howdy, you can call me anarchy 32, writer, any pronouns. too much damn experience in the rp space so i'll keep this simple and short, please read this little guide though so we're on the same page.
important info before interaction here!
my take on ashe and talon, please read before any interactions involving her "canonical" dealings with talon because i get relatively canon divergent on this matter (dm if you wanna plot about this!)
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permanent interaction call here.
rules below the cut!
please do not follow or attempt to interact with me if you use generative ai in your writing or for art of your characters. period. i write, and i poorly draw, and i cannot abide by the use of generative ai in creative spaces.
I. minors dni, not that there's a prominent intention of spicy content, but i'm not comfortable interacting with folks under the age of 18.
II. i expect literate & cut posts, and typical rp etiquette to be followed. be kind, open to communication, muse does NOT equal mun, and of course let me know if i've done something you don't like / understand and i'll 100% return the favor.
III. open to shipping, i write ashe as a chaotic pansexual. yes i do ship cassidy and ashe, but i require a hell of a lot of trust and build up for that particular ship to work, i need to be close to the mun to approach this ship. it will not be a given. no problematic, illegal, or huge age gap kinda ships will be considered. i write ashe as 39, or a bit later if discussed. also open to early deadlock verses, if folks are interested.
IV. i have a lot of personal hcs about ashe, and i write her in my own way. i prefer to write her as a washed up sad sack who got betrayed by the gang after the events of "reunion", them seeing her as a failure of a leader, and using cassidy's upperhand on her as an excuse to split. she hides this fact, but news travels. feel free to hit up my dms for plotting. i do have a more canon verse as well, but it's not my preference for writing her.
heavy triggering themes of: alcoholism, substance abuse, depression, self-destruction, and more may apply! if you're sensitive to any of these topics, let me know ahead of time so i can tag triggers accordingly
other than that! i'm chill to write, sending something to the inbox is always welcome. it's a great way to initiate simple roleplays though. dms are always open, and you can ask for my discord if you want it. let's ride~
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@daethviper sent: she's looking at Ashe with her big ol' eyes full of adoration and a dopey smile on her face. "you're one of the best things that has ever happened to me.."
"that's a tough little life you've led then, sug'." spoken in a gentle, low version of that southern drawl. ashe tucks a strand of loose hair behind kat's ear and gets caught up in that gaze. " . . . but if i keep gettin' to wake up to those beautiful eyes 'a yours then i ain't gonna complain." the only break in eye contact due to a blink. "you're like straight out of a paintin', seriously. gorgeous.~"
@risingshine sent: 「 ༀ - You don't know that story? It's an old folk tale.」 - zen, about the constellations
"i reckon there's a lotta' old folk tales 'n stories i don't know, zen." the calmest her voice has been in days. somethin' about being on that rooftop on a clear desert night, particularly with zen beside her? it was the most unironically zen she has ever been. hands propped behind her head and an easy smile rested upon her lips. hat lay upon her chest as she gazes up into the vast void of stars. the universe is too damn big, she thinks. and yet not big enough.
" . . . you could just make somethin' up and i'd completely believe ya'." she reminds him in a light but encouraging voice. she'd probably zonk out up there tonight. especially if she gets to listen to a good bed-time story.
woman in her lap and a drink in her hand is how you make ashe happy. she's such a 'casual' physical intimacy kinda person. she just wants someone pretty in or on her lap. so she can whisper in their ear and touch their hair. it's such a happiness booster. this is not even sexual btw. just like. the warmth of a body to hold onto. it makes her so content.
❝ Linda. Means cutie, you walking nerve cluster. ❞
She hadn't spent EVERY SINGLE WAKING DAY reading the poems! He didn't even fucking have that many... or if he did, they weren't published anywhere she knew how to get access to.
Fucking Oceanview Publishers.
❝ I don't have any Old Gods on me, sorry to say. Didn't feel... ❞ Right? Good? No idea what it didn't feel, but she'd felt something when she tried to load the song to her internal setlist. Some kinda abjuration or - ?
She falls down onto the couch. Perfectly aimed manuever to drape her across Ashe's legs, let her stare up into her face and recite these lines of yearning directly to her (not-so) glowering eyes.
❝...Oh mercy! Thousands have gone missing beyond the labyrinth of me. When you’re lost, you’re lost in your own company ❞
"that's a stupid way to say it- 'sides my nerves only cluster when you're here." untrue. but she does have a way of making Nervous Wreck look like Casual Chaos.
don't mind bob, expressing a glimmer of happiness at seeing the hacker again, unscathed. he does so by bringing a plate of freshly made snacks. crunchy and salty, and sweet little treats. for whatever the ladies preferred. he gently places them on the coffee table smile implied gaze to sombra-
"shit's been insane and suddenly you show up with fancy flowin' words?" tone zens out at the softness of having her there though. and fingers might be toying gently with strands of her hair. " . . . hey i think there's actually a whole old gods album on the jukebox." connection made, but she ain't about to go wake that writer up. he'd been senselessly rambling for days, she's glad for his silence (and maybe she got a soft spot for the crazy fella. wasn't sayin' she believed all his nonsense about the FBC or magical lake powers, but she didn't entirely not believe him-)
still, she can't shake that this is somehow connected and lost in silent contemplation for a few moments before. "you weren't fuckin' round with federal files, were ya'?" crimson gaze lowers, fingers stop meddling with her hair mid twirl.
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ashe is open to criticism. but she is also incredibly sensitive. she's a very emotional person. she's reactive like a bomb, and she has a short fuse. she will likely handle negative criticism by snapping first. but i promise you, if you are a person who matters to her she will take what you say to heart. even if she explodes first. it will take her some time to sit with it. she might get snappy. but a few hours or maybe days later, after cooling off, after understanding the words. she will rationalize. it's something that ashe is bad at dealing with. it was a problem from a young age. anger issues. rage. she's completely full of it. it caused so many problems between her and cole, her and the gang. her whole life. it is a problem that needs to be worked through. she is someone who requires patience to get to truly know and to get through to. it's why ships with her and people who are opposite really do work better than ships with people who live the same kind of 'high-octane' lifestyle. because she spent her whole adult life leading dangerous criminals who respond to threats, anger, power. and the life she left behind (or rather left her behind) wasn't right for her. going from one adrenaline packed, danger fueled existence to another isn't healthy. particularly not with the fuel of whiskey, cocaine, and a pack or two a day. she HAS to make changes, and she's not unaware of it. but she needs to be pushed to do it. bob enables the behavior. to a point. but he does try to limit her terrible decisions. even when she yells and 'pitches a fit' over it. and she thanks him for it. usually a day later. but she thanks him. she sees it as love. and she sees it as care. but it takes her time to see it. and the more it happens from someone, the less poorly she handles it when they tell her to work on herself. so yeah, she's not immune to criticism. you just have to love her enough to know she won't hurt you if she barks a lot. it's how she processes. and it's not always easy to deal with. it does improve. the more time you spend with ashe, the more she trusts you. it improves.
@devilshowdy asked: "hey i know y'love the snakes 'n all, but try not t'piss off the ones 'round the hideout- they're mostly incredibly dangerous. admire at a distance. i don't wanna bury any more bodies out here."
"but baaabe, look at them! they're so cute and little and look like judgmental shoelaces." the way she talks about snakes, some would have never believed she had been a Talon agent once upon a time. "but in all seriousness, i know to be careful, possum. i wouldn't be here if i hadn't been with the three i had in my laboratory back at Talon. since i don't have my usual setup, i won't be able to immunize myself to their venom. so i promise that i will keep my distance."
she's thankful for the attention being doted onto the snakes, 'cause she mighta' been caught smiling at how lovely the other was right now. glowing, truly. " . . . guess i'm gonna have t'get a new tattoo sometime." envisioning a one wrapped 'round her thigh. she'd have to figure out kat's favorite or get one that resembled her - a dangerous commitment. "that's the kinda' work they fund, huh? might need t'reconsider robbing them a little. then again, guess all the time y'been spendin' here probably counts in that territory." arm slunk over kat's shoulders and rested there. "alright, i'll bite. gimme' some snake facts. i like seein' your eyes light up like that."
slightly widened pupils up to them. gaze soon fixating on a crack in the ceiling. how it still held from collapse. a scary thought, concern that it could bury her and zen.
her neck stretches out, perfectly comfortable once the moment passes. but clearly dabbling in too many thoughts to express verbally. a few long seconds pass.
"i used t'think it was all 'bout fame, glory, fortune . . . a legacy. but found out how right quick somethin' like that can be stolen away." she's sounds sad, a catch in her throat.
"now i ain't sure what the meanin' is. 'n i got an expiration date, and i'm afraid it'll get me 'for i figure it all out."
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"i didn't know what an omnic was until a week ag-" and instead of the finish to his sentence, ashe stomps on his foot and he brushes it off in silent pain (with a bit of under the breath curses) for a few minutes.
"he's HELPING with maintenance for bob, ain't worth the price tag frankly." it's too risky but ashe ain't great at making things up when it comes to zenyatta. she doesn't like lying to him. but she also ain't about to let some para-whatever he said they called him alter any darkness into zen.
"alan. just call me alan." sharp breath through his teeth. damn those boots of her's hurt.
"anyway, he ain't that important. he'll be stayin' at the hideout with us for a bit though, if y'don't mind some extra company. don't mind the uh. pages, typewriters 'n such. he's also a reporter." yup. that was the whole schtick she's gonna stick with.
the darkness might be a little harder to explain . . . but they had a few hours 'for that, right? "hey uh, zen, i know this is a lot t'come back to. just trust me on it, alright?"
ashe having a neck tat of 'old gods of asgard' in that font but black and wrapping like a choker in the alan wake verse.
all their songs are found on the jukebox in the high-side. though herald of darkness is a glitch. it only happens sometimes, cannot be selected. it's something that comes on whenever door decides, a taunt to alan. extra taunt that it's ashe's favorite song in this verse too.
they are going to get incredibly high and sing and do the dance together. alan has to convince her the song is actually about him. something door does to blur her from believing it for a long enough time to drive alan mad.
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