Soon ĺĺŠ shall arise to cook her ĺĺŠsoupâŚ
name: elby
religion: christian. proud anglican.
ethnicity: ĺččŻĺ¤ćĺĺ ä¸ĺäşş
culture: confucian. ru. âOut of all virtues, the first is filial piety; out of all vices, the worst is licentiousnessâ and allat. also taoist and buddhist (the kind with bodhisattvas).
sexuality: gay? bi? queer
academic pursuits: many humanities, with the occasional physics
other blogs: @autode-fide (even more religious sideblog) and @objet-petit-eyyy (where I dump any guilty fixations I develop over my tumblr lifespan)
everyone needs to read genesis with a critical eye. Jacob is a literal magician.
hobbies: idk anymore, have a wall of text:
Deep Water Chora
Gege feels foreign to the tongue of a éŚć¸Żäşş in Cantonese it sounds more like gawgaw Gawgaw or maybe KʰÉi̯³³-gaw gnawing on his kʰÉi̯³³-tÉi̯²² somewhere in the recesses of Sham Shui Po the smell of roast duck and plum sauce wafting into a ĺ㍠from the roast duck gawgaw got at lÉu̯²š ha geh market with Ah Suks and Ah Sums advertising sale of raw pork 24 dollars per kilogram ăăI dont know I never go to the butchers Homeless people rest in Tung Chau Park and the idol of éĺ Ź blesses the new siblings and someone recites
Thou hast ravished my heart my sister my spouse NgĹh kè tsĹş mooĂŽ Ă ngĹ hkè sanfoĹ Ă Ä king kik ngĹh sam ćć
Incensed crimson like blood burnt to ash incense joss sticks burn the nose In the dawn Ah Pos arise I wonder if Cantonese vampires would burn under sunlight The women wander to St Francis Catholic Church to burn paper effigies to do Tai Chi Though Gawgaw KʰÉi̯³³-gaw and KʰÉi̯³³-tÉi̯²² sleep in together And no red sun shall bother them not for 50 yearsâno longerâ50 years
if you see this, pray for a and d
btw everyone needs to read Melanie Kleinâs Notes on some schizoid mechanisms and her essays on Envy and Gratitude
Method of investigation: as soon as we have thought something, try to see in what way the contrary is true.
The Church is our Mother. The Church is Babylon. The Church is both good breast and bad breast. We must seek its preservation and its destruction. Both at once, in penance for our sins and the Churchâs sins as well.














