Unbetitelt

like can you actively just give up and realize you're cooked it's making you look even more like a massive clown

why does whenever he has a sperg out he writes shit like a copypasta, i cant be the only one who sees this right BHAGAGAGAHAHAHAHHAA

no pap i think people are allowed to dislike you and be critical of your horrific behavior regardless or not you're a " lesbian ", bro thinks a whole ass identity will accept him and fight for him just because he says hes a lesbian

the only people who will defend him are his dicksuckers and people who are exactly like him

like who are we supposed to even be afraid of dude he lost like a majority of his supporters and his diehard supporters too except for lila and calliopepeas and whoever else in his gang of literal pedos and doxxers

yea have fun trying to rebuild any support you have, probably tell everyone what and who you are first

this is too funny

tbh im literally just agreeing with him, if you think someone agreeing with a person is manipulative then idk i guess everyones manipulative now for literally agreeing with another

a personality disorder doesnt make me manipulative, idk why people think that im just suddenly this evil person just cause im not popular and i have a possible personality disorder

" I GOT A LITTLE CONFUSED ABOUT THE TERMS, I SUPPOSED YOU CAN DRAW GORE FETISH ART TO EXPRESS YOUR ANGRINESS BUT IF YOU'RE NOT COUNTING YOUR ART AS FETISH THEN ITS NOT REALLY A FETISH ART "

can we be fr here despite it being obvious fucking fetish art, are you all blind or something lol

and also its super funny how they say that my husband is a gore fetishist despite him making his stuff public and it clearly not being for sexual purposes- whilst for ms. school teacher and nail salon worker, thats not the case,,

i do wonder how your radfem/terf buddies would react to this

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okay, now here's where things get way more dark from here on out, we all know lilaccbush/syringevulgaris is super buddy buddy with pap, but here's an interesting tidbit you really do not know (and was somehow surprisingly easy to find considering lilac has no fucking concept of internet safety)

she works at a school for kids and autistic children.

i am not joking- ofc i will not show evidence of that here but it was super easy to find where lilac works and her full ass name cause she literally has a fucking vk account with her real name attached to her online username of syringevulgaris, how stupid must you be to link your fr name to your online one + its very obvious that its her because she looks the exact fucking same on those pictures and such from the school: im talking same hair, same face structure, same haircut and clothes choice and overall body posture and artstyle and eye color and literally the same legal/real name as lilac has

this is all funny considering how much she bends backwards to defend pap and even in her own shitty doc she made (also why did you, a person who is so-called not ableist/works with autistic people especially kids, defending someone who called an actually diagnosed autistic person a retard, wouldn't your school instantly fire you if they found out ? especially if you are defending a pedophile who jerks off to loli content/cp ?)

She's definitely jealous that atleast our traumas never made us the same way as they are+atleast we have actual and up-to-date proof against them while they're only using the racism slop drom 2024 against me

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okay, now here's where things get way more dark from here on out, we all know lilaccbush/syringevulgaris is super buddy buddy with pap, but here's an interesting tidbit you really do not know (and was somehow surprisingly easy to find considering lilac has no fucking concept of internet safety)

she works at a school for kids and autistic children.

i am not joking- ofc i will not show evidence of that here but it was super easy to find where lilac works and her full ass name cause she literally has a fucking vk account with her real name attached to her online username of syringevulgaris, how stupid must you be to link your fr name to your online one + its very obvious that its her because she looks the exact fucking same on those pictures and such from the school: im talking same hair, same face structure, same haircut and clothes choice and overall body posture and artstyle and eye color and literally the same legal/real name as lilac has

this is all funny considering how much she bends backwards to defend pap and even in her own shitty doc she made (also why did you, a person who is so-called not ableist/works with autistic people especially kids, defending someone who called an actually diagnosed autistic person a retard, wouldn't your school instantly fire you if they found out ? especially if you are defending a pedophile who jerks off to loli content/cp ?)

And it's seems - form my own prospective - she is trying to be what she isn't and to be liked.

As the screenshots say,

-Fat Warning: for NSFW conversions such as gore and sexual tensions-

Since at the time papilio/endiveenjoyer was still " gay "

Lilac -who said theses things and enjoyed them as much.

That - for me it's Play-along. But as soon as Endiveenjoyer stopped being into extra overweight middle- age men and in gay toxic/non toxic relationship.

Syringevulgari has stopped as well,

When Endiveenjoyer began to be an " lesbian " and began to draw lesbian toxic/non toxic relationships.

You all can guess -

Her " dear, good friend lilaccbush " became one herself.

Of course I have seen, how everyone else is straight up using her and how she is using them as well.

it's an cycle of grooming - to gift them special treats, giving them compliments to anything and to protect them. To get in return - attempt of love and attention.

I don't believe - they would be friends at all - if one of them never liked the arts of original or fanart form an movie/cartoon/show.

It's sad to see an adult or minor fall to an easy manitpaitve Person such as Papilio/Endiveenjoyer and lilaccbush.

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okay, now here's where things get way more dark from here on out, we all know lilaccbush/syringevulgaris is super buddy buddy with pap, but here's an interesting tidbit you really do not know (and was somehow surprisingly easy to find considering lilac has no fucking concept of internet safety)

she works at a school for kids and autistic children.

i am not joking- ofc i will not show evidence of that here but it was super easy to find where lilac works and her full ass name cause she literally has a fucking vk account with her real name attached to her online username of syringevulgaris, how stupid must you be to link your fr name to your online one + its very obvious that its her because she looks the exact fucking same on those pictures and such from the school: im talking same hair, same face structure, same haircut and clothes choice and overall body posture and artstyle and eye color and literally the same legal/real name as lilac has

this is all funny considering how much she bends backwards to defend pap and even in her own shitty doc she made (also why did you, a person who is so-called not ableist/works with autistic people especially kids, defending someone who called an actually diagnosed autistic person a retard, wouldn't your school instantly fire you if they found out ? especially if you are defending a pedophile who jerks off to loli content/cp ?)

anyways, going to be another long post (not really too long) cause yea but this is also talking abt my own experiences with this bitch since i mean a doc is too big and im too lazy to write and format a doc professionally and especially after i had to like write an unfinished doc about a crazy abusive ex that i had who will not stfu but yea (iykyk)

sooo, what is my own experience with this mf ? well to put it very bluntly in a screenshot of his own words:

but, to explain it more bluntly, this bitch had a weird little vendetta against me for literally no reason other than the fact i am just dating carrot (also he misgendered my husband so i hope he gets publically executed alongside everything else he did)

like what exactly made you wanna call me manipulative cause im pretty sure that he didnt call me the r slur just because " ooo i was upset and seeing ur posts made me angry :(((( ", infact all of this seems pretty targeted LOL also considering that he just wanted to blame me for literally everything just cause i took carrot away i guess and made carrot improve instead of what he wanted which was just to groom carrot and make him worse cause they were just letting him sit and rot there with his alcoholism problem at the time

infact, so much so that he tried to sabotage my relationship with carrot (alongside lilac joining pap) by interacting with carrot a lot and so on; infact i literally remember when lilac bodyshamed me on twitter after i vented about seeing my body as masculine since everyone said i looked very masculine and like a transgirl (even tho i am actually pretty voluptious and have a pear shape myself after i was smacked some sense into lmao) (and saying that she herself had a pear shaped body after i vented at the time about carrot liking pear shapes [which he doesn't], unfortunately i have no screenshots other than pap calling me the r slur on my priv under a vent i made but still)

and also, to give more context about the whole r slur thing- he knows that on my private account i vented a whole shit ton of times and there was a lot of pretty serious stuff i vented about back then since i could not get a therapist and i wasnt even able to get one since i was broke as fuck at the time, meanwhile this sick bastard had therapy + special treatment/pampering and i guess all of it went into his ear and out the other

also, he knew i had bpd since i was pretty open about it at the time- so he def didn't call me manipulative for no reason considering how much bpd people (like me) get a bad rep and get called manipulative like 495849494944 times on the daily sooooo yea not very " inclusive " of him lol

also considering he n lilac were just oddly pissed off at me for some reason and didnt like it whenever carrot said he missed me n drew me n so on, so idk i guess they had a massive crush on him or wanted to use him for shit

also he knew i was autistic too (mild autism) so im 100% sure he called me the r slur for that too

TW// gore, nsfw, self harm, suicide mention, harassment

Please do not view if you are under 18

soo, list will go here

if anybody who has been put here has disavowed pap recently or cut ties w him im sorry just lmk so i can remove your name if you want

just making this list incase people wanna blacklist, block, ban, kick, question, etc. these people

1. haileydraws

2. calliopea/whatever the hell they go by now

3. lilaccbush (obviously)

4. kudribat