song to follow along w/ - die with a smile by lady gaga & bruno mars
🎷🥕🍹🚬-c/w: Fluff, sensual asfc, teasing, depression, insecurities. slow burn (all characters are AGED), college setting, panic attack, bullying, comfort, angst, sexual & explicit content themes! (yall this one got it all lol)
synopsis🌸: you were hanging around some 1B Classmates when one of them gives an heart stabbing backhanded compliment that sends you in a downward spiral. Fortunately someone notices..
a/n: sooo this came to me randomly and its a lil self-insert (i sometimes dont like my overbite so what better way to work through my insecurities than to write about them... with smooth jazz at the end (smut).🙂↕️
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The sun was bright as it kissed through the windows of the UA cafeteria and were sitting around the lunch table with a group of the 1B classmates. You made friends with some of them during spar training and by the random occurrence of seeing a few of them while exploring campus. Everyone was jumping through conversations and switching subjects until the topic was on you. A random girl who've you've never seen hang with your original 1B class group speaks her mind on your appearance so loud that the tables surrounding you and your friends can hear her critique.
"You know you look like a gopher when you smile, why do you look like that? Don't think anyone will be into a mole rat, pretty sure that weird purple kid from 1A would turn you down.. how sad."
The world stops. Your heart is beating so fast it hurts and you feel like you forgot how to breathe. Your eyes began to swell up and tears start forming. You smile and chuckle out of embarrassment. To the left of your table Bakugou, Kirishima, and Sero sat. In front of you, Deku, Uraraka, Mina and Denki shifted in their seats. Behind your table, Momo, Jirou, Hagakure and Tsu turned towards you. Everyone's eyes were on you. Your body froze but somehow you stood up with your head down, eyes shut momentarily and walked away. As you were trying to contain your composure you made eye contact with Katsuki. Fuck. A tear rolls down your cheek. As you're making your way to the dorms, you force yourself to hide behind some stairs. A panic attack forms, numbing your body that your head starts to spin. You stumble your way back, in once spring smile weather, that has now developed to harsh winds and puncturing rain. The clouds are gray and are looking down at you with petty. Entering the dorm building, you sprint to your room with blurry eyes and lock it - hiding yourself from the world.
Everyone shames the girl for her comment at the cafeteria and move away from her. Bakugou hands are in fists and his piercing ruby eyes are death staring the girl who socially embarrassed a girl that secretly gives him life. You and Katsuki talk often, he does his best to include you in everything. Your laughter is invaluable to him. He tries to hide the fact that you make him feel - different. You make him feel light, when all he knew was burden and hate. You give him a purpose to change his ego to make you comfortable. He knows you're beautiful and would do anything to see that precious, silly smile that lifts the weight off his shoulders, again. At his table, everyone is talking about what happened as his eyes are locked onto his sole enemy.
That's super messed up, she's never done anything wrong to anyone. She's cute too.. Kirishima comments to Sero while looking over to the girl who made a scene. Katsuki mumbles under his unusual steady breath. That and more.. He stands up and walks over to the booth where the bully sits scrolling through her phone. He sits down in the seat directly across from her with his hands clasped together on the table. The girl twitches back and questioned him. The room is dead silent. Everyone's hair is standing up on the back of their neck. Many are so terrified at Katsuki's unsettling calmness and leave. He raises his head up gracefully before gradually opening his beautiful crimson eyes. It sends a freezing chill down her spine and she shudders. She makes an attempt to look away from his gaze until he gives her his only message - a promise.
Today will be your last day.
He demanded before lifting himself up from the table, eyes glued to her's until he turns, heading out of the cafeteria. Nobody questioned him. Nobody talked him the whole day. He indirectly injected fear into everyone that day. For the rest of that day you didn't leave your room. You didn't answer anyone's text or calls. You cried your eyes out and didn't eat. You weren't hungry. How could you been it feels like the whole world just stared at you get humiliated. You laid on your floor contemplating, your existence when you couldn't cry out anything but the pain waved over you. You sighed. As soon as you sat up, a knock presented itself three times and echoed throughout your room. You pondered who it was and hesitated to answer it.
Open the door..dumbass. Bakugou grunted softly. You got up and opened the door and your puffy, red and swollen eyes reached his gaze. His heart broke. He hated seeing you like this, he couldn't bare it. You look down at his hand to the stuff he is carrying.
Wh-what's that? You sniffle in-between words. In his left hand, he held a big brown plastic bag filled to the top with a post-it note on it. You couldn't make out the words with your blurry eyes.
He gestured it towards you to take it. You slowly reached out and grabbed it. You slightly smiled as you saw all your favorite snacks and foods. You tilted your head and you read the post-it aloud.
"Smile For Me, Pretty". You both blushed. Hands in his pocket he tried to look away as you giggled. He averted his eyes quickly towards you. He snapped out of his usual annoyed attitude. His face was soft and his once was heavy chest exhaled a deep sigh.
I bought you, a few of your favorite things. Don't make it a big deal. He sighed and mumbled while looking anywhere but you. His faced flushed and burned his cheeks. He did not like it. But dealt with it because he liked you. You giggled once more. You gave a soft smile, in which he caught in the corner of his eyes. He hesitantly stepped towards you.
Th-thank you, Katsuki. His knees felt like weak. He swore he almost fell to his knees by the way his named softly rolled of your sweet tongue. He there he stood, shoulders relaxed in the frame of your door. You took his hand, caressed it before giving him a peck on the cheek. His faced and neck turned into an angry flush and his stomach twisted with butterflies. He blinked at you. Slowly. Very Slowly. His once constant moving sharp tongue seized to movement from your gentle kiss. His eyes widen in expression - the Katsuki Bakugou has been left speechless.
Would you like to come in? His hand still in yours. He short circuited and nodded. He walked carefully in your room like it was treasured land. You sat on the floor and he sat besides you. He laid down and watched you looked through the bag of goodies. He wouldn't trade this feeling of seeing your eyes light up for the world. You started rambling about a bag of chips and the backstory of them from your childhood. A few laughs and smiles appeared throughout your various stories. You realized and momentarily stopped to look over at Bakugou. His kind eyes met yours. You blushed and looked away for a moment. Regaining your composure, you looked down and took a deep breath.
Do you think she was right? You stare at the floor, you made yourself mall by tucking in your knees to your chest. Bakugou sat up with one hand holding him up.
Fuck no. I- shit. His brows furrowed, getting angry at himself for not knowing how to comfort you.
Listen I don't do the comfort shit. But listen up Dumbass, Im only going to say this once. Got it? He grumbles with his free hand rubbing his neck, a desperate try to releasing the tension locked up inside.
I- I like you or whatever. You dont get on my nerves like the other idiots. T'ch, Your smile is nice. Warm even.
Tears form in your eyes, this time happy ones.
Hey Dumbass, wh-what are you crying for? Concerned he's made things uncomfortable to made you even more sad. He tenses up for your rejection sentence. However, without thinking you jump into his arms, hugging him. You thank him sweetly, holding a tight embrace around his neck. As you pull back to look him in the eyes. You let out a light gasp, from how close you two are. Inches apart from each others lip. You confess.
I like you too, you're sweet.
T'ch shut up nerd. He caresses your cheek and leans you forward into a subtle kiss.
Your eyes flutter as he deepens the kiss. Claiming you with his tongue. He breaks the kiss, huffing sweet and sensual words into your dainty ear.
You smiled. Hard. His heart skips a beat. Pulling you closer. Tighter.
And another thing, I'm not sweet, Im- cool. He voiced in his usually fiery temper. He rolled his eyes at you. You smiled, with all teeth.
He was addicted to your smile. He covered him in bliss. He crashed his lips in yours, lifting you up to stand. He wrapped his arm around you, walking backwards towards your bed. Stumbling onto it, he pulled you with him. He kissed you, over and over. You lifted up and kissed him on his neck. His moan sent shivers down your spine. He raised up arms around you, he lifted you up and grounded himself onto of you.
I-I want to make you feel good. Can I-. You grabbed him by the shirt, pulled him close within ear shot. You wanted to make sure only he knew that you wanted him to make your pussy smile.
Your dangerous. I like it. He observed your body and eye fucked before stripping you and himself completely. Hey Dumbass.. tell me if I'm being too rough alright? He told you with complete honesty. Katsuki Bakugou brought out a whole different version of you, a version only you wanted him to see.
You said his name antagonizingly slowly with a lustful intent that you stifled your giggles with a lip bite. Katsuki's complete mind went blank, he lost every last bit of his control and lifted both of your legs up. He passionately, slow kissed the inner's on each one of your thighs. His hands forcing your plush thighs in place, he blessed your pussy with his skilled tongue work and fingered your tight pussy until he heard loud squelching sounds. With heavy grunting moans, he rubbed the bud of your pulsing clit and sucked on it while slurping on your three - toe curling orgasms. You can feel the pleasured smile on Katsuki's face as he feels your body tense up from the overstimulation from his usual smug tongue. You screamed his name out of pure intimate pleasure. Oh Katsuki-! With one final lick from the bottom to the top of your clit, your legs trembled and your once arched back snapped back down. With no time to breathe for even a minute, he kisses your body. From your buzzing clit, to your twisted coiled stomach, placing flirty pecks on your perky tits, and maneuvering his lips to your neck which switched to a lick that made you scream his name so passionately you got lightheaded. Placing his hand on your stomach, he softly squeezed it as he kissed your cheek. He glided his calloused hand up your trembling body to our soft, flushed cheek. His thumb lovingly reminded you of your worth in gentle motions. The eye contact was a mere connection of tied string becoming one. Hearts pumping, sweat sliding off each other's back, the gaze he granted you was a confirmation of endearment with a slight blink of euphoric pleasure, and you gave the same glance back. His grasp on your cheek turned firm when he raised you an inch for a breathless kiss. Owning you as his territory by occasionally biting down your lip and tongue.
His throbbing hard steamy cock was ready to burst. Katsuki's lewd precum dripped to your stomach, you gasped by the thought of him claiming your walls. He thumbed the slit of your begging pussy and growled your name with flitting eyes. Through the beat of hot air and panting, Katsuki voice grumbled. You taste too fuckin' good. Ya hear? Got me mesmerized and shit. A breathless laugh leaves your body. Your lips tung at both ends, presenting your cute fluttering eyes, blushed cheeks and a wide smile.
The cock twitching near your entrance, he aligned himself while holding your hip with his free hand preparing himself for the sensation of a lifetime he so eagerly can't wait to experience. You bite your lip and close your eyes shut, bracing the tip of his prematurely coated cock. The girthed rounded end breaks your slit into two as he pushes himself into you. Small pleasureful tears form at the end of your eyes. You swallow his shaft whole with your hot, hungry walls that were deprived from a craving you didn't even know you needed. Extremely tensed and desirous moans charged the room, trapped by paper thin walls. Katsuki soothing tone makes your curved back ease down ever so slightly.
I got you baby. he hissed with a face and neck so red they nearly matched his crimson half-lidded eyes. Your nails already finding purchases in on his back. Your breath hitched around every syllable of his name. That's right baby. Remind these walls I'm yours. Only yours darlin'. He grunted heavily, desperately as his cock throbbed agonizingly for his deep and slow pacing.
Yes Dynamight~! Fuck- Me Dumb-. One eye open, the other fluttering open and your needy mouth agape showing your tongue as you pant. Your greedy hole clenches around his shaft as the stimulation from his balls softly nuzzling your bulging clit. Katsuki tunnel visioned to fucking you with pure enthrallment and satisfying admiration. Katsuki grip on your waist moves to the back of your head as he leans on you. He fondles through your hair until he white-knuckle grips it to pull you closer to him. His hot breath brushes against on your ear as he yells out knotted moans from his raspy throat and vile whimpers deliciously. In no time, the air becomes sultry and suffocating from the unrestrained kinetic fornication. Stroking his stiffing cock hard and bottomless inside your sensational wet and narrow pussy. Rearranging your guts, your eyes roll to the back your head. You can't catch your breath from his smothering and sweltering kisses. Katsuki has now made it his sole job to fucking you senseless.
Your legs wobbled after every orgasm he fucked out of you and he cuddled you with a Good girl after every one. Your toes curled so hard they locked behind his firm waist as he penetrated you with developing pace. You threw your head back and plead him to continue to fuck you through your orgasm. With his rapid, immeasurable pace it became staggered as he was chasing his own release.
Cum inside me Katsuki! Please-Please Please! You repeatedly pleaded as you felt his tremble and his eyes shutting. He manned your name loud and proud into your ear. Your bodies clung together from sweat from him molding your cunt to the size of his cock.
FUCK! Bakugou barked as he filled your pretty clenching walls with his blonde hair slick to his head. His fingers twitched as he swiftly grabbed your face to crash his lip into your yours. Performing a deep kiss and half onto your lip as he bit down. His patience had ran thin as he pursed one big thrust into you as he decorated your insides with his stringy white substance. It was overflowing and it was oh so lewd. He howled and grumbled praises and your name as he stuffed you full. His body shuddered like his words, he pulled out his once erected cock out of your sticky and warm passage.
He sits over you, still parting your legs with his dripping physique and chuckles as he puts a hand through his hand to slick it back with his sweat. He admires our pent up body. He holds onto your quivering legs with slight pressure as a sign letting your body relax.
Damn princess, I-I didn't know you wanted me that bad. T'ch. He taunts breathless with airy inflections. He drops to your side with his body twist still facing your laid out glowing body.
You cover your face with your hands as your face turns flushed like a tomato. You screaming into your palms, muffling the embarrassment. Katsuki laughter roars throughout your room as he grabs your wrists with one hand and pulls them away from your face.
Don't you dare hide that pretty face from me hun.
He gives you a nastily wet kiss before laying his arm around you and placing one on his chest. His breathing eases you to sleep as trails differentiating circle patterns on your damp back. Katsuki follows suit and drifts off to a sweet dream knowing your breathing has steadied and comfortable in his arms.
For the next two days you barely hung out with anyone besides Bakugou. When you went to class, you and Bakugou were the first ones there and sneakily made out in the back of the class before anybody walked in to catch the scandalous act. He sat beside you, holding your hand when your hand started shaking from panic attacks. Everyone noticed the way you and Katsuki got close. No one asked questions about your relationship with him but supported you when needed space or some love. When you started to feel insecure about your smile or your body, you started to draw. Katsuki noticed and drew with you. You two drew on the chalkboard, each other notebooks, and even faces. He acted like he hated it but he never once flinched from your touch. Rather, he was the first one to initiate most acts. Everyday Katsuki drew little figures on post-it notes and placed them everywhere when you could find them. They reminded you to smile.
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It turns out all your friends in both 1A and 1B when to Principle Nezu to report the girl and she got expelled that same day. (HAHA BITC-)
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