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did not expect ruben to be so frank as to imply he knows niall has always wanted to be fucked by him im rocking in my enclosure

Ruben turning softer immediately. The softer still containing the danger... "you're getting blackmailed? what's their name? what do you need? I've got money" ohhh god he's still addicted. He's still addicted of taking care of his bambi...

"this is what you've always wanted from me, isnt it, bambi?" being dropped in the middle of all that, so easily glossed over, is wild work. how long has ruben known that niall wanted to fuck him? because i dont even think niall knows that

kind of insanely hot that richard gadd wrote a story about a little doe-eyed guy being held in a literal and figurative chokehold by a bigger more masculine man who calls him "bambi" and jamie bell was like this is awesome i want to be bambi but i want you to be my ruben and because of this richard gadd transformed his whole body. to embody ruben. so that hed look as big as possible, and jamie would look as little as possible next to him, and their characters would be as physically different as possible... just an undeniably sexy thing to have happened no matter how you spin it

love half man very much, there are not many shows about which u can say "I hope they don't end it with murder suicide, or double suicide, because that would be too predictable"

ruben leaving alby scarred is so like….you can’t be with anyone i haven’t touched first. you’ll never kiss him without feeling the imprints my fists left. you won’t ever be able to look at him without thinking of me