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Watching supernatural ✌ whoever told me destiel was cannon is such a liar and I'm angry asf

It's canon in it's own way...

the back half of s11 is so fun. first sentence out of deans mouth every SINGLE episode is “what about cas” “i’m worried about cas” “we gotta find cas” “we’re gonna save cas whether he likes it or not” “but will this plan hurt cas” “i haven’t slept in a week looking for leads on cas” and in every one of these scenes sam responds with a delicacy that suggests he is very concerned that dean will fling himself off a nearby cliff if they don’t get cas back soon

the day i don’t yell about the fact that literally everyone is aware of the fact that dean and cas are husbands in love but dean and cas is the day someone got so fed up w my homoerotic bullshit they shot me in the head

The one thing he wants is something he knows he can't have because it IS what he WANTS and if he HAD IT he would go to the EMPTY it's not that he Cant have it because dean Wouldn't want it's that he Knows dean wants it from purgatory 'you don't have to say it I heard your prayer' (please don't say it because I can't say it back because then I would Have it and be taken away and I can't leave you yet because I love you so I will exist in the just Being) and just SAYING IT was enough to get snatched because he Knew!! And dean Knowing that cas knows and that cas loves him too was enough to make him truly happy because he got to let dean know!! By just saying it!!! And making dean feel loved and seen and known and wanted was enough!!! Just saying the words and just being in that moment was enough!!!!!! I'm gonna throw up

this might be an always-reblog for me

Watching s4 and thinking- Cas loved him then. He looked at him and saw the beauty of humanity in its full glory. Watching s5 and thinking- Cas loved him then. He rebelled for this, he fell for him. Literally. Watching s6 and thinking- Cas loved him then. He fought war in heaven to keep the peace they fought for. Watching s7 and thinking- Cas loved him then. Even after forgetting everything they had, he still saw him. And then that man, that human, said he'd rather have him broken than not have him at all. Watching s8 and thinking- Cas loved him then. Even after all of the heavenly brainwashing, Castiel still looked him in the eyes and couldn't bring himself to kill him. Watching s9 and thinking- Cas loved him then. He became human, was left alone, he could've left, but still, when he sensed something wrong and then he saw the Mark and could only worry. Watching s10 and thinking- Cas loved him then. He saw the soul, the one he held under his wings, destroyed by something so much powerful than both of them but never left his side. Watching s11 and thinking- Cas loved him then. He offered to go with him on a suicide mission. Just because he thought that might bring him comfort. Watching s12 and thinking- Cas loved him then. He listened to the music from the mixtape he was given. The music probably so lesser to what he heard every day in heaven but he still. Listened. Watching s13 and thinking- Cas loved him. They had a son together. Watching s14 and thinking- Cas loved him. He made the deal with the Shadow thinking he could never get what he wants. He wandered, wondering what would be enough for him to feel true happiness. Watching s15 and thinking- Cas loved Dean. And saying it was just enough.

I can't believe this was only posted on the 3rd of August 2025. "samantha in the back fighting for her life while homotron 3000 goes for a thigh grab" feels like a phrase I've been living with for years