S'Il te plait

you told me that you loved me. for 3 years i believed in everything you said. you told me I had nothing to worry about, that you would always be here for me. you were my savior, right after my dad died you were everything to me. you were there for me in my darkest moment. when i needed you the most you were there and thank you. i survived because of you. and then, right after you told me you almost found a place for us to live in you threw me away like trash. like i never meant anything to you. i feel like you never had any kind of feelings for me. what was those 3 years about. and now that I have the guts to talk to you again you shut me off. saying there’s someone else. how could you. how could you do that to the girl that gave you everything. i was there for 3 years. at every football game, at every gala. how could you do this to me. i loved u. and i still do.