Rain

Aries : "You can love a monster, it can even love you back, but that doesn’t change its nature."

Taurus : "I can never fight for myself, but, for others, I can kill."

Gemini : "You are damaged and broken and unhinged. But so are shooting stars and comets."

Cancer : "And sometimes I have kept my feelings to myself, because I could find no language to describe them in."

Leo : "I am destroying myself so other people can’t and it’s the worst kind of control but it’s the only form I know."

Virgo : "I exist too much, I feel too much, think too much. Reality is crushing the life out of me."

Libra : “You wear a mask for so long, you forget who you were beneath it.”

Scorpio : “The monsters were never under my bed. Because the monsters were inside my head.”

Sagittarius : "She had a passionate longing for the garden, the darkness, the pure sky, the stars."

Capricorn : "I’m a sad collection of maybes and almost."

Aquarius : "I’d rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not."

so I skipped through my ipod's pictures and guess what abominations I found. This was probably 4 years ago and I know you guys will be ranting "That was 4 years ago!" But hear me out. As someone who tried drawing, not as an artist, I wholeheartedly started crying. Because these were like the "ancient" drawings I used to make. Lmao I was even a directioner.I am proud to even share you guys how Ugly it was before. Because I want you guys to know that not every artist was born with a pencil and paper. Before my parents would pursue my singing career, giving me summer camps on it. I never focused on drawings till I was grade 4. And this shit happened. I am proving to you guys that not every artist can develop so easily, that you guys aren't bad artists. Some may be calling themselves bad for drawing or developing slowly but that doesn't matter. it's either you're 13- 21 art is still art. Art for me is that way to light up peoples lives, to make someone's life kind of.. more creative(?) I've never stopped drawing and for 4 years and look now, holy fuck can you guys even believe I use to draw like that? Well all I am kind of saying is that don't give up. I used to be outcasted because I use to think my drawing was awesome. Fuck those people who bring you down. Evolve to be someone better, to be a better artist. It may not be fast, nor easy, but the outcome will be priceless. You think you're art is not good enough? Then practice! People bringing you down? Block of the fucking haters. Criticism? Draw better to prove them wrong that you're not the artist who they think you are! It doesn't really matter on what they say or talkshit about it, It matters that you're the artist. That you're the beholder of the pencil. "why are their eyes big" Lol bc why nt? But that's still not an excuse tostop improving.