Alphas #1: It Starts With a Pledge (Redux)
We agree to meet outside Romero. There's this little hipster cafĂ© in Anabasis called The Cat's Cradle. The furniture inside is fashionably old, mismatching, thrift chic. The drinks are named after authors. An orange tabby weaves between my legs as I order some foamy iced latte called "The Highsmith." I collect my drink and follow a dim, narrow corridor past the counter to the back exit of the cafĂ©. The door is propped open, I step through and Iâm greeted by blinding sunlight.
Corbin sits alone on the back patio sipping her coffee. It's as quiet a venue as we had hoped it would be. Every place on this block is a best kept secret, perfect for secret meetings.
Corbin is a late addition. Iâm the one who screens all the blog's emails, which means managing all the correspondence with our readers and potential tipsters. My plan was to meet with Emily first, then pitch the story to Corbin if I felt it was worth a follow-up. But Corbinâs been reading the tip email recently, too. Sometimes I think sheâs uneasy about me leading these investigations. She said she wanted a partner, but she treats me like a research assistant.
Corbin looks up from her laptop screen and sees me in my nondescript baseball cap and chunky sunglasses. All the worry in her eyes snaps away with her laughter.
âWhat?â I ask, pulling out the metal chair on the opposite side of the table.
She reaches across to snatch the hat from my head. âYou look conspicuous as hell.â
âItâs a clandestine meeting,â I say.
She gestures down her body. Corbin doesnât look like sheâs meeting an informant at all. No hat or sunglasses to obscure her features.
âThe goal is to disappear,â Corbin explains. âYou donât want to look like someone who wants to disappear.âÂ
Noted, but itâs a little funny for Corbin to lecture me about conspicuousness with her tits spilling out of her tank top.
She changes the subject. âHow many people did you count in the coffee shop?â
âWho were they and what were they doing?â
âThere was the barista,â I recall, counting them off my fingers. âShe was working. The old man on his laptop near the front window, probably here for the wifi, and the girl in the game room with a book.â
âWhat was she reading?â
âI donât remember.â
Corbin whispers âThe Secret Historyâ into her cup. âExits?â
She knows itâs a dumb question, so I turn my head in the direction of the waist-high fencing that encloses the patio. Sorry, Corbin. Dumb questions deserve dumb answers.
We both turn to meet the small voice near the cafe exit. Emily stands in the doorway. Sheâs short, but with a strong, athletic frame. She grips her backpack straps nervously. I notice that her right hand is encased in a purple cast. Her big, brown eyes, like Disney eyes, flash a look thatâs both anxious and hopeful. Her voice is soft, too soft for Romero.
Emilyâs email sounded far-fetched to me, but those are often Corbinâs favorite kind of leads. Corbin has a look when a case catches her interest, a little glimmer in her eyes. The lecherous TA who liked peeking through coedsâ dorm windows, the student body president who broke campaign rules to get elected, the professor who traded sexual favors for grades.Â
The look that Corbin gave me when she read Emilyâs email was different. It was something wilder.
Corbin gestures for Emily to take the seat between us.
Emily hesitates before following. She says to me, âI thought we were meeting alone.â
âCorbin Arroyo,â Corbin extends her hand to Emily. âI write the stories.â
âI know,â Emily laughs nervously, taking Corbinâs hand. âYouâre a campus celebrity.â
âHardly,â Corbin brushes a strand of dark hair behind her ear.
I say, âFameâs not really our goal.â
âOf course not,â Emily replies. Her grip loosens on the straps and she slides into the seat between us.
âItâs more of a hazard,â Corbin clarifies. âI do my best work anonymously, which is why Piper came on to help.â
If there was ever a nice way to call a girl unrecognizable.
âBut you wanted to meet me?â Emily asks. She still looks confused, and I donât blame her.
Corbin doesnât have a good answer. âSometimes I like to get the first impression of a story myself. Do you mind if I record?â She has the recording app ready on her phone. Emily nods, and Corbin places it in the center of the table.
I steady my laptop, a blank Word document on my screen. Corbin scooches forward. âWeâll start whenever youâre ready.â
Emily closes her eyes. She releases a tiny breath through her nose. âI guess it starts with a pledge,â she says. âAlpha Delta Theta was not my first rank choice. Honestly, I hadnât even heard of them until I came to campus.â
âHow did you end up pledging?â Corbin asks.
âMy best friend, Lucy,â Emily says the name with a sad smile. âWeâve known each other since like, second grade. She wanted to rush the same sororities and we agreed to only pledge if one house accepted both of us. Then rush week came and we went door to door, like you do.â
âSure,â I nod, even though I have no clue how the sorority selection process even works.
âThe thing is, like, I knew there was a very small chance weâd get into the same sorority, but Lucy was so hopeful. She said the ranking process would work in our favor. In the end, we had a stack of offers from different sororities. She was heartbroken.
âSee, we only pledged the Alphas because they werenât exclusive. They branded themselves as, like, an anti-discrimination sorority. All girls welcome, guaranteed entry, as long as you submit to the initiation. Their goal was to âshake upâ Greek life, to do things different. I know it sounds tacky, but Lucy fell in love with that pitch after the nightmare of rush week.â
âItâs not tacky,â Corbin says. âFor a sisterhood, itâs weird how many hoops girls have to jump through to get into one. I see why a fresh take would be attractive to her.â
This is the strength of Corbin as an interviewer. You wouldnât know it by just casually talking to her, but sheâs an incredible empathizer. She sees the look in Emilyâs eyes when Lucy comes up, and she softens her tone. From there, she segues into the next question. âSo, she pledges based on that pitch?â
âIt wasnât one pitch,â Emily corrects Corbin. âItâs important you understand, for the story, when I say the Alphas were everywhere I mean ev-er-ry-where,â she taps her finger on the table to emphasize it. âTraditionally, rushing is door to door. The sororities put a lot of work into it, sure, thereâs skits, and songs, and dance routines, and, like, little game shows. But itâs still ultimately on PNMs to seek those houses out.â
âPotential new members,â Corbin replies without looking away from Emily.
âBy any measure, itâs a huge event that spans the entirety of Greek row,â Emily continues. âFour days-worth of performances and meet-and-greets and interviews. But the Alphas? They were set up on every block of campus. At the library, on the quad, outside the football stadium. They had sisters rotating in on shifts, a different pitch for each recruiting station so nobody saw the same bit twice. This was a sophisticated operation.â
âThe numbers that would requireâŠâ I start to say.
Emily nods. âThe Alphas have the largest membership on campus, but thatâs very recent history. When they say that theyâre doing things different, they mean it. They donât just recruit differently, they live differently, they act differently. They proudly live the Five Bs.â
Corbin leans over to whisper to me, âBoys, bibles, booze, ballots, and bucks. Taboo subjects.â
Why does Corbin know so much about this stuff?
âGirls just want to have fun, right?â Emily asks. âSo why should we pretend like a sorority is anything deeper? Why should any topic be off limits? That attitude was refreshing after a week of proving my strength of character to housefuls of strangers. By the end of all that, we just wanted to get wasted.â
âOf course,â I agree with an understanding nod.
âThe Alphas throw this big party at the end of selections, and everyone is there. See, they arenât just aggressive recruiters. You canât grow as big as the Alphas have, as fast as they have, without poaching active members from sororities too.â
I look up from my notes. âWouldnât that cause friction among the other houses?â
âYouâd think!â Emilyâs voice picks up, but she seems to catch herself before reaching a full shout. âBut thereâs at least one Alpha defector from every sorority, so each house knows somebody at the party. Iâm not saying that literally everyone was there, but every house was represented in some way. Alpha Kappa Psi, Epsilon Eta Phi, Beta Phi Alpha, even the racist one. Hell, the girls next door at Pi Delta Kappa offered their house up when the party spilled out of the Alphasâ yard.â
âSo, girls from other sororities were at the party to see their old sisters?â Corbin asks.
âOnce you become an Alpha, it takes over your life. It becomes the center of everything, anyone outside your new circle is noise. So, when their old sisters came to the party, it was the first time these girls had a chance to connect in a long time.â
âDid the Alphas try to recruit them?â I ask.
Emily shakes her head. âThe party is the pitch. The other sorority sisters see how much fun their old friends are having and they start to wonder, âAm I really happy as a Beta?ââ
âThat must have had a big effect on you and Lucy,â Corbin says. âSeeing all those houses there, like youâve suddenly found the center of the universe.â
âExactly,â Emily points at Corbin. âBut itâs not like the Alphas were without flags. You could tell them from the other sorority girls because they walked around in their short-shorts and their plastic smiles, looking like Barbie dolls. That night, their outfits were synchronized in tight, white t-shirts with the word âAlphasâ in pink, glittery text across the chest. The party stayed in the yard and everyone had a great time, chatting and dancing and playing games, and getting very, very drunk.â
âDid you know that Lucy wanted to join?â
âBy that point, we were both pretty put-off by the whole thing. We were just there to drink and flirt with boys.Â
âThe weird thing was that the Alphas house was off-limits without a special invitation, but the Pi house next door was like the second location for the party. Thatâs where people went when they wanted some privacy, you know what I mean?â
âBy the time I got to the Pi house, it was packed, but I found a free spot on the big couch in the living room.â Emily blushes before she continues. âI was getting to know this cute frat boy named Dane there, when I looked up from my spot on the arm of the couch and saw Lucy staring down at me. She had a pair of girls on either side of her, both wearing those unmistakable blue jean shorts and glittery Alphas t-shirts. Lucy was excited, she said that the Alphas had invited her in for a tour of the house, and she wanted to give me a chance to come along. I was a little busy with Dane, so I told her it was cool if she went on without me. I didnât see Lucy again for the rest of the night.â
âShe never came out of the house?â Corbin asks.
Emily shakes her head. âShe spent the whole night there. I didnât feel good leaving Lucy, but it was getting late and the party showed no signs of dying down. So I texted her. She quickly messaged me back that sheâd meet me back at the dorm. The next morning, Lucy wasnât in her bed. It wasnât until the afternoon when she caught up with me at the library. Thatâs when she told me, with the biggest smile Iâd ever seen on her face, that she was going to join the Alphas.â
âAnd you were going to join too,â Corbin says.
âIt definitely was not a discussion,â Emily replies. âLike, Lucy had just made the decision on her own. Sheâs speaking a mile a minute to me and I can hardly follow her logic, but the thing that hurts is that she doesnât consider me at all in her decision. The message I get is that sheâs gonna join, and Iâm free to follow her, but sheâs doing it no matter what. And I remember thinking that wasnât like her. But she just keeps going back to this one person. âYou have to meet her,â she keeps saying. âYouâll understand when you meet her.ââ
âWho is she?â Corbin asks.
âMadison Wells,â Emily says the name carefully, like itâs made of glass. âSheâs the president of Alpha Delta Theta, the genius behind the âAlphasâ shake-up. Iâll talk about her in a minute.â
I type the name into my notes. It sits there on the screen in bold font, staring back at me.
âLucy had this gleeful little squeal when I told her I wanted to pledge with her. We moved into the Alphas house together. My first impression wasâŠnot good? Like, after my first tour, I understood why it was off-limits at the party. I thought the Pi house had been packed then, but like, the Alphas had a serious space problem. Iâm talking, like, five or six girls to a room. Lucy and I shared one with an upperclassman and three other pledges.Â
âThere was only one bed, and the upperclassman took it for herself. We slept on the floor for the first few weeks, as well as you can sleep in that house. Itâs hard to tell if the Alphas ever sleep. The sounds of sex bled through the walls. I was miserable after one night in, but I figured Lucy would come to her senses after a few days.â
âShe didnât though,â Corbin says.
Emilyâs smile has completely faded. âAfter the first night, I asked Lucy, kind of jokingly, if it was all she wanted it to be. She smiled at me and said, âItâs even more, donâcha think?â
âThe strangest thing about the Alphas is that they have, like, archetypes. Some girls are super outgoing. Theyâre the ones out there recruiting, putting on a good face for the house. The flirty ones are good communicators, but theyâre so sex obsessed that theyâre rarely part of the pitches. They lure frat boys to the parties, mostly. Then, thereâs the gigglers, Alphas who are so far down the rabbit hole that they canât even play a role. All they do is giggle and fuck.â
âDid the gigglers concern you?â Corbin asks.
âI mean, I guess I just thought they were really dumb,â Emily explains. âI didnât want to join a vapid sorority, but the talkers were so good at talking that it lowered my guard.â
Emily pauses to take a breath. She closes her eyes, and I can see that sheâs considering her next words carefully. One more breath from her nose, then she says, âI canât continue without talking about Madison.â
âOkay,â Corbin nods. âWeâre ready."
âItâs just that,â Emily looks around the patio. She leans over to study the block behind my shoulder. When she continues speaking, her voice is a notch quieter. âWhen you live in that house for any amount of time, you get used to being watched. She sees everything, even when you know she isnât around.â
âYouâre safe here,â I assure her with a friendly smile. âNo Madisons in sight.â
Emily doesnât seem confident in my answer, but she moves forward anyway. âI didnât meet her right away. Instead, I learned about Madison through the other Alphas. Thereâs always a history component to pledging, but all the Alphas cared about was recent history. Madison was like an obsession, even bigger than sex to them.â
âWhat did they say about her?â
âThe girl in our room was this older Alpha named Angelica. Sheâd been around even before Madison was president. Every night she would have us gather at the foot of her bed and sheâd tell us about Madisonâs takeover of the house like a bedtime story.
ââWe didnât want Madison to be president at first,â Angelica said. âBut back then we didnât see her power, we didnât understand that we needed someone strong like her to lead us.â After storytime, Angelica would have us repeat the sorority motto before putting us to bed, like little kids. And that was how each night went, another exaggerated story about Madison rescuing the Alphas from their selfish ways. The girls around the house all talked the same way about her, how Madison had saved them, how she wanted to save us.â
âWhat was the motto?â Corbin asks.
âOne person says, âAlpha is everything,â and we would repeat, âThere is only Alpha.ââ
âI caught glimpses of Madison around the house, but she was always too busy for me. I was exhausted, but still holding out hope for Lucy to change her mind. In the meantime, I wanted to get in front of Madison, I wanted to hear her ideas directly from her, not parroted by some brainwashed sister.â
Thatâs the first time Emily calls it what she thinks it is. That word âbrainwashed,â which sat in the body of her email like bait in a trap. Itâs the reason weâre here, itâs the reason Corbin thinks this could be the story of the decade. Maybe brainwashed sorority sisters make for an incredible headline, but it could also kill a promising career before itâs even started.
I notice the little twitch in Corbinâs nose. Her interest is reaching a climax.
âYou used the word âbrainwashedâ in your email,â Corbin says. âWhat youâve described so far sounds like cult behavior, but why are you so certain they were brainwashed?â
Emily leans into the table, her voice as low as it can go. âBecause thatâs Madisonâs secret. Sheâs brainwashed every girl in that house, and sheâs trained them to find and brainwash even more girls.â When Emily leans back out, she takes a quick sip of her drink, like sheâs letting the weight of her accusation sink in. âThe other sororities donât know. Theyâre so obsessed with their own numbers, so certain that theyâre doing something wrong that theyâve let Madison expand the Alphas unchallenged.
âThere were at least a dozen pledges in the house with us. In the second week, we were lined up downstairs in the foyer, asked to strip naked, and presented before Madison herself. By that point, I knew that this was more than just a hazing. Madison marched down the line, explaining that we were naked because, as Alphas, we would have to be our true, authentic selves, nothing between ourselves and her. Afterward, she said that she would be meeting with each of us individually.
âOne by one over the next few days, pledges were collected by upperclassmen and escorted down into the basement. They would disappear for hours, sometimes whole days. But inevitably they returned, transformed. Even girls like me who had shown some doubt were suddenly giggly, flirty, eager to participate in the Alphasâ lurid rituals.
âI knew that soon it would be my turn, or Lucyâs, and that once we went down in that basement, neither of us would ever be the same.Â
âTime was running out when Lucy approached me. She waited until we were in class, away from the house, away from other Alphas, to confess how scared she was.â
Corbinâs eyebrows shoot up. âLucy was scared the whole time?â
âNo,â Emily shakes her head. âShe told me that she met Madison for the first time at the party. She said that Madison had a way of speaking which worms its way inside your head, that she can make her thoughts feel like your own. When Madison got her talking, Lucy spilled her life story, all her secrets. It made her feel closer to Madison. It made her want to be an Alpha.
âBut Lucy noticed all the same things I had: the cramped conditions, the filthy cries at night, the way the other Alphas obsessed over Madison. What spooked her most, though, was waking up that morning and realizing that those things felt normal to her now.
âIâll never know how close I came to ending up in the basement, but I know if she hadnât said something I would have just waited until it was my turn. We made plans to meet up after class to plan our escape, but when I got to the library that night, Lucy wasn't there. Instead, I got a text.â
Emily picks up her phone from the table and passes it across to Corbin. She recites the words on her screen as Corbin reads them. ââI think Angelicaâs on to us. Be cool. I love you.ââ
Corbin taps her finger on the tabletop in thought. âWhat was your first impression of the text?â
Emily sighs, taking her phone back from Corbin. âA little scared. But it was direct in a way that felt authentic to Lucy.â
âDo you think she actually sent it?â Corbin asks.
âI think so, just before they took her to the basement.â
Corbin heaves a frustrated sigh. âWhen did you see her next?â
âIt was early the next morning,â Emily continues. âThe text was just vague enough that I could convince myself it meant anything, but that night I hoped that Lucy was far away, working on some plan to get us out. Thatâs why I went back to the room, how I fell into an uneasy sleep.
âI had the room to myself that night. The other pledges had met Madison in the basement one by one. They belonged to the house now, their rooms changing nightly depending on which Alpha had use for them.â
âSex,â Emily hisses. âThe pledges were just toys to the Alphas. Each night, a new voice echoed through the halls as pledges were taken in.â
I glance at Corbin. Sheâs steady as a rock next to me. The usual softness in her eyes strangely absent, replaced by something more like a cold poker face. It makes me nervous when I canât read her.
âAngelica and Lucy were both missing, so I took it as an opportunity to sleep in a real bed. It was still dark out when I awoke the next morning. I sat up in bed, and I saw her standing there in the doorway. Lucy, completely naked. Damp hair clinging to her skin, body shining in the moonlight. Her chest was heaving, one hand floating just above her crotch, fingers threatening to enter. Inside each of her breaths was a sound that was almost likeâŠlike a giggle.â
My breath catches in my throat as I stifle a laugh, flashing a nervous smile. I donât think the story is funny at all, just that some of the wilder details are tough to believe. Lucy the giggler may be where she loses me.
Thankfully, my interruption goes unaddressed as Emily continues.
âWhen Lucy speaks, her voice isâŠeuphoric. Her words are trapped between giggles, incoherent, but she tells me not to be afraid. Iâm crawling back into the headboard, trying to get as far away from her as I can. She takes a step further into the room, and a shadow follows behind her. Itâs Angelica. She enters slowly, the shadow of the doorway pulling back to reveal her naked body. Lucy sticks close to her, like sheâs being herded.
ââThatâs right,â Angelica says softly. âThereâs no reason to be afraid. Weâll fix you, just like we did Lucy.â She moves in behind Lucy and she whispers something in her ear.
âLucyâs dark eyes widen and she gasps, âThere is only Alpha!â Her knees buckle and she drops to the floor with a loud, awful cry. Her whole body shakes, she curls into a ball, moaning so loudly her voice rattles the bed.
âI couldnât help myself. The emotions just build up inside me until I shout, âFuck you!â Which only makes Angelica smile. She says, âItâs time you joined Madison in the basement, Emily.ââ
I donât realize Iâm on the edge of my seat until I nearly tip my Highsmith over onto my laptop. Corbin still has her poker face on. Sheâs either unphased or working very hard to appear unphased. She asks, âHow did you escape?â
âAngelica made a mistake,â Emily answers. âMaybe she thought I would fold with Lucy or she was just used to girls bending to her will after a few days in that house, I donât know, but she underestimated me. She stepped toward the bed to grab me and I swung my foot forward with all the force in my hip and kicked her right in her nasty cunt. She dropped to the floor.Â
âLucy was in no condition to chase after me, but I figured I only bought myself a few seconds with Angelica. I leapt from the second floor of the house. It would have been a clean landing, but I clipped my ankle against the windowsill on the way out and I tumbled headfirst onto the lawn. Thatâs how I messed up my wrist,â Emily gestures with her cast.
âAnd you just left?â Corbin asks.
âAll my stuffâs still at the house,â Emily says with a sad laugh.
âIf you need a place to stay, I have a spare couch,â I offer.
âIâm staying with a friend from stats class,â Emily replies. âHer dorm is cramped, but itâs better than losing my mind. Iâm just here to get the word out about the Alphas. All I have is my story.â She turns to address Corbin. âPlease, you have to help Lucy.â
The softness has returned to Corbinâs eyes. She tilts her head to the side and reaches across the table to take Emilyâs hands. âIâll do my best,â she says.
After an exchange of hugs, Emily leaves us alone on the patio. Corbinâs first words to me after the interview is a question.
âI believe it all up to a point,â I admit. âEven if I donât believe the mind control part, Emily does. She certainly believed it enough to jump out a window.â
Corbin breathes a long sigh, and itâs like the weight is lifting from her body. I realize now just how much sheâs been holding inside. She says quietly, âI think I believe every word of it.â
And thatâs good enough for me.
When Corbin started the Watchblog, she did most of her work out of the Carpenter State Library. Now, we have our own office in the journalism building, a courtesy from one of Corbinâs admiring professors. We pick up Little Caesarâs on our way there.
The office is a windowless room with cold, white brick walls. There is a row of computers on the back wall but we mostly work on our personal laptops at the conference table in the middle of the room. Corbinâs process can be slow, but itâs fun to watch. Fueled by Crazy Bread and Red Bull, she plays back the recording a dozen times, scribbling details onto index cards which she sticks to the walls. The cards line the office like wallpaper. To anyone unfamiliar with Corbinâs process, it looks like a paranoid tapestry. But Corbin has a system, when she looks at the walls, she sees the full picture.
âWe need more sources than Emilyâs interview,â I say, scanning through the notes in my word document. âCorroborate her story with an Alpha, maybe.â
Corbin shakes her head. âAbsolutely not. If it is brainwashing, we donât know how Madison does it. Sending you in to develop sources is just too dangerous until we know what exactly weâre dealing with.â
Sending me in, thatâs how it has to be. Corbinâs profile is just too high to start snooping around the Alphas.
âWe have to move diagonally on this one.â
Corbin says this a lot about our work. The most direct path isnât always a straight line, sometimes you have to move diagonally. She stole it from a movie.
Emilyâs voice echoes through Corbinâs phone, â...Hell, the girls next door at Pi Delta Kappa offered their house upâŠâ
Corbin scribbles on a card, then lifts it up for me to read it. Pi Delta Kappa.
âWeâll start with the other sororities,â she says. âTheyâre playing it safe with the Alphas right now, but Iâm sure thereâs enough resentment that theyâll talk to me.â
âMaybe,â I reply. âAccording to the Foghorn, though, Pi Delta Kappa voted last week to merge with the Alphas.â I spin my laptop around so Corbin can see the article.
âShit,â Corbin drops the card onto the table. She strikes a line through the sororityâs name, then adds something else beneath it. âI guess that solves her space problem.â
I take my laptop back and scan through the article. âAna Marinoâs the only quote in here that isnât from an Alpha. âHaving a diverse selection of Greek houses is an essential part of the sorority experience on campusâŠâ Blah, blah, blah⊠âas other houses consider similar consolidations, my hope is thatâŠâ This is the president of Beta Phi Alpha. She sounds pissed, doesnât she?â
âBeta Phi Alpha,â Corbin repeats to me as she writes it down on a fresh card. âWe can start here.â
âWe should plan for how to tackle the Alphas at some point,â I say. âAn interview with MadisonâŠâ
âPiper,â Corbin looks at me with those big mom eyes she has sometimes. âI need you to promise me that youâll stay away from that house.â
It surprises me that Corbin is so rattled. If Emilyâs story is true, the Alphas exhibit all the signs of a cult. But actual mind control? Itâs movie stuff. The longer we wait to move on this story, the more time Madison has to abuse Lucy. So why does Corbin seem just as afraid of the basement as Emily was?
Corbin and I have a rule. We donât keep secrets during investigations, and we donât let bad feelings fester. So, I come right out with it. âWhy are you so afraid of taking this head-on?â
Once again, Corbinâs posture straightens and her expression becomes unreadable. That look is creepier when itâs directed at me. âWhat Lucy described to Emily,â she says, rifling through her stack of cards. When she finds the one sheâs looking for, she reads it back to me. ââShe spilled her life story, all her secrets.ââ
âLucy told Emily it made her feel closer to Madison,â I remember with a nod.
âSome cults use confession to extract deeply personal secrets from its members. These secrets can be used to blackmail them if they ever try to leave, but more commonly it endears them to the cult. One method of extraction is rapid fire questioning, intended to force the member into speaking without thinking. These sessions can go on for hours, they become so exhausting that a person can lose their own sense of self. See, Piper, itâs not just an interrogation. Itâs a form of hypnosis.â
âYou think that Madison hypnotized Lucy?â I ask.
âYes,â Corbin replies. âEverything else: the cramped rooms, the uncomfortable sleeping spaces, the recitations, stripping nudeâŠitâs all mental manipulation, intended to wear down the pledgesâ wills. Emily described it herself, she said that she would have waited there forever if Lucy hadnât confronted her. The key is in the basement, but I think Madison has more than just hypnosis in her toolkit.â
âThe archetypes,â Corbin holds up another card. Talkers, Teasers, Gigglers. âSomehow, sheâs erasing identities, replacing them with stock personalities. Work like that requires a lot more than a soothing voice and a swinging pocketwatch. She has a methodology, something more permanent.â
Now itâs my turn to play poker. I canât let Corbin see the concern on my face. I canât let her know that Iâm doubting her. âYou got all of that from the interview?â
âItâs all there, you just have to listen,â Corbin says. âThe point is that head-on is just too dangerous in this situation. You can go out and find an Alpha recruiter today and be in their house tomorrow. You can tell yourself that youâre there to develop sources, you can cling to the mission and you can know that theyâll try to manipulate you. But sooner or later, youâll have to meet Madison face-to-face, and without knowing how sheâs controlling the other sisters, she could develop you. Thatâs why I need you to promise me, Piper. We move diagonally.â
I take a small breath to steady myself. I remember: if Corbin believes it, thatâs good enough for me.Â
âI promise, Corb. We move diagonally.â