𝔇𝔵𝔳𝔡𝔲𝔫𝔦𝔦

whether by curiosity, destiny or simple misfortune, you've found your way here. welcome to my dusty little digital attic, where i preserve and share fragments of everything i love.

this isn't a niche blog. it's a soup blog. everything goes in the pot. if i think it's interesting, it ends up here.

❧ 𝔴𝔥𝔬 𝔞𝔪 𝔦?

oh, me?

i am a woman in her 20s. that weird only daughter. a lover of christ. a feminist with unresolved rage. an extremely proud asian. an earth sign.

a scholar and a dreamer. an aspiring psychologist who likes dissecting human minds a little too much. a part-time literature teacher. a philosopher performing to an audience that exists only in her imagination.

lover of too many things. a music devotee. an insufferable cinephile. a siren haunting the ruins of books once loved too deeply.

overdosed on caffeine, emotionally medicated by literature and permanently sleep deprived.

❧ 𝔰𝔲𝔟𝔧𝔢𝔠𝔱𝔰 𝔬𝔣 𝔦𝔫𝔱𝔢𝔯𝔢𝔰𝔱

✤ i mostly talk about films, music, art, fashion, literature, psychology and feminism with occasional dive into theology, sociology, history, culture, criminology, media and politics.

✤ i also have an inexplicable fondness for oddly specific subjects such as anatomy, botany, chemistry, arithmetic and entomology, which somehow find their way back into everything else i love.

✤ apart from indulging in every grandma hobby possible, i have many other interests like chess, researching random topics at 2am, studying obscure historical events, watching crime documentaries, doing buzzfeed quizzes etc.

❧ 𝔪𝔶 𝔣𝔦𝔠𝔱𝔦𝔬𝔫𝔞𝔩 𝔯𝔢𝔰𝔦𝔡𝔢𝔫𝔠𝔢𝔰

✤ you will mostly find me wandering around hp, pjo, lotr, asoiaf, narnia, disney, alice in wonderland, the hobbit, marvel, star wars, btvs, tvd, twilight fandoms and various corners of classic literature etc.

✤ honestly, there are far too many others to list. i tend to drift wherever the stories are amazing and the characters are sufficiently capable of ruining my life. ✤ if you’re wondering whether i’m in a fandom i didn’t list, just ask — i probably am.

✤ my presence in a fandom should not be mistaken for endorsement. being in a fandom does not necessarily mean i like the source material, author, the fandom itself or even the majority of its characters. ✤ i could be there because i adore it. i could be there because i despise it. i could be there because one side character consumed my brain chemistry.

✤ alternatively, i may simply be lurking in the shadows, stirring drama and playing the villain for my own amusement.

❧ 𝔞 𝔴𝔬𝔯𝔡 𝔬𝔣 𝔠𝔞𝔲𝔱𝔦𝔬𝔫

✤ i am neither omniscient nor all powerful. i am not a genie. ✤ some asks may go unanswered if i am unfamiliar with a topic. i would rather admit ignorance than pretend expertise. the universe is vast, and i am still learning. my opinions may evolve over time and i am unashamed of that and consider it growth rather than inconsistency.

✤ if you dig up something i said before i turned twenty, please remember: i was younger, armed with incomplete information, operating with a tragically underdeveloped frontal lobe and an alarming amount of confidence. ✤ i have made no blood pact saying i have been or will be, morally perfect my entire life for your convenience. if you cannot handle humans being human, the concept of minds and ideas evolving with time.....i am not the best person to interact with. ✤ i am an only child with parents that don't have the mental capacity of a homo habilis. i was raised to be independent and explore things on my own. which did resulted in a certain lack of shame and a talent for provoking reactions when necessary. and at the same time it also allowed me grow it allowed me to grow in ways i probably wouldn't have otherwise and i am extremely grateful for the way raised me as a new adult. ✤ having explored many sides of the political spectrum myself, i try to keep this space open-minded and welcoming to people with different interests, beliefs, spiritualities and opinions.

✤ however, i will not tolerate discrimination based on gender, religion, sexuality, race or class towards me or another user on my blog. such comments or asks will be removed immediately.

✤ i also do not tolerate any form of death or rape threats directed at me or any other user in my blog. you will be reported. i am boring and yes, i do in fact use the block button.

✤ i have little patience for people who mock others for grammar, spelling mistakes or appearance as a comeback. if that’s your best argument, i’m going to assume your mind hasn't developed past 1st grade.

✤ also don’t use ai to talk to me here. i prefer conversations with actual humans who are unfiltered, chaotic and all.

❧ 𝔠𝔬𝔫𝔱𝔢𝔫𝔱 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔟𝔬𝔲𝔫𝔡𝔞𝔯𝔦𝔢𝔰

✤ while dark content is tolerated here, there is a clear difference between exploring difficult themes in fiction and normalizing real world harm. i will not accept the romanticization or glorification of sexual abuse, rape or pedophilia on this blog, especially in relation to real life situations.

✤ if you are into something uncommon, please keep it within your own space and respect others’ boundaries. i do not care what people are into as long as it harms no one and is not forced onto me or others.

✤ if your interests are niche, that’s fine. just keep it in your lane, respect boundaries and do not try to make it everyone else’s problem.your interests are your business. my blog is not your outreach program.

❧ 𝔡𝔬 𝔫𝔬𝔱 𝔦𝔫𝔱𝔢𝔯𝔞𝔠𝔱

★ men looking for romantic interactions — fandom-related questions are fine, but i would prefer men not interacting with me otherwise.

★ minors — no, you are not “mature for your age.” and i do not care if you think you are. if you lie about your age online, you are also putting adults at risk, not just yourself. adults are allowed to have boundaries.

★ people looking to trauma dump (serious ones i mean) — i am not a licensed therapist, so please seek professional help for serious mental health issues rather than relying on strangers online. i may treat you like a friend but still remember i am stranger and there is only much i can do.

correct me if i'm wrong, but hogwarts was originally built to be a safe haven for the wizarding community because they were being persecuted by muggles.

so was salazar slytherin actually wrong for not wanting muggle-born children to enter their world, considering the climate at the time? if wizards were genuinely in danger and had to create their own space to be safe, it's not that crazy to understand why he'd see it as a risk to his community.

it's also not that crazy to understand why he might not want any muggle-born child in his house either, because after spending years building a safe haven, he probably didn't want to be responsible for bringing in children whose muggle families could unintentionally become a security risk.