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- Y. M. @draftsunpublished

Y. M. @draf

I knew high school would be harder, and I knew that this sadness inside won't last forever. In middle school, I felt like a looser. Even with the friends I have, i felt like they didn't love me as much as I did. When they'd joke about leaving me alone, I felt alone. When my best friend talks to other people, I get jealous. I love them more than they love me. My family always joked about our freedom. When the kids would go to college, when the parents would retire. But I always took it seriously. A few more years, and I will be free. I don't have to face my parent's insults or my friends masks. I don't want to be sad. In college, I thought. I won't have to talk to anyone unless I need too. It'll be okay. In college, I thought. My parents can't mock me anymore. In college, I thought. Yes I will be alone, but this time it's my choice. I can be happy. I will be happy, in a few more years. In college maybe..

I’m kind of tired. I don’t like how I stay awake at night hoping to receive a message from you. I don’t like how I cry every morning wishing to hear from you. I’m kind of tired for thinking of you, I know I shouldn’t. I’m kind of tired of hoping that you’ll remember. My eyes are red and I have dark circles. That's something you did to me. I’m just kind of tired of it all. So I’m just going close my eyes. And for the first time in a long time. I’m going to sleep and rest and try to forget about you. Because I’m tired of being tired And, I'm tired of you..

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I wish I was born in the 50’s. Their fashion, music, language. It seemed happier then. Although in black and white, it may seem dull, but all I see is light. I see a smile or two. And I’m guessing they always wear those types of shoes. They can wear the same outfit and won’t fight about who wore it better. And hats like those, nobody care anymore.