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still alive but everything’s different and we made life changing decisions and don’t know what we’re doing at alllll lmao it’s cool tho it’s cool

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i don’t know why we’ve become so inactive on here. things improved for a bit but then our county shut back down so now we’re jobless again. there’s some things that’s been going on since over a month ago that has parts of us freaking out. and i don’t mean things outside our control. but just us in general. things are different. it feels like there’s been a switch for who is controlling things and i’m not sure why? maybe it was visiting the family? maybe it was before that. i just know during the visit and since then, i haven’t felt as much towards my best friends from college. i’ve felt no desire to talk or connect with them. i don’t know why but it’s no longer a part from college steering the wheel, it’s one from highschool and tbh that’s kinda scary

#personal #don’t even remember how to use this bitch #who am i

if anyone is wondering...i don’t know What The Fuck is going on anymore. not like i ever really did tho???

y’all...where have i been lmao

#like a bitch is having feelings #and it took 30 min of laughing at mental illness tiktoks for me to realize who i am #so here i am #and what the fuck????#personal

cyberscully

anyways time is fake and nothing is real i’m just living my life from one halloween to the next

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over the last couple years, i’ve read stories on here from people with DID/OSDD about discovering old notes, poems, etc that they didn’t remember writing and/or were indicative of dissociated parts existing at that time- and i always read them with the thought, “no way that’ll ever happen to me, i never even wrote in high school like i do now”...

i just got back from visiting my parents for the first time in over a year. my mom had all our belongings packed into bins for each of us to look through. all the journals of mine were school notebooks, but as i looked through them i came across mannny writings that obviously i don’t remember and also are very sad and fucked up and talk about traumatic things that i do not remember and i am shook. i stopped reading them but i brought them all with me. i feel.. too much

#personal #ask to tag

i don’t remember which part deleted the app, or why, or what was going on that was causing distress (other than everything that’s already been going on this year). but some things have improved over the weeks i was inactive on here.

we finally saw a psychiatrist and got started on zoloft and seroquel for sleep. we randomly decided to apply for a job and got it so now we work part time at a gym and it’s been good to have human interaction of course and get the hell out of the house. so medication + a part time job is helping and it’s stabilizing, helping me develop a routine and what not. yeah

#personal #life things

hi I hope you’re feeling better! and if you’re not I hope you start to really really soon!! I think you being alive is incredible. take care of yourself!!!

i got this long ago but didn’t see it, thank you for your kindness it is very much appreciated

hey, haven't seen you on my dash in a while. are you ok?

i’m alright, just deleted the app and stayed off for a bit. time passed a lot quicker than i realized

#anon ask #sorry if i made anyone worry #my b

anxietyproblem

pyramidsandpistols

Constantly sanitizing everything in stores

shmoodylee

Wearing MEDICAL masks when you’re sick.

donkeydickjess

Curbside pickup and 50% capacity

siege1

Knowing a greater number of grown adults are washing their hands. With water AND soap.

marzipanandminutiae

More outdoor seating at restaurants in urban areas. That needed to catch on here in America anyway

thebibliosphere

Online access to jobs which have traditionally been cited as being “impossible” to do from home, thus preventing a large percentage of disabled people from being able to work or attend online classes.

aphnxrising

The infrastructure that’s been built to help the homeless

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i really can’t do this anymore

marauders4evr

“My privilege will try to make me complicit by default.”

This really hit home, so I’m posting it for others to see.

Source: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1fukTk8gJ3M

[Image description: A photoset of a white vlogger in front of a bookshelf filled with DVDs, with the captions: "How is it my responsibility, or even my place, to apologize for the actions of my ancestors? Because they did it in my name. They did it for the prosperity of their descendants. But I don’t want any benefits conferred through slavery. I know it’s impossible for me to shed every single advantage that my ancestry affords me, but the least I could do is examine it. Be critical of it, to be as proactive as possible when it comes to the whole ‘not being complicit in historical atrocities’ thing. As a person of considerable privilege, I consider it my responsibility because my privilege will try to make me complicit by default.“]

theconcealedweapon

ydhsbhsnf-deactivated20210613

that "OKAY SO" before someone u love starts infodumping........ most blessed feeling in the world

pwesident

Relevant image I think

#me and psychology

dead-thoughtsix66-deactivated20

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compostpile

when it comes to consciousness raising you can spend time telling someone “crazy” is a slur or you can spend time explaining that what looks like “care” or “cure” or “mercy” to them is actually eugenics or abuse. one of these projects has to precede the other and i bet you can guess which one i would prioritize

compostpile

you’re either going to build a base of clueless liberals who learn by rote to nitpick their language for anything with the remotest connection to ability, or you’re going to help them develop the alertness and critical eye necessary to recognize eugenics and abuse. i don’t think those things are mutually compatible in an immediate timeframe, because one locates both the root and branch of oppression in a disembodied cloud of language and thought, and the other locates it in the real material structures that we need to confront immediately in order to save actual lives. not saying “crazy” isn’t going to get anyone out of forced institutionalization

sunnysideanon-deactivated202003

soft asks to get to know people

what song makes you feel better?

what’s your feel-good movie?

what’s your favorite candle scent?

what flower would you like to be given?

who do you feel most you around?

say three nice things about yourself (three physical and three non-physical).

what color brings you peace?

tag someone (or multiple people) who make you feel good.

what calms you down?

what’s something you’re excited for?

what’s your ideal date?

how are you?

what’s your comfort food?

favorite feel-good show?

for every emoji you get, tag someone and describe them in one word.

compliment the person who sent you this number.

fairy lights or LED lights?

do you still love stuffed animals?

most important thing in your life?

what do you want most in the world right now?

if you could tell your past self one thing, what would it be?

what would you say to your future self?

favorite piece of clothing?

what’s something you do to de-stress?

what’s the best personal gift someone could give you (playlist, homemade card, etc.)

what movie would you want to live in?

which character would you want to be?

hugs or hand-holding?

morning, afternoon or night?

what reminds you of home (doesn’t have to mean house… just things that remind you of the feeling of home)?

mischiefmanifold

Practically begging for people to send me asks for this

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