Dur-e-Shahwar

But who's gonna tell you about my prayers? who's gonna tell you how my hand and slowly my whole body started shaking while begging you to stay? who's gonna let you know that I too was in pain that you never asked about? who's gonna tell you that thinking about this day and particularly you kills me from inside? I have hope that one day you will know that I, I really cared♡. But how will you ever face me when someone will tell you these? how can you ever compensate me for my sleepless nights, my shivering body and my uncontrollable tears everytime I think about you?

Yeah I love the shayaris of Jaun Eliah. But can I ever understand his pain that he went through? When he wrote:

Yaad aegi har roz magar tujhe awaz na dunga

Ghalib ji said,

But gulzar said:

"mai tha, waqt tha, tu nahi

tu thi, waqt tha, mai nahi

mai tha, tu thi, waqt nahi

shayad woh sari baatein jo mai kabhi uss se keh na saki