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hello gone fandom i finally made another edit š
itās lowkey rlly lazy but inneed to get back into my editing grind somehow BUT since itās summer i will hopefully lock back in and reread gone again !!! yippeeeee
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GUYS GIRL!SAM LESBIAN SASTRID FIC i couldnāt be happier about finding this i need to catch up on my rereading so i can write my own eventually if you see this wordsurge you are my hero
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
maybe this will be her in my au where the FAYZ never happens and they grow up to be adults... This is the style I assigned her in my head, very 2000s, iconic, a bit emo.
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iāve pretty much decided that most of why drake is the way he is is because of his stepfather. (tw rant, talks of abuse although cmon, this is drake weāre talking about.)
its more than alluded to that the man was abusive and as a victim of childhood abuse myself, i know personally the psychological damage trauma such as parental abuse can do to a child. iāve kind of come to the conclusion that drakeās sadism is a mix of trauma mirroring, a trauma response and a fascination with pain all stemming from the same perpetrator.
heās been abused by somebody whoās meant to be in a parental guidance figure role and that person did nothing but hurt him, likely confusing his developing brain into correlating affection and violence, and it seems his mother didnāt do much to stop it, likely being a victim herself, maybe even worse than drake is. his father was either not in the picture or only in the picture somewhat, as his parents were divorced and his father died at some point before the fayz.
heās likely correlated being touched in any way to violence in the same way i did (actually likely the same way caine did as well, having a lack of warmth or affection leading to him becoming overly cold but thatās an analysis for another day) which causes him to 1) revere any kind of physical touching himself and 2) not know how to physically touch other people in a way that isnāt violent. children are very sensitive to matters like this and remember EVERYTHING, so being abused by someone that heās told is supposed to love him is what caused him to confuse the two, not knowing the difference and deciding itās the same thing.
thereās also a chance that his stepfather is responsible for the way he views women, as using context clues we can assume his mother is likely also a victim and men who beat women donāt tend to respect them very much, leading to him instilling those same values into drake. thereās a high likelihood that heās given him a false sense of masculinity that is easily threatened and hinges on the violence heās taught him, which weāve seen people like diana and astrid threaten simply by being non submissive women that exist as their own entities and question the men around them, something drake has likely been taught is wrong.
heās conflated any kind of positive emotion as weak which would lead said emotions to be tinged with anger and violence, which probably also led to the way he acts around people he actually likes, but i digress.
he doesnāt want to be put back in a position where heās the one being hurt, so he perpetuates that violence onto others before anyone can do it to him. this mixed w the fascination for pain he already has which is likely ALSO a result of said trauma, its created a dangerous concoction of trauma and anger issues, which left untreated for a certain period of time caused him to lash out and for his mental state to deteriorate over time. this coupled w the gaiaphageās involvement is what left him incredibly unstable.
if someone had intervened MUCH earlier, thereās a possibly that drake could have actually been saved.
Diana Ladris Chibi!! she is perhaps one of my favorite characters, I'm always curious what will she is up to next, she's so sneaky. Anyways, this is her pre FAYZ, I wanted her to keep her mischievous, taunting persona before all the trauma lol. I am looking forward to making keychains out of these designs so be on the lookout for those soon!
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This is just my little headcanon to be honest, I know my design may go against Grant's physical description of Drake, for example, the fact that his hair is short and ''sandy colored'', but does anyone else feel like long haired Drake just resonates? that and with a dirty blonde shade rather than light blonde. I also just picture him having moles/ freckles, again, not much sense into this just what I picture honestly.
random gone headcanons that have popped into my unhinged little brain, part 13
hey there yall apologies for my unintended extended absence i got really fixated on ever after high for a minute there and it began living in my brain so hereās an extra long headcanons post to make up for it š«¶š»
astrid took archery as a kid. her parents forced her into a bunch of extra curriculars and she threw a tantrum that she didnāt choose any of them herself so they let her choose one and she chose archery. she ended up dropping it after pete was born in order to take care of him but later picked it back up and started rehoning her skills when the fayz started, not liking being forced to have sam protect her and wanting to protect herself.
drake has acute ocd. heās very particular w numbers; everything has to be done in equal numbers. he counts his steps, how many times he does things, how things are organised, colours have to match, he wipes things down excessively, everything in his area has to be exponentially neat, heās very much not a fan of messes he crashes the fuck out when things are out of place, heād even count to make sure he shoots someone an equal amount of times š as the series goes on he starts getting messier and less organised to showcase the gaiaphage taking more and more control of his brain and him being less himself, less methodical
i donāt think iāve ever actually talked about this but in my head the reason elwood and dahra broke up is bc elwood felt like he wasnāt doing enough to help people. obviously without the hospital everyone would have died very early on but he felt like he wasnāt doing enough to prevent people from needing the hospital in the first place. dahra disagreed. elwood didnāt like being cooped up in a basement all the time so they argued about it a lot, leading to their split.
also, i feel like elwood is a very touchy individual and dahra sort of isnāt, not past the average amount whereas elwood needs some kind of contact practically at all times and it got too much for her after a while.
while weāre on the topic of elwood ive decided heās a foil to lance. they were both sports geeks before the fayz and were also friends, and both kept their heads down for most of the beginning of the fayz until elwood decided he wasnāt doing enough and joined edilioās army, and lance pivoted in the opposite direction. i feel like elwood is what lance wants to be but he wants to be him while also being a bigot, which was never gonna work so he resents him.
elwood and dahra were popular before the fayz. it says elwood was the star athlete which leads me to believe HEāS popular, and dahra being his girlfriend would likely make her popular by extension.
lana has bipolar. she was diagnosed and on medication prior to the fayz but obviously it ran out eventually and started using the drinking to self medicate. she can go from being super productive and helpful and even somewhat friendly (by lana standards) to borderline suicidal and struggling to leave her hotel room. she can tend to be really extreme on both the manic and depressive ends of the spectrum.
mary absolutely HATES sam bc sheās a mean lesbian who has feelings for astrid and decided heās not good enough for her. is astridās secret weapon in an argument, she will deadass threaten to sick mary on him like sheās a feral dog and i love this about her
i donāt like the characterisation that maryās this cutesy soft spoken mother figure just bc she runs a daycare that girl is a BITCH and she runs that shit like the navy. sheās the only person samās scared of besides drake bc somehow this 5 foot tall ginger lesbian is able to put him in the ground without powers and they both know it
some of the pets iāve concluded the fayz crew have/had : dianaās mom had a cat when diana was younger, sam had a fish that died when tom was left to watch it, briannaās parents got her a dog to help her deal w her twin sisters birth, one of astridās elderly neighbours died and she took in their cat, drake had a lizard that he was incredibly serious about iām talking that lizard was his SOULMATE, fredericoās family had one of those ugly crusty white dogs, mary and john had a golden retriever, anna and emma had a bird, caines parents get him a new pet every time he tries to get their attention so he has a whole petting zoo at his disposal