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Original art by LunarHaze

you’re a trauma blog that posts about the following:

BPD

ptsd

CSA or COCSA

dissociative disorders

trauma art

trauma vents

trauma aesthetics

anything trauma related really

“Forced integration”, on the other hand, is a term my therapist used to explain a far less pleasant experience. Think of it like your dissociative barriers being smashed with a wrecking ball. Two parts get exposed to some amount of each others memories, beliefs and emotions with no dissociative filter. It’s shocking and can leave both parts feeling utterly fucked up. It’s very short-lived and afterwards you’re left with increased depersonalization, memory loss, drastic personality changes, and new dissociative barriers. It can be overwhelming enough cause new parts to form or to trigger dormancy in any of the parts involved. It’s not a pleasant thing to think or write about. It wasn’t a pleasant thing to live through.