This blog is pro fic, pro ship, pro kink (rl: safe, sane, consensual), pro Ao3, anti censorship, anti harassment, anti (generative) ai.
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Me & My Writing
Old enough to know better. Whimsical enough to not let that stop me.
I have been writing and posting my work under various pen names and on various sites since 2011. My masterlist (below the cut) contains links to my works. Or you can browse my Ao3 here.
Working on my original novel (in theory anyway).
My asks and dms are open. Don't hesitate to reach out if you feel like talking to me.
Fandoms & Themes
Main fandoms include The Hunger Games, The Last of Us, Silence of the Lambs, Van Helsing (2004), and Disco Elysium.
All my works feature Age Gap relationships between Older Men and Younger Women (existing male characters and female OCs). A lot of them feature kink/BDSM to some extent. Dubcon (due to Power Dynamics) is more or less present in most of them. Some also feature Non-Con or CNC written as Non-Con. Everything is properly tagged. If I happen to have missed a tag, feel free to let me know and I'll fix it.
Navigation
Posts about my fan works/series are tagged with the ship (for ex. 'Beth/Snow').
Art for my works/series is tagged with the ship + art (for ex. 'Beth/Snow Art').
Posts about my original novel are tagged 'Elle's favorite child'.
Original posts are tagged as 'ElleLDoe'.
Other tags: 'Beth's OOTC', 'asks', 'tag games'
Masterlist (will be updated as I upload new works)
Hunger Games
Beth/Snow Series (18+, Romance, Older Man/Younger Woman, (Mildly) Dubious Consent (mostly in the earlier parts due to the nature of their relationship), Fake/Pretend Relationship, Dom/sub Undertones, Story-driven with lots of smut, Fluff added into the mix starting Part 4)
Part 1: What You Have To Offer
Part 2: It's Just Business
Part 3: I Live To Serve
Part 4: Agony, Comfort, Bliss
Part 5: Bound By Appearances
Part 6: What I Have To Gain
Part 7: Best Laid Plans
Part 8: Third Time's A Charm
Part 9: What On Earth Are You Thinking?
Part 10: New Beginnings Are Often Disguised As Painful Endings ​ WIP
Kiera/Corban Series (18+, Dark Romance, Smut, Older Man/Younger Woman, Dead Dove Do Not Eat, Non-Con, Abduction, Imprisonment, Deatheaters doing Deatheater things, this one is rough if you click the link be mindful to read the tags)
Part 1: Knowledge Is Pain
Esther/Severus Series (18+, Romance, Smut, Older Man/Younger Woman, Teacher-Student Relationship (and therefore Dubious Consent), Power Play, They Dislike Each Other And That's What Makes It Fun)
Part 1: Foul Language and Inappropriate Behavior
Part 2: Lines Crossed and Strings Attached
Part 3: Sharp Tongues and Petty Games
Part 4: Calculated Moves and Inevitable Conclusions
Moira/Lucius (18+, Romance, Older Man/Younger Woman, Size Kink, BDSM, Brat/Brattamer Dynamic, Power Play, Sexual Tension, Eventual Smut, Post-Second Wizarding War)
All Bark And No Bite WIP
Van Helsing (2004)
Eveline/Count Vladislaus Dracula (18+, Romance, Older Man/Younger Woman, AU Modern Setting, AU Dracula got resurrected, Sexual Tension, Slow Burn (sort of), Eventual Smut)
Prudence/Judge Turpin (18+, Smut, Porn With Plot, Older Man/Younger Woman, Dubious Consent, Power Imbalance, Abuse of Power, Coercion, Blackmail, Size Kink, Nipple Play, Vaginal Fingering, Vaginal Sex, Rough Sex)
Pay Your Dues
The Last of Us
Grace/Joel (18+, Horror, Romance, Canon-Typical Violence, Angst, Infected (The Last of Us), Pre-Boston, Older man/Younger woman, Sexual Tension, Eventual Smut, Size Kink, Manhandling, Kissing, Hand Jobs, Blow Jobs, Oral Sex, Vaginal Fingering, Vaginal Sex, Rough Sex)
Better Days
The Lord of the Rings
Aerin/Elrond (18+, Romance, Older Man/Younger Woman, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, Fluff, Depression, OC is depressed and getting drunk makes things worse, Elrond offers a shoulder (lap) to cry on, Things develop from there, Eventual Smut)
Give Me A Reason WIP
The Beast in Me (TV 2025)
Iris/Nile (18+, Romance, Smut, Older Man/Younger Woman, ASPD Characters, Hybristophilia, Discussion of Violence as Foreplay/Dirty Talk, Choking, Hair-pulling, Hand Jobs, Frottage, Clothed Sex, Dry Humping, Coming In Pants)
Two Of A Kind
Ozark (TV)
Daisy/Jacob (18+, Romance, Smut, Porn with a bit of Plot, Older Man/Younger Woman, Size Kink, Dom/sub undertones, Vaginal Sex, AU Jacob is widowed)
Wild Flowers
Supernatural (TV 2005)
Violet/Death (18+, Smut, Established Relationship, Vaginal Fingering, Cunnilingus, Oral Sex)
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I think my favorite kind of miscommunication to do in fanfic is when a character has only limited understanding of a situation (especially if that's because the other character is concealing something from them) and they use their limited knowledge to come to a conclusion that is 100% reasonable based on what they know, but completely off base from the truth
Something that may surprise your mutuals: I have a granddaughter. (My husband's son, from a previous relationship, got married and had a child a couple years back. So she's not my biological granddaughter. I took a shortcut, if you will.)
Favourite drink: Huge fan of home-made lemonade, especially if there's watermelon, mango, or passion fruit involved. As far as alcohol goes, wine, whiskey, and vodka are my poisons of choice.
Activity/hobby: I write. I (sometimes) paint/draw (acrylic on canvas plus recently started trying my hand at digital art). I travel quite frequently (a week per month on average). I collect rare house plants (although I've slowed down quite a bit and am currently maintaining the ones I have rather than adding to my collection).
Current TV show: I just started Phantom Lawyer. I also have a soft spot for shows from the 2000s/2010s that I rewatch every once in a while, for ex.: Psych (2006), The Mentalist (2008), Person of Interest (2011)
Currently reading: I finished The Yellow Wallpaper by Charlotte Perkins Gilman a couple days ago. I haven't started anything new since then.
Favourite dessert: Sorbet.
No pressure tags off the top of my head and in no particular order: @urlocalnoodles, @kategraves, @periwinkle-picots, @hunting-ataraxia, @dianilaws, @ladylshardlakesworld, @thorst, @jamilynfx + open tag to anyone who feels like participating
If you don't want to be tagged in future tag games, please let me know.
(18+, Horror, Angst, Canon-Typical Violence, Predator/Prey, Dracula's Supernatural Charm, Dub-Con Kissing, Vampire Bites, Non-Consensual Blood Drinking, Major Character Death)
They had told her to stay away from the woods. And she had brushed them off. Now, the only option Sofia had left was to race against the fading light, chased by the consequences of her actions, taunted by all the warnings she had ignored.
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"alas" is a truly S tier english word. fantastic mouthfeel, makes me sound like a world-weary wizard, looks cool when written out. good job to whoever created this word.
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(18+, Horror, Romance, Canon-Typical Violence, Angst, Infected (The Last of Us), Pre-Boston, Older man/Younger woman, Sexual Tension, Eventual Smut, Size Kink, Manhandling, Kissing, Hand Jobs, Blow Jobs, Oral Sex, Vaginal Fingering, Vaginal Sex, Rough Sex)
People couldn’t be trusted in the apocalypse. In Grace’s opinion, keeping to herself was the safest option. But maybe making one friend wasn’t that bad of an idea. Especially when the potential friend in question was the stranger that showed up just as a search for supplies turned into a foolish mistake that was about to cost Grace her life.
Chapter 5 is up on Ao3. Which means that Better Days is now complete. Go check it out if you haven't already. And show me some love while you're at it (pretty please) 💛
affirmations for writers: i know how to write. i have seen sentences before, and i know how to make one. i can identify up to several words and their meanings. i am not afraid of semicolons.
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