Excalibur

“if you’re worried that you’re a bad person, don’t be! bad people don’t worry that they’re bad” <- seeing this a lot lately and i find it so goofy lol. it’s always a waste of time to categorize anyone as an essentially good/bad person but also like. you can be a “good” person who agonizes over their choices and still end up making choices that are careless or cowardly or even deliberately harmful. the act of worrying doesn’t absolve you of shit bro

imo it is one more thing in a long line of this site setting people with anxiety up for failure. there's an obsession with treating the symptom rather than the cause and just making blatant sweeping statements to assuage fears. "don't worry the cashier isn't judging you they have better things to do!!! don't feel anxious!!!" instead of "a cashier might judge you and you shouldn't care because a stranger's opinion on your groceries should not impact your self-esteem". pack it up class i'm assigning you all introspection on patching together your own fragile nerves instead of relying on the quick bandaids of ignorance and absolution

(Spanish, 1878-1961)

Reblog if you're self indulgent and perverted lmao

fellas is it perverted to think happy thoughts

knight/lord ships are like. what if i would die for you. what if i wanted you to live for me. what if i wanted to touch you but could only be satisfied with being near you. what if i could touch you but only through the safety of our gloves. what if i couldn’t stop thinking about you right next to me. what if i bloodied my hands for you and never looked back at the wreckage. what then

what if i wasn’t allowed to love you. what if i loved you anyway. what if you knew and i knew but we wouldn’t dare to take that step. what if we made meaningful eye contact as i knelt at your feet and devoted my whole being to you. what if i whispered your name for only you to hear

“my lord” is actually something that can be so personal

what if i said “my lord” but i actually meant “my love”