Your Journey Is Your Story

We met on an app called MeetMe on February 16th 2014. This is where our journey began

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Me and my ex were together for one year and broke up this February. He broke up with me because he couldn't handle the distance anymore and met another girl. He never apologised but he asked me to forgive him, and because of the person I am, I did, and I forgave him for other things he done but I'd rather not say. After that, we remained friends but I still loved him, dispite of everything we went through. 4 months later, this June, I went to Miami to see him for a week (I booked the trip before we broke up). We had fun times, I even lost my virginity to him and I felt more connected to him. But there were some times where I felt left out and he would constantly be on the phone with other girls, and for some reason I kinda felt used in some way. On my last day, his best friend came and once again I was ignored, but his friend kept me company. One thing led to another, he kissed me, then he sat on the bed and I felt guilty for what just happened, then all I remember was being pulled on top of him and I tried to get off, then my ex walked in at that moment. I felt so bad and disgusted for what I did. What made this worse is that he was told that I kissed him and he never wanted to talk to me again. The way I'm being displayed in this situation makes me look like a slut, and I feel horrible. I know you can't make someone forgive you, but I forgave him for what he did while we were together, so why can't he forgive me for this while we weren't together? What do I do?

South Beach, Miami (2015)

Camden, London

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