ᴇᴊ 𓏲 ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖ 𓆞

|།ིྀ ͝.` ͜ ◞ 𓏵 𓏼˚̣̣̣𐂯 haii my names elijah or ej for short

i love making friends n talking to ppl dont b shy i love anons / moots / all of the above!!

𓂃 he／him mdd + anxiety + adhd ⑅꒱ ͜ ֦　 ͜𓈒 ࣪ ✚𓏼

♫ ཉ 　͓̫ ֺ ׅ ۠ trans male + almondsexual

DISCLAIMER! the symbol in the picture on the right is manji! not the sw-stika

𓏫 𓏼 ˚̣̣̣𓈒݂݂ ͜ ✚ leftist

ཀ།† 𓈒 ͜ ͜i like music , movies , anime , games , etc. 𓏼 ᣟ݂ ۪ ꆬ

₊ ݃ ‿ ͡ ✚ music : mcr , fob , hail the sun , p!atd , ptv , sws , kmfdm , tøp , title fight , the red jumpsuit apparatus, bmth , nin , ls dunes , fried by fluoride , rammstein , arctic monkeys , dogma society , alexsucks⠀ ︵⃨︵⃨︵⃨　　　　 𓈒˳˳

i am also a writer . . i may post poems or writing in general. 　 ͜͜ ་ 𓏲　 ֺ𓏽　

i am left wholly consumed

used up and left completely empty

traces of what once was

but never will be

i have disappeared

completely invisible through vessels

i was once useful

my time has long expired

youve taken everything and more

depleted of time and energy 

ive wasted away

waiting for something, anything 

we went our separate ways

there was nothing i could do

one use plastic

ive been tossed away

reshaped

remolded

remade

you only needed me when i provided

only of use sexually

i feel like a fool

someones machine

i wish i could take back what i said

the things i did for you

im a filthy little thing

a blank sheet of paper suddenly has words

a book that never ends

my pages are glued together

looks deceive

and i fell into your trap

mutualism they’d call it

i begin to understand the reasons

i want to get out

embarrassment floods my skin

i feel disgusting

i knew i shouldve waited

i hate how easily attached i get

if only there was a window into my mind

besides, it wasnt worth it to try

i shouldve known better

love is sick

its something we crave

we reach out knowing we could get hurt

a continuation of more

love is dumb

i wish my problems would dissolve

complexity, hard to grasp

i understand you

love is yellow

i’ve been hurt before

i know you want more

swore to secrecy

im bad at these things

sometimes i feel dirty

a little older didnt bother me

until the flies started gnawing

my arms are twisting two ways

i agreed

i cant help but want you

my hearts on my sleeve

you have such a way with words  

they burn off the page once promised

i watch as we divided like winter birds

immature and childish yet inevitable

we turned our backs to each other

i still remember the times we were inseparable

never once did i say anything about you

you might make people believe things

but lies will never be true

my shoulders feel heavy with invisible weight

you haven’t dropped it, you continue to agitate

i know sometimes i give more than i take

so ill wont bring myself to hate you

i don’t want to instigate

things wont get better when you act that way