Fuck The Bullshit

Tryna block weirdos is too much work! I'm ready to go out the matrix! #Ebonixftbs

The one person I can call at 3am is currently at it's complicated relationship status cuz I may have cut off communication and don't remember but I have the faintest idea that in my grumpy sleepiness I may have called myself and my crush out. I remember trying to get him to stop liking me and be distanced but uh what was the last thing said? #Ebonixftbs is such a human ughh

I love #JadaPinkettSmith and her bond with #WillowSmith is similar to how I want my babies and I told be! #Moorish #Motherhood on #yoga day for #Ebonixftbs

There's an arching theme in my #relationships and I'm learning to listen to that warning sign my body sends me. I don't like being #controlled or #censored. Imagine if someone caged you. If my level of communication or affection is too much for you then kick rocks. I'm not asking anyone to be in MY life! You are asking to be in mine AND then trying to change me? Nope! I'm no ones #model to fashion as you'd like. No one tells me what to do! It's unfair to demand from me what you don't show yourself. #Ebonixftbs rolla solo dolo!

#Uterus love! I love my #yoni but this not my #parenting time! I need to be able to be all about #Ebonixftbs ! I'll consider children later on if I feel like it. But if and when I do is my business . If, when and how I #conceive is also my business only!

When he's tripping cuz I was tripping. .. naw I still wuv YOU! #Ebonixftbs might be a handful but I'm worth all the #time, #patience and #understanding it takes to be my man! Men trip out like #love doesn't have layers.

Holla at @lauralacquer 's #family of #doctors! #RelationshipGoals!! #Congrats from #Ebonixftbs !

A moment or any time frame of #weakness or #uncertainty isn't a #failure. It's a time to #reflect and grow.According to our illustrious #Prophet #NobleDrewAli "Time never was when man was not." So, someone has been there and lived to tell the tale. I write these reminders to myself and others have noted the revelancy to their life so, here lovelies! I hope you have enough #spoons to get you through today. I'm trying to gather myself as I type. #Ebonixftbs is all about the #spoonie life. #SpoonieProblems 101. We have to maintain y'all. Maintain.

#Financially broke and not loving it at all!

My version of a #dreamcather . Hopefully #Froggie can catch all my #nightmares like flies in a swamp. Lol I wondered why I put him there a few days ago. Hmmm... wonder if it's working. #Ebonixftbs

I am years older than when you met me! Why are folks approaching me like I'm suppose to be in the same mindset? When I ask what do you want from me, ANSWER HONESTLY! ! Folk don't track down someone for no reason. Ohhh just tryna shoot da breeze. Nahh and time and space has distanced us all cuz minds are not alike. Just for the record I'm not on the market for any male socializing! Back up off my contact methods and lose however you found me again. Buster ass men! Oh and delete your memories of me too! #Ebonixftbs thinks it's hilarious how folk intrude in MY life and DEMAND to socialize with me then feel insulted because I don't have interest in socializing with YOU! I didn't track YOU down! I've been living my life without whosoever being present! Then you wanna insult me because I have a life and don't really want to be bother by this thing from my past?!? Lol and that's really suppose to make me feel bad for not wanting to socialize with a man who immediately insults a woman when she doesn't show interest in them? Lol If I'm immature... you're #pathetic, right? #NiceGuyComplex Ahahaha you're trip!

A security guard records events. They aren't required to fight or attack anyone , but I hate applying for guard jobs because there's always someone boxing me in and saying I can't do the job cuz either I'm a woman, young, short or all of the above. I'm so damn fed up with the bullshit. #Ebonixftbs is fed up with #Babylon! #Women have historically been #warriors! ! So what makes you think I can't stand post as a #SecurityGuard?!?!! What da heck??

Don't look at me! #Beautiful #Imperfections of #Ebonixftbs and the #fro alongside #NaturalHairProblems of delaying #WashDay !

#Ebonixftbs thoughts on #tuition! Ahaha #Society has little #logic !!