Boneman

Hey, so I guess I’m making one of these huh? Well, I guess I’m just here to say I don’t really…know if I matter you know? I feel like no matter what I do no matter who I mean I’m just gonna either ruin their lives or they’re just gonna get sick of me. I feel like no one cares. Recently I was talking to two people and I thought they would be good friends, but unfortunately that didn’t happen all that happened. Is they try to make me join their survey thing or whatever and it turned out they didn’t care and I’m kind of tired of it I wish I could Actually be cared about but every time I try it just doesn’t work out for me and I’m just starting to think no one cares about me so why should even try right? Why should I even try? Guess I’m doing this as a therapeutic thing. I don’t really know. I just wanted to find a friend or something, but I’m just seeing as an easy mark to everyone. it’s why I blocked people out to begin with.