, as is a lack of forbearance. Well, granted, depending on the severity, it leads to placement in The Inconstant Sphere, but my point still stands. As I said, itās wrath that sent my husband to Hell, while my adherence to the virtues sent me here.
If you don't mind me asking, Joanette, how many people do you think I have killed? Certainly, that number is more than one, is it not? God's word is "thou shalt not kill." I'll tell you something, Joanette.
Mira lightened her tone. She couldn't sound hateful and intense for this part. In fact, she sounded quite guilty.
A sniper's job is precision killings. From a good vantage point, I could target the head of my target over five hundred yards away. A body from greater than that. Sometimes, I looked them straight in the eyes before shooting the brow. I couldn't tell you the number of people I killed. I stopped at around two hundred, two hundred fifty? If God's word is "thou shalt not kill" but I have killed more than I can count, then why am I here?
Mira picked a little at her fingers, not actually taking any off.
I've spoken with Michael, the Archangel, about it. I'm a killer through and through. What he told me was interesting. I didn't kill with malice. I killed because it was strictly necessary to defeat a greater evil. It wasn't a choice, in other words, that same way it was for one of the camp guards. I've met soldiers up here who took cyanide pills when caught. Sometimes, to break the virtues of God is your only choice, and it is always better to choose what is least sinful. In my case, being a bystander and keeping my God-given skill to myself in a time where I saved several comrades' lives, not to mention the ones I helped to save in Germany and its conquered territories. The world is not so simple as adherence to a strict list. It is much more fluid than that. The situation I described gave you three options: you run away, you die, or you fight. All are sin, but it is better to run away or to die than to fight for something inherently evil, is it not?
ā¦I have no way of knowing how many lives youād taken, however thereās more nuance to The Sixth Commandment than was written upon the slab. Killing one who is innocent, or if killing isnāt necessary, is what actually is a violation of the commandment. So no, you killing those people wasnāt a sin, if anything you were doing The Lordās work. The same is with taking oneās life, if it isnāt out of selfishness or other vices. Many men had sacrificed themselves or brought about their deaths out of virtue rather than sin, and in doing so were honored or even canonized. It is the same for those that took their own lives in defiance of such heretics and depraved sinners in that way.
She then pauses at Miraās mention of having spoken to Micheal
You spoke with Saint Michael, The Archangel? To speak with any of the saints is quite the privilege, let alone one of The Lordās flesh and blood. The only greater honor would be to talk to Christ himself. Though surely none but Godās family and closest allies are permitted to so much as bear witness to his glory.
Sheās clearly astonished. Sheās never met someone whoād ever met with one of the archangels, let alone The Holy Regent
And it is as I said, that in some cases, to love is better than to go to war. That is my belief, but I cannot force you into thinking in any particular manner.
Mira gazed at the astonishment on Joanette's face quietly. She'd understood the honor when she met Michael, but he wasn't so above her in her mind anymore.
The reason why is rather embarrassing. Emily, the Seraphim, had taken notice that I was avoiding anywhere with children. She's been trying to "crack my case" for a while now. She is correct that I am not a happy person, and it is her job to make me happy, but she doesn't always know how to handle a soldier. I probably gave her the wrong answer, telling her that I can only see dead bodies when I see or hear children. I got summoned to see Saint Michael, and now I think I've become his pet case instead of Emily's. Granted, someone so well-versed in the happenings of war is probably better. We're still working on making sure I can walk the streets of Heaven and not the roofs of Heaven.
I mean, clearly it is preferable to do the opposite of war whenever possible, but oftentimes it isnāt.
Oh. I see. Well, surely The Archangel of War had more important things to do than aid you regardless⦠heās not omniscient after all⦠apparently.
Mira decided that she wasn't going to be told that war was sometimes necessary or to continue to try to convince that woman that her husband did an evil thing. Instead, she looked at Joanette, her gaze, marred by the scar of a knife, warned Joanette not to lecture her on the necessity of war.
I would have thought so, too, if I wasn't being invited places with him and a couple of the other war-adjacent Archangels. Emily and Michael are close. Emily got really worked up about the dead child comment. I wonder if Michael might be trying to take me off of her hands until I'm... better adjusted.
Mira placed the wine glass down. She hadn't finished the wine, but knew it was impolite to drink fine spirits all at once.
The newer arrivals in Heaven were... mostly foot soldiers and the innocent dead when I arrived. Heaven had set itself up, rightfully so, to help them before someone like me, who fought in specialized forces and for so many years. I must've fallen through the cracks, especially considering I needed to learn to walk again.
She shrugged.
Michealās young daughter isnāt suited for such things. He is. I suppose it makes sense.
It also makes sense that those souls would be the most common among those who were granted salvation when you got here though. They certainly were less sinful than you, however your virtues in life must have outweighed your sins, which is why youāre here and not⦠there.
Mira gazed upon Joanette for a moment. She was quite obsessed with the idea of Mira's sin and the form she'd taken in Heaven.
And what of you? Now you know why I am such an isolated person here in Heaven. It is difficult to form bonds with others when your body never left the battlefield. You seem to have been quite religious, are you not? How was religion in your times? I mean no offense as I say this, but you seem very concerned with sin and the like, even if you've earned eternal happiness and rest. Is that not your experience here in Heaven?
The Faith was even more important than The Crown. Any decent European was to follow it diligently, and minimize their sins. I since have realized that it was only one way to achieve salvation, as adherence to The Holy Book wasnāt a requirement, judging by how many whoād have been deemed heretics in my time also have ended up here.
Mira hummed.
My whole country would've been heretics then. Religion wasn't encountered as such. Have you... considered that now, after having been allowed in Heaven, you aren't required to redeem yourself more? I'm not saying to go wild and commit every sin in the book. I guess I'm saying that if God is the Heavenly Father like you say, maybe he wants to see you live happily, like any good father would. To grow and change, to not stick to the rules you learned oh so long ago. Father's forgive. Good ones, at least. We all have free will. Is that not an amazing gift? Why use the free will you have to restrict yourself to a life that causes you to stay in the past? Everything is said and done. You're a Winner now. Your husband is not. Maybe you can be more free. If you are a person of virtue, you will not go astray. It was my virtue that led me here. Take me as living proof that virtue outweighs mistakes made. Even in Heaven, you're human. You'll make mistakes. Living life trying not to make any... well. I can't imagine that as a good one.
Do you not understand that it was his traitor of a son, The Devil himself, that corrupted us by placing the capacity for evil and depravity within our hearts, as a declaration of himself being greater than his father? Only by avoiding and resisting his temptations can anyone earn salvation, and a life of virtue would thus reasonably need to be maintained in order to not receive damnation. For God isnāt the one who forgives people of their sins, Christ is. And in case you havenāt noticed⦠Christ is nowhere to be found hereā¦
The last sentence is said with great trepidation and concern. Why would Godās Earthly Son, the one The Faith was even named after, not seen or heard of even by The Archangels?
Mira looked a little alarmed. How had Joanette gotten eternal damnation from what she had said?
I don't concern myself with the working that are communicated to us through the Speaker of God. Isn't Christ also... part of God? Like the Trinity? He's just a piece of God? Like I said, religion was discouraged in my country. My parents were ardent Soviet revolutionaries, so I never learned myself. What I know is from the Allies in the West of Europe.
Mira shrugged.
You aren't saying you're greater than God by enjoying the gifts he gave you. Our free will can be beautiful, you know? It gives us our drive to help others, to love. It allows us to create, to invent. In my age, we just discovered how to inoculate against disease. We could prevent yellow fever. The Americans didn't catch influenza because they took a mild form of the disease that prevented the full-blown illness. Now, I hear that there is not a single child in the world of the living that dies of smallpox. Completely eradicated. In my home country, no child is paralyzed because of polio. It exists, but nobody is left injured for life.
Our minds aren't always to be feared. Free will is amazing. It is your virtue that guides it the right way. If we only ever focused on avoiding temptations and minimizing, could we have missed the discoveries of Pasteur that led to all of that? I think that faith should augment our lives, not be the point of them. If not, then why have intelligence? Free will? Hands that are made to create?
Your country rounded up anyone of any faith and killed them in camps, just as The Germans did⦠Iām not saying you did that, but thatās what your nation stood for. One form of tyranny traded for an even worse one⦠itās been like that since the beginning. But no, Christ is Godās Son, but isnāt God himself⦠at least, thatās how I remember it⦠but thereās many things about The Holy Book that clearly were wrong, as much as I hate to admit itā¦
She then glares at Mira for complimenting the one whom her entire world had seen and been assured of as the purest incarnation of evil.
You have quite the audacity, to praise The Devil himself for corrupting us, Godās children, in complete defiance and deluded superiority over his fatherās image. We were never meant to have free will. That was his will, not The Lordās. And it is the very reason for sin, for all of the horrors and depravity man is capable of. And for the hundreds of billions of souls damned because of his influence, his sedition and corruption.
Even now, after nearly a half a millennium, she clearly holds steadfast to her faith, to the perception of Heaven and Hell she was raised to believe, even if there are some differences sheās adapted to.
Everardās experience with The Eternal War vs The Nephalemās
Another redeemed angel, in a modestly antiquated dress styled after a noblewomanās attire, unknowingly almost walking into the other woman
Oh⦠shit, Iām sorry. I wasnāt paying attention-
*she then notices Miraās clawed, prosthetic legs*
Mira had already sprung out of the other angel's way. She noticed that the angel was dressed in rather noble attire. Immediately, Mira found herself intimidated. She essentially only wore tank tops and cargo pants. Tank tops were one of the only things that could contain her large, bulky, stormy grey wings.
"It's fine." Mira sounded a little more flat than usual. She looked at the other angel. Mira had seen some of the redeemed Sinners since her time in Heaven started. What she noticed more was the staring at her prosthetic legs.
"Can I... help you?" Thankfully, the only Hell she'd ever seen was on Earth itself.
... @lady-joanette
Mira eventually wore herself out enough that she could slip back into the mask she so carefully crafted. She'd made the other woman uncomfortable, probably permanently souring their relationship. Yet, to Mira's shock, she felt a sort of relief in knowing that she'd actually told someone what had happened to her. As the tears cleared, slipping quietly into that soldier's mask, she noticed the wine on the table.
She never had much wine. Vodka was the most abundant choice because of the Soviets.
I'm sorry. I should not have lost my composure.
At least Mira had the manners to know not to refuse the gift, though she had such a high alcohol tolerance that she could drink a glass of vodka and not feel it much at all. The wine itself was quite interesting in taste, though Mira lacked the "class" to really understand it. It gave Mira time to think about what she should say to the other woman.
I hadn't told anyone that before, so, thank you for listening to it. It... isn't your fault. Certain things like that are like a pot of water, ready to boil over. That pot had been boiling for a long time, water and a lid added constantly. It doesn't stay in the pot forever. To not feel that constant simmer is a relief, Joanette. It's a weight lifted that someone, at least, knows what I've seen. Understands what a profound impact it had on me.
Alright⦠I still feel like shit for being the one to cause you to have that episode though⦠but at least the dam was broken⦠even if I shot a metaphorical cannon at it.
She takes a sip from her glass, still pensive and feeling guilty over it
Mira shook her head. The pensive and guilty look on Joanette's face bothered Mira.
It would be different if you intentionally did it, knowing what was in my head. You didn't know what horrors I saw in the military. Why would I blame you for it? You... when you're a soldier, you learn to box away your feelings in the moment to get the job done. It's also impossible to... to feel like a person again if you hold onto those horrors. It was wrong of me to say it all to you without preparing you. But, I have to thank you many times over for giving me the space where I felt I could speak on it, to cry the tears of grief I trapped away to survive. It's isolating. Today, I feel a little less isolated than before.
Mira took another sip of the wine. Teasingly, she continued.
The wine is very good. Can't say I'm accustomed to anything other than vodka. I'm still able to drink vodka by the glass.
Uh⦠alright. Glad you didnāt take it personally⦠many others certainly would. Iāve heard of many horrors in my time here, all from the victims of them⦠so I know very well what people bereft of all morals and decency are capable of.
Itās an exact copy of a vintage from the castle I moved into with my husband⦠refined in quality to match with contemporary wines on earth, so it obviously has a more improved taste compared to what it wouldāve tasted like had I tried it before it was surely destroyed along with the castle.
She glances at Mira, mild distaste in her eyes
Practically a rectified spirit compared to what was drank in my time⦠doubt Iād have any tolerance for it.
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