hey hello! it’s been a while. i dont really know what to do anymore but i really need to pay my bills asap; i recently (a month ago) moved out of our family home and i wasnt really prepared at all, financially. Im the family’s breadwinner, but ive also been at the end of disrespect and just complete disregard due to homophobia after coming out to my family. i lost my job a couple of months ago, but my family, despite being completely healthy, just cant seem to find their own jobs so i had to be the one to provide still. i was diagnosed with depression, probably bc of the stress???? and i havent really received any kind of support from them aside from “just look for a friend to talk to, thats not real”. include the house literally deteriorating bc it wasnt really maintained well. the stress + my adhd (fck me its so hard to retain a proper job with this pls tell me its not just me) + depression + the house + my family led to me leaving my family home, include the economy (im form a third world country), so my financial situation has been shit; ive been paying using my credit card but its been maxed out already. i have a job now but my salary for the next 2 weeks are going to my loans, as the loan sharks in our country keeps on calling and might visit my company or the family house if i dont pay. my phone bill, electricity bill, rent, and insurance needs to be paid asap, i just need some to help me survive the next few weeks.
im sorry im rambling but i rlly dk what to do anymore. im not sure if this would work too, but worth a shot. even a reblog would help. thnk you!!
P y p l : aglinoga
