The Restaurant at the End of the Universe

So yesterday or so I got my #ipsyglambag for November!!! I used every product from the bag, plus some of my own of course. I think the #oribe dry texturizing spray and the #nomadstockholm #nomadcosmetics highlighter/shadow in the colour "Midnight Sun". Also of course I had my #marykay #moisturizer And #cccream, then aaaalllllsssoooo... #marykayconsultant #geleyeliner #maccosmetics #prepandprime #extraordinary #translucentpowder #probablythebest #cantrememberallthehashtags #makeup #marykaylife #marykayclearproof #loveandlight #blessedbe #cosmetics (at Sudbury, Ontario) https://www.instagram.com/p/BqeM_zllP6v/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1kj5rtian86ns

Tonight I am #grateful for: * love!!!!! *kitties *knowing that Im not trapped in this awful apartmány for too much longer *vegan ice cream *Actually feeling like I accomplished something important tonight *Moon in Aquarius! * #thankyougoddess for another day, and for whatever awaits me tomorrow, be it work or be it play. (I'm an adult, I can always just play #finalfantasy instead of chores and pick up my sword and slay) #blessedbe #witchesofinstagram #justwitchythings #bae #furbabies #catsarepeopletoo #blackandwhitephotography #artistofinstagram #writersofinstagram #contrast #dark #glowing #thehighpriestess #theansweris42 #muchlove #goodnightmoon (at Sudbury, Ontario) https://www.instagram.com/p/BqJ03d0lNHA/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=q6wy703a2agg

Is this still Earth? Or have I gone to where the wild things are... But what wild things are there besides myself, I ponder. Hhhhmmmm.... maybe the guy who picked up my signal dropped me off in the wrong galaxy... am I even me?! "The quest continues..." *cue end credits and music!* #art #artislife #crueltyfree #crueltyfreecosmetics #againstanimaltesting #fauxfur #dystopian #words #artist #artistofinstagram #selfie #edited #photoshoot #specialeffectsmakeup #scifi #doctorwho #space #silly #original #imagination (at Sudbury, Ontario) https://www.instagram.com/p/BqFlZ9Dl2Lh/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1207b1zntkvu0

First day I wake up out of #hospital with my #furbabies and my #bae, today will be a good day. Whatever emotions or stresses I feel shall come and go and pass as they may. My circle is my own and to what goes inside of it, I have the first and last say, may the goddess protect me and keep some of my madness at bay. #blessedbe #pmdd #bipolar #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #meds #mentalhealthawareness #bodylove #bodypositive #poetsofinstagram #poems #words #keepingcalm #art #artislife #artist #positivevibes (at Sudbury, Ontario) https://www.instagram.com/p/BpuiVI-lE10/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=ukzw111qtzmj

Happy #datenight with my #bae! Traditional, dinner and a movie, except in costume and armed with rubber duckies and stuffies. #venom #movies #silvercity #sudbury #photobooth #toocute #halloween #blessedbe #artislife #art #artist #artistlife #artistsoninstagram #holidays #cute #relationshipgoals #a&w #beyondmeatburger #vegetarian (at SilverCity Cinemas) https://www.instagram.com/p/BpBEViTl8Yu/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=j8ic0jnnaxxk

This is not my art, I wish it was tho!! If the #artist who made this sees this, please tag yourself?! This is so how Ive been feeling the last few days, weeks, months. I'm slowly but surely realizing that I truly was abandoned by my spirit family and nothing lasts even close to forever. I weep almost daily because I'm lonely, sick, and mad at myself for finally pushing the only people I thought I could count on, out of my life. No, this isn't a cry for help, and I have been pretty stable on he the whole questioning existentialism plane or what have you. (I don't want to die). I wanylt to live, yet the only way that life isbworth living is if you shate it with others. So, insta-peoples: ☆ I propose a silly challenge: ☆☆1. Either share this post with your own comments (if you have any) but please tag me in that post so I can follow. ☆☆☆OR: write your own post about where you guys have been at emotionally lately or if you're experiencing similar things or anything. ☆☆☆please tag me no matter what if you wanna join? The hashtag shall be.... #shrodinersboxofmysteryemotion Lol, I tried to be oringinal. Comment, discuss, call me names id you like. I'M that lonely. Be well, and sending love and light to everyone. P.s. if you made it to the end.... if you DM me your address we could be penpals!!! Also, I make art. :) #art #artislife #artistlife #theansweris42 #depressionquotes #artist #imonlyhappywhenitrains #needsomelove #letsworktogether #startingnewtrends #manicmonday #digitalart #grumpygirl #friends #family #heartache (at Sudbury, Ontario) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bo_MOdRgt_h/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=14oegc5pct16q

Some photos from a few days ago when I was at an event with @marykayus @marykaycanada and our wonderful team. #facials and #fun for all! This particular night was extra fun because we gotba sneak peek at some of the new products that everyone should be excited to try! Every Monday night @thelexingtonhotel At 7pm come one and all for some free pampering and facials and a night out with the girls. Relaxation is the best medicine, especially when it leaves your face glowing for says after! More exciting events coming up, so stay tuned! #makeup #marykay #highflyers #pamperyourself #selflove #empoweringwomen #comraderie #pinkcadillac #wewon! #makeupartistsworldwide #beauty #makeupjunkies #skincare #timewise3d #consultoramarykay #marykaylovers #marykaylife (at Lexington Hotel Sudbury) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bo25eb4AjnM/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=yzxuavmvtecz

Watching and waiting, silent but breathtaking; the shadows are on the stage now, they are awakening. This energy is wild, chaotic but yet still familiar like it was a child who's parents were placating. Planting and panting this poster pro poses and murmurs proses much more beautiful than roses. There is no red sea to part today, finally a day of rest for Moses. #art #artislife #artist #artistlife #artistsoninstagram #writing #words #blessedbe #theansweris42 #oilpainting #photography #photoediting #shadows #moonstone (at Sudbury, Ontario) https://www.instagram.com/p/Box1UKOAkyH/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=zu1w4axe58rq

Picture of a painting of a person wandering whilst wondering which plane of existence to plot. #oilpainting #art #thirdeye #original #chalkpastel #mixedmedia #artistsoninstagram #artislife #poetsofinstagram #words #imagination #color #blessedbe #workinprogress (at Sudbury, Ontario) https://www.instagram.com/p/Box0WeSg_q-/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1qol631dq18jv

Multi dimensional, planetary, planetary .. multi-dimensional. #mirrormirror #starman #amilivinginatincan? #art #selfie #selfportrait, #artist #photography #lighting #artislife #theansweris42 #makeup #ipsy #tryingoutnewthings #makeupoftheday #makeuptest #smashboxcosmetics #primer 😍 @hempzbeauty #bodylove #bodylotion #sohydrated #beautifulskin @smashboxcosmetics @ipsy (at Sudbury, Ontario) https://www.instagram.com/p/BomQTy_gnYY/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=8kz30jxd27ql

My momma and I. @glorias_rest good food, good fun, family. <3 #famjam #mom #love #justwitchythings #thankthegoddess #blessedbe #brunch #silly #missyou (at Sudbury, Ontario) https://www.instagram.com/p/BoKbLi2ACTA/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1j4fg6uyy4wqk

Mmmm, should have taken pictures of appetizers so far... but too yummy! #food #fairmonthotel #royalyork #livinglarge #sograteful #thankyou #thankthegoddess #friends (at Benihana at The Fairmont Royal York Hotel)

At Benihana, waiting for our fancy grill table. Mmm, lychee martini in preperation for sushi and deliciousness. It's a mystery still to me... never been here before. More pics to come I'm sure. (at Fairmont Royal York)

Gonna miss you babe! See you in 5 days. #loveyou #missyou #takecareofthefurbabies #illcallyoulater (at Sudbury, Ontario)

Got our boarding passes, having a pre-flight snack. The Sudbury Airport is way cooler than 16 years ago! #travel #plane #toronto #concerts #marilynmanson #robzombie #medivaltimes #partyongarth #steamwhistlebrewery (at Sudbury Airport)

Exercise is so key, and I know I'm still not getting enough. My knee seems healed anough though, jumped back on the ol' skateboard today, went down some mini hills, didnt bail. Almost considered buying a helmet... but stuck with the knee pads I've yet to use... slacker. Oh, and I got a new #magicthegathering deck. Its all about kitties and the undead... Also! Tomorrow I'm gonna to be heading to #toronto with @michaelstarbuck to see Marilyn Manson and Rob Zombie. Super cool fun. I will pack in the morning.... slacker. #kitties #kittydeck #kittycommander #stillanoob #geek #cardgames #concertoutfit #marilynmanson #robzombie #vacation #friends #lucky (at Sudbury, Ontario)

Awww Jeez Rick, I do know... That I'm in this with you fo sho. Lol, love you so much. #love #tenmonthsyesterday #almostayear #couples #iloveyou (at Sudbury, Ontario)