bang, bang, bang!

myers, tyler, AK-47 or nero. it/kie/him

bat, dog, skunk and gun primarily. see more

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schizotistic, frequently double bookkeeping

21yo. interacts from @rabidbatboy

physically nonhuman, objectum, selfshipper

trans alpha mated cirnafolk

Hiii thanks for the question very exciting to meet other cirnafolk! So I identify as transalpha/trans alpha, specifically OtA or omega to alpha. Essentially this means I presented as omega and identify as and I’m transitioning towards alpha.

In terms of how this manifests being cirnafolk when it mainly manifests as behavioural in the external world, there’s a few ways I knew I was trans alpha rather than essentially cis alpha.

1. My identity has shifted a lot, but I used to identify as omega. For a while, I wasn’t sure if I presented omega or beta, and even thought i was BtO, but I came to the conclusion that I had presented as omega and my confusion around my presentation came from the fact that I was trans alpha and certain things behaviourally didn’t fit with being omega. I had chalked this up to actually presenting as beta but this was not the case! Since I used to identify as and with omegas but now alphas, this is one reason I consider myself trans alpha. Obviously this questioning process isn’t a period of transition for all and can simply be questioning a cirnatura identity!

2. My cirnatura identity is very tied into being plural and we present physiologically in innerworld. So I knew I presented as omega in innerworld, but have always felt not fully comfortable with the concept of calling myself this and have felt desires for rut and other alpha behaviours and biology and dysphoric over heats and such (my cirnafolk identity and how it manifests innerworld is very biologically based, dynamics are designated by biology like ruts and heats with a much looser social hierarchy)

ooo hello anon thank you for the question! sorry this might be a long yap

so I determined pretty quickly that I definitely identify with the concept of older brotherhood in some way, I wasn’t just sure of WHAT way. but I’ve pretty much determined that it is an archetrope of mine!

i am an archetroper of a few different kinds, so this wasn’t new to me. but with older brother i was tossing around the idea of it potentially being conceptkin, or something different. while i have determined im an older brother archetroper ive also decided that I generally identify as an older brother in a nondescript way.

for a bit of context, I’m technically an older brother, and technically not. I’m a middle child, of two other brothers, to be exact. what made me realise my identification as an older brother was mainly actually younger brothers. or specifically, people who identify with them, archetrope or not. I am quite frequently a year or so older at least than people I am friends with, and even when i am not, a sense of familial protection is invoked very easily in me.

I’ve had people refer to me as their older sibling multiple times throughout my life, as I’m very quick to form a brotherly-like relationship — i.e I’m protective and close, but likely to tease and bully in good faith. I like to help and tutor people, and to present myself as a role model

another fairly straight forward part of it is that as a trans guy, encapsulating an older brother has kind of always intentionally and unintentionally been a part of my transition. the clothes i wear and the music i listen to all contribute to this image.

as for what made me determine that it was an archetrope specifically, i determined that i am specifically connected to being a somewhat stereotypical archetype of an older brother. rather than generally being the sibling of a person who happens to be older, i feel that i embody the kind of older brother you’d see in a 2000s movie, or the kind of person you would instantly think of at the words older brother.

i get a lot of euphoria from both visually presenting myself in a way that i think invokes that image and also by interacting, protecting and teasing younger sibling archetropers (or conceptkin, or people who have established that dynamic with me)