Life as an Unmotivated Adult

I never thought I would be siding with the pope’s involvement in politics and cheering him on. I will say that.

accidentally said "invasive thoughts" instead of "intrusive thoughts" today and actually I think I'm onto something. this thought does not belong here and it is harming the local ecosystem

sisyphus... you made boulder choices on the runway this week, but we just need you to push a little more. i'm sorry my dear but you are up for elimination

really oxidized coin fell out of my wallet and I said out loud to the cashier “oh no, my yucky penny”

being a jack of all trades is dope as fuck honestly. it's like I'm doing crop rotation inside my own brain

Breaking Things

Honestly it boils down to reparenting yourself & rewiring your own neuronal pathways & telling yourself a firm “stop” when you notice your mind slipping down negative loopholes & being present in the moment & enjoying being mid task rather than waiting for it to end & not thinking of inertia as your baseline and natural way of living

So tempting to keep embarking on the same self destructive cycle over & over & over again . But at some point you have to put ur foot down w ur own behaviors & be the thing that truly saves u

#this is unfortunately true#it’s not easy to tell yourself Hey Drop It#like you’re your own dog furtively eating pinecones and rocks#but you gotta#sometimes it’s a Hey We’re Not Doing That#you gotta though

honestly having a brother is a lot like just knowing some guy

every time someones says "hey how are you" and i say "good" and forget to add the "how about you?" i feel like i've missed a quicktime event

"do it scared" this "do it tired" that. well no one ever talks about the fucking insurmountable "do it with greasy hair"