MY WILL HASN'T BEEN BROKEN YET!

EVERYTHING will change as time goes on so don't stress too much about nailing everything down straight away!! if it helps go for it, but trying to figure out Every Single Thing All At Once might not be as helpful as you think it is! I started out thinking I had five Versions Of Myself in here. turns out there are more like 20 and we're all VERY different people. things change! that's incredibly normal!

you will doubt yourself a LOT. like SO much. this is normal and means nothing about whether you're a system or not. I've known I was part of a system for SIX YEARS now and I still doubt it sometimes. let it wash over you! try not to fixate on it!

stay as far away as you can from reddit. every single community on there based around osdd/did is just horrible. they're all obsessed with "figuring out fakers" and if you don't fit an EXTREMELY NARROW set of "criteria" they'll just straight up harass you. not worth it ever

picrew is your best friend. it might seem cheesy but it's a gamechanger in terms of figuring out appearances!

take it so easy. there's no time limit on figuring things out. just let life happen and you'll have a better time with it [:

your friends will probably be more accepting than you think! I've told friends who had NO knowledge on did/osdd/systems in general and after some initial confusion they've been really supportive.

BUT give yourself a few months before you tell anyone with certainty! some time to let things settle internally is always a good idea

ignore anyone who tries to tell you that you're wrong about the way your system works. every brain is different and every system experience will be different too. strangers cannot dictate your experiences!

updated comm sheet!

i'm disabled with ME/CFS and finding any kind of job within my limits is nigh impossible at this rate, so this is probably one of my only semi consistent ways of earning money

While I still have my generic commissions open, I'm gonna be honest. Life is hard, and forcing myself to draw guys I'm not into is even harder. So I'm compromising by opening these: experimental art pieces done in the styles pictured above that I find pleasing to work with. Scratchy brush, limited and strange palettes, and odd angles are all part of the charm. Give me a character (or two), a general vibe, and maybe any extra details and I'll whip up something crazy and hopefully cool as fuck with it.

More info below the cut if you're interested!

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*after act 2*

can anyone spare anything to help me get by until i can find a better job :') ?

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