chinese food has saved more lives than something that has saved a lot of lives

to whom am I squeaking

your life is not an optimization problem

as in you'll never achieve the perfect daily routine, sleep schedule, coping mechanisms, mannerisms, fashion sense etc. even after years and years of healing and improvement and self-discovery. you will never be so good at life that you manage to utilize every waking moment. its great to be productive and all but sometimes you'll suck ass. sometimes you'll take eight hours to be done with a twenty minute job. you'll prioritize the wrong thing. you'll sleep for 12 hrs just to avoid being awake. you'll relapse. and you'll relapse again. you'll forget to turn in the assignment. you'll order too little food. life is far too large and complex for you to even experience it completely, much less try to make sense of and control it. you can't. please give up on that and be at peace with the hours you lose. they are not separate from your life.

it's actually sick you get tired of eating the same food over and over when some animals they just eat grass all day mind you. just another pointless challenge mechanic added in by big universe to get you to go to the grocery store

Was literally thinking about this when I gave the rabbits their breakfast, the same dry pellets they get twice a day every day, and they were so hyped for it, as they always are. Why can't I have that where are my pellets #mypellets

My problem is that everything is too wonderful. I could read an old encyclopedia and laugh at outdated shit. I could hang out with my friends and have a great time. I could listen to any band. I could meet new people, I could reconnect with old friends. I could learn to paint in any style. I could look at birds and bugs and snow and art. But unfortunately, employment

Foul beast ate that adventurer whole, RIP

She is going to hit that Christian baby for a home run.