Eternal Night

c’mon everybody!!! *runs off excitedly and no one follows me*

things haven't been fergalicious in a real long time

the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i went nonverbal, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

getting older is just realizing over and over again that big, life changing events happen at least once a year now, but you can still find whimsy and joy in the pockets of the in-between.

"don't let it bother you" first of all, everything bothers me