Sad AF

I just want to go to sleep and never wake up again.

i mourn versions of myself

We forgot about it

I once signed up to participate in a study on how depression affects memory, forgot I was meant to go do it, and when I emailed to apologise to the PhD student running it she basically told me that a) she was very used to this happening and b) the weird irony of her theories’ correctness making it very difficult to arrange proving them had by now gone from infuriating to hysterical

My husband straight up swears he cannot remember certain things and it feels like I’m trying to gaslight him when I tell him about things he said or did, when in fact his depression has effectively wiped his memory of said things. This post has been very enlightening to me.

the traumatized urge to over explain things so that i'm not misunderstood

I wonder how beautiful life must be when you don't have trust issues, depression, mood swings, overthinking, paranoia, anxiety, detachment, isolation or fear

sometimes suffering is just suffering it doesn’t make you stronger it just hurts