elle’s hell

I should lock the fuck in *half an hour passes* I should lock the fuck in *half an hour passes* I should lock the fuck in *half an hour passes* I should-

“average person eats 3 spiders a year” factoid actualy just statistical error. average person eats 0 spiders per year. Spiders Georg, who lives in cave & eats over 10,000 each day, is an outlier adn should not have been counted

SPIDERS GEORG ON ONE MILLION CREEP GUYS

“average tumblr post has 1 million notes” factoid actualy just statistical error. average tumblr post has 2 notes from committed mutuals. Spiders Georg, who lives in our hearts & gets parodied over 10,000 times each day, is an outlier adn should not have been counted

"you don't owe anyone anything" You are a tar pit. Speak for yourself. I personally owe the cafe employees my dishes put away and my friends a listening ear and small scared insects a cup and a gentle trip outside. Hyperindividualism is a rancid infection borne of capitalism and willfully misinterpreted therapyspeak and I will defy it by continuing to be kind regardless of whether or not it benefits me personally

this was a topic that my outpatient therapy program went over a lot, drawing the line between like. yeah, you could just focus on your own needs. you may not owe anyone anything. but that’s not how u foster relationships and build connections and find happiness. no, you shouldn’t be sacrificing your own needs to consistently please others and no, you shouldn’t be letting people overstep your boundaries. but you also need to let people in and you need to do things for people if you want to find contentment in life.

fuuuuck i just realized that the future idealized version of myself cant exist without current me being the catalyst for change and doing hard things. has anybody heard about this