Claire Keane
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@depro00blog
Thinking, thinking, thinking... I am thinking a lot I am drunk a lot I am stupid a lot
I want to grasp my thoughts and put them together Make something out of them Do my own thing Have a concept
But it’s so hard, because I keep changing my mind One day I want to do it about androgynity The next about menstruation Today I’m empty
Then again, I think to myself: I’m so young I don’t need to do things I need to experience things I need to fuel my soul with adventures
Ugh.
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entry: Clean
So there I was standing in front of the mirror, brushing my teeth and telling myself to get clean
Just took a shower, still wet from the water that came browsing down me, for a moment it makes me feel like everything is okay and i can get over it but that doesn’t last long.
Addiction is real
I can’t handle it
But i don’t want to seek help either
I want to handle it myself... isn’t this the life i chose after all?
I want to be desired
I want to be loved
But i don’t know what love is
Get clean get clean get clean get clean get clean
So someone could love you
So someone could desire you
Get clean you fucking bitch
Fucked up fuck
entry: Period
Once you don’t get it, you’ll understand the worth of your period.
entry: Alcohol
Alcohol as a social indicator.
Last Wednesday I went to a club. Since my drinking behaviour is very uncontrolled I decided to not drink for about 3 weeks. So I was sober. In the club. Sober. Still, I had plenty of fun because the music was great. I even fell into some sort of trance of enjoyment. So as I was dancing and my thoughts were drifting away into another world I suddenly had an enlightenment. I realised why my drinking behaviour was so fucked up. Because alcohol is a social indicator. People need it to dance, to talk to strangers, to party. I don’t. I don’t care. I always do my own shit. Therefore, I was expecting something different from alcohol, some sort of highness which it couldn’t give me. I drank and drank and all I ever got was hammered. But I continued anyway in the hopes of getting this unbelievable high. I never did and I never will. I’m grateful to have realised this before getting a real alcoholic, because dependancy is real. I don’t need you, alcohol.
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Romantic is taking a walk in the evening is sharing a lollipop is kissing
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Reminder: Spiritual Journeys are necessary for the well-being of the soul.
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I wanna underground.
I don’t wanna go underground.
I wanna be the underground.
I wanna make up the underground.
I wanna underground.
Keep on walking, baby.
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Hey, ich weiss wir sind voll ungesund für einander, doch trotzdem habe ich mich heute erfüllt gefühlt als ich nach Hause gekommen bin und deine Fotos angeschaut hab. Ich habe mich in der Fantasie gesuhlt. Liebe. Ja Liebe habe ich gefühlt, auch wenn du nicht wirklich bei mir warst. Allein schon den Gedanke an dich hat gereicht um mich von der ganzen anderen Scheisse abzuhalten. So merke ich, dass ich angst davor hatte diese Gefühle für dich zu empfinden, weil ich wusste, dass sie nicht real sind. Hab' mich lieber selbst zerstört als mich damit zu konfrontieren. Schon krass, findest du nicht meine Rose?
Ach, wie ich wünschte wir hätten uns zu einem anderen Zeitpunkt kennengelernt. Wir haben einfach aneinander vorbeigelebt. Zwei Seelen die zusammen gehören haben sich verpasst. Das kann man jetzt nicht mehr rückgängig machen. Vorbei.
lebe gut, ich.
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I remember the first time I smoked weed at home. Back then I was so very much into tumblr. After I got high I opened my feed and hoped for super trippy gifs to appear. I thought I’d enter new dimensions because weed makes you high and that combined with trippy gifs would bring me the enlightenment or something like that. It disappointed me. Because I just felt high as you do when you smoke weed and the gifs still looked the same. However, I made myself believe that i’m tripping balls... I decided to live in my fantasy.
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I think too much and I drink too much. I drink too much because I think too much. I ain`t got nobody to touch and I drink too much. I drink too much because I ain’t got nobody to touch.
Lonely drinking, destructive thinking that’s why I hold this grudge. Fuck.
entry “doesn’t matter anymore”
Lana is still the Queen.
She makes me feel like I’m sixteen again. Free.
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entry XXXXX
Wow, long time no see. That must mean that I started living a pretty normal life. Actually, I remember what happened. I started wanting to be ‘good’. Because being all twisted and fucked up is really exhausting... but it is who I am after all. I think.
I just have to re-learn to handle it... more like actually learn it because I was never really able to handle myself. Well, now I have some sort of idea of how to handle myself and of course I have relapses but in general I’m doing okay.
So, what I really know now is that I have to express myself. I have to put something out there. This is why I started this Blog about a year ago and now I’m back!
*applause* Thank you, thank you, everybody!
entry XXXXIX
Last night I fucked up.
I got scared that I wouldn’t be fun so I drank 5 big shots of pure vodka. That fucked me up real hard especially because I had an empty stomach. It’s not like I hadn’t eaten before hand, I did. I just simply vomited it all up again because I was scared of getting fat. Fat means ugly and ugly means nobody’s going to like me.
So after those 5 shots I blacked out and napped for a few hours. Basically, I wasn’t even able to leave the house. When I woke up my head ached so hard and my stomach felt like it was ripping apart. Obviously, I was still drunk. Drunk people are hungry so I made myself some food and started eating. But my hunger is endless and I can’t stop once I have started. I want it all. I am an extremist.
So I kept eating everything I found until I couldn’t move anymore, then threw it all up again still drunk still with an headache.
I felt like crap! My situation didn’t help.
I hit the bong to make myself feel better but all it really did was make me emotional. So, I started crying in my selfpity and wasn’t able to stop. I just hated myself so so so much!!!
Nothing made sense. But I learned, I learned to get over myself and to nurse myself back to being okay, maybe even happy.
So here I am now, it is the next day and I am fine. It’s over, after all, isn’t it?
Shit happened but I’m over it now life goes on.