Blerg.

“For most dialogue, use a comma after the sentence and don’t capitalize the next word after the quotation mark,” she said.

“But what if you’re using a question mark rather than a period?” they asked.

“When using a dialogue tag, you never capitalize the word after the quotation mark unless it’s a proper noun!” she snapped.

“When breaking up a single sentence with a dialogue tag,” she said, “use commas.”

“This is a single sentence,” she said. “Now, this is a second stand-alone sentence, so there’s no comma after ‘she said.’”

(also I'm aware there's already art for this fic but idk you said in the past that more art is never a bad thing so I'm going off of that, though my costume designs aren't nearly as creative as what the other artist came up with)

I really hope this banner is readable, I got kinda zesty with it esp with the title part but idk I had a vision of the dot of the 'i' going off like a shooting star because...idk something about wishing on a star ig though thinking about it now, that might not actually fit the fic all that well uh

still can't draw horses but Impala deserved a chance to shine. I started on this thingy way back when the fic first posted and decided partway through that this fic was gonna get another art piece of Dean and Cas doing something together. originally thought the fic was gonna have two chapters but it ended up with three which was ghenfhd. also fun fact but this was vaguely inspired by this other art piece I did for another one of @destielshipper4cas' fics because I'm like that and like adding in references to other stuff I've done

(also ignore my attempts at adding depth to this I can't draw trees/forests man)

naturally just had to tie the fic off with a magic destiel kiss. I realize only one leaf fell in the fic or at least only one noteworthy one fell but for the sake of making the scene more magical and stuff, it became a little leaf storm that was sorta inspired by yet another thing I did for a different fic—the first ever art piece I ever threw at this author's unsuspecting head forever ago. and ofc Cas has a leaf in his hair he deserves it okay I don't make the rules

the fic this is made for is called "The Wishkeeper's Path" by @destielshipper4cas

(fic is locked for people who aren't signed into AO3)

What are you talking about, this is absolutely super creative. In fact, your creativity never fails to amaze me, and as usual, I’m left in total awe, gaping at the art and smiling brightly.

Let’s start with the cozy autumn foresty vibe in the banner—it’s already setting the perfect mood for the fic. And I think the wish-upon-a-star metaphor works perfectly here. Let’s just call it a metaphor, then everything works. 😁 (Plus, when there are no autumn leaves falling to the ground, a wish upon a shooting star works just as well, I'm sure.)

The first piece: Awww, it’s too cute for words! Dean and Cas walking hand in hand through those gorgeous autumn woods… the browns, the reds, the yellow-golden glow—just stunning. And Impala?! What do you mean you can’t draw horses? Impala is awesome and badass. The three of them together are just too adorable for words.

I love how the autumn colors feel so warm and inviting, and the style itself is so fitting for the cozy, magical vibe of the season. Haha, yeah, my bad for not finishing this during the fall months—I guess the timing worked out for Christmas instead, right?

I also adore the references to the other art pieces you’ve woven in. I mean, you know me—I sneak plenty of nods and tropes into my fics again and again, and I love using witch!Cas and a fantasy-medieval setting (more than just once or twice, let’s be real). Seeing those same vibes reflected in the art just makes my heart so happy!

And then—you hit me with a second piece? WHAT?! I can’t handle how amazing this is! The autumny mood continues, and seeing the amazing view of Winchester Kingdom in the background is just so cool. The magical leaf storm? YES, please. It adds such a whimsical touch, and I am 100% here for it and the little reference tucked into this one, too.

Dean’s clothes and colors are, of course, on point, and the leaf in Cas’ hair is such a nice touch, making the whole scene even more adorable than it already is.

And aww. Yep, a Destiel kiss is certainly always appreciated, and this is just so cute and romantic combined with the way they’re embracing each other since they obviously can’t get enough of each other—ahhhh, it tugs at my heartstrings in the best way. Such a beautiful, happy ending that leaves me smiling from ear to ear.

I’m not quite as creative as some, but was inspired to put together some cover art for my newest favorite fairytale-esque, romantic adventure: “The Prince, the Witch, and the Vengeance” by Destielshipper4cas.

Here we go! My very first meta. This will be a 3 part series looking into the relationships between Cas and Anna, Dean and Anna, and how the two relationships parallel each other during Supernatural season 4. Quick thanks to @agusvedder for helping me with the single gif in this post, both creating it and also walking my helpless self through saving it. Also thanks to @theirprofoundbond for all the motivation and kind words of encouragement! All quotes are from the Supernatural wiki transcripts. I would love to get some feedback on this, so feel free to send me a message and let me know what you think!

The first hint we get at a previous relationship between Anna and Castiel is almost entirely visual. In 4x10 “Heaven and Hell” Anna and Dean kiss when the angels have come for her, right before the demons show up. A lot of people view this kiss as Castiel’s underlying feelings for Dean coming out in a look of jealousy of Anna for kissing Dean goodbye, essentially showing Castiel that they have since established a physical relationship. I don’t necessarily disagree with this reading, but I propose a different reading as well.

I do think that Cas’s budding feelings for Dean are at play here, I really do. But more than that, I think it’s indicative of a previous relationship between Anna and Cas. Yes there is a jealous undertone in Castiel’s look. But I think it’s more jealousy of Dean getting to kiss Anna than the other way around. At this point in the narrative, we are dealing with a freshly reprogrammed Castiel. There is a marked difference in his actions regarding Dean and company. His feelings and doubts have been temporarily squashed due to what we can assume from the narrative as a whole as Naomi’s doing. This is not the same angel as we saw last in 4x07, baring his proverbial soul to Dean on the park benches. This is Good Little Soldier Castiel.

Castiel’s reaction to the kiss reads as jealousy and confusion. I believe it is jealousy of Dean getting to say a proper farewell to Anna. Some confusion as well because subconsciously he is also jealous of Anna getting to kiss Dean at all. I believe his blossoming feelings for Dean are still there, just buried too deep for him to realize it. However, reading this nearly famous Destiel scene only really makes sense in this context in later episodes, after seeing more evidence of a previous Castiel/Anna relationship.

The very next scene we get plays out as follows:

CASTIEL: I’m sorry.

ANNA: No. You’re not. Not really. You don’t know the feeling.

CASTIEL: Still, we have a history. It’s just –

ANNA: Orders are orders. I know. Just make it quick.

At this point, we already know that Anna was previously Castiel’s superior officer. The textual reading of this scene is that commanding officer and subordinate relationship is the history Castiel is referring to. If you look at it through a different lens, Cas “served under her” in a different way entirely. I know its established that Anna is a virgin, but I don’t think that a lack of a sexual relationship can discredit a romantic undertone to their “history”. Now we all know Uriel is a scumbag, but he served under Anna all the same. So why is Cas given the spotlight during this scene? At this point, he isn’t a major character. He’s only had a bit more screen time than Uriel. I think this is to give the audience a feeling of Cas and Anna having a more invested relationship with the each other than she had with Uriel before she fell.

Another point to draw from this scene is Anna saying Cas doesn’t know the feeling. She has been gone from Heaven for just over 20 years at this point. SO even though we know Castiel has been experiencing emotions and doubts, Anna has no way of being privy to that information, assuming him to still be a Good Little Soldier. I’ll come back to this later.

NOW. Let’s jump forward a few episodes. In 4x16 “On the Head of a Pin” Anna and Castiel have a conversation alone, when Dean is preparing to torture Alastair for information on who has been killing angels. And there’s a lot to unpack there. Let’s start with when she first shows up.

CASTIEL: You shouldn’t be here. We still have orders to kill you.

ANNA: Somehow I don’t think you’ll try. Where’s Uriel?

We have to ask ourselves WHY doesn’t she think he’ll try? The last interaction between the two of them makes it clear that she still thinks Cas is Heaven’s hammer, “Orders are orders, I know.” The viewer gets the benefit of being able to piggy back onto the previous conversation Cas and Dean had, where Cas confesses to Dean his superiors believed him to be experiencing emotions, the “doorway to doubts”. But last time we see Anna and Cas interact, we see that she doesn’t believe he can feel. So what can we draw from that? It has been established that they have history, which we all believe to be them working together. BUT would just working together cause Cas to disobey an order from Heaven? No. If anything, it would make it EASIER for him to follow through on the orders he was given to kill her, since she knows he has no choice but to comply. She had already made Cas aware that she knows he has no choice but to do Heaven’s bidding. This change in her, originally KNOWING Cas had no choice but to follow orders to now, where she doesn’t think he’ll even try begs the question, WHAT’S DIFFERENT? Cas had an audience. He had Uriel there, who would no doubt follow through if Cas couldn’t. Who would sell him out to his superiors if he couldn’t kill her or tried to let her go free. This is only further proven by her follow up question, inquiring Uriel’s whereabouts.

Cas follows almost all his orders from Heaven, the only ones he disobeys or, at the least, disagrees with that we have seen thus far is when it involves Dean, someone he has a profound bond with. SO what if he has a different type of profound bond with Anna? Something a little less profound obviously, but a significant relationship all the same. Throughout the show, we only ever see Cas betraying Heaven for those he loves and cares for. His intentions are always pure, albeit overwhelmingly misguided. It can be argued that she is his sister, but I don’t think that really cuts it. I think in just this one scene, it could be viewed that way, but when you look at this show as a whole, it just isn’t enough.

After Anna brings up to Castiel that it might not be God calling the shots anymore we have this:

ANNA: The father you love. You think he wants this? You think he’d ask this of you? You think this is righteous?

CASTIEL can’t meet her eyes.

ANNA: What you’re feeling? It’s called doubt.

This is really only notable because of how much more qualified Anna is to make this observation than basically anyone because she herself has felt that. It is also her first acknowledgment that Castiel is beginning to feel things. It continues with this:

ANNA touches CASTIEL’s hand.

ANNA: These orders are wrong and you know it. But you can do the right thing. You’re afraid, Cas. I was too. But together, we can still-”

CASTIEL: Together?

CASTIEL yanks his hand away.

CASTIEL: I am nothing like you. You fell. Go.

ANNA: Cas.

CASTIEL: Go.

First of all, I will fight you if you think that hand touch is platonic. No way. Don’t believe you. Beyond that though, this whole exchange screams lovers’ quarrel to me. “You’re afraid, Cas” is Anna further acknowledging Castiel’s burgeoning feelings. “I was too” is calling back to her falling. She was scared to make the decision to rebel. The ultimate end to their relationship was Anna choosing to fall. Castiel pulls his hand away when she says “together” and that is the part he repeats and gets hung up on. He reacts as if her suggesting they do something together is almost a betrayal. Perhaps because the last time she suggested they do something together (like fall?) she didn’t wait for him. She did it on her own. He gets hung up on her word choice because he can’t believe they could do anything together again. This reading of the scene is furthered when we take into account what Anna says before Cas cuts her off. “We can still.” The writers allowing the word “still” to be said is IMPORTANT. If she had just said “we can”, the viewer can read into that a new beginning. Together, we can rebel. Together, we can change Heaven. BUT that “still”. That implies a conversation had countless times before. We can still do what we had planned to do. You can still what, Anna? Still fall together? Still rebel together? Still follow the plan you two had set up before you fell without him?

Now, Cas’s verbal response is just as important. “I am nothing like you. You fell.” speaks to their differences being that she took action, not that he doesn’t feel that way too. At this point, it has already been established that he DOES feel the same way as she does and did. And honestly, up until the “together, we can still” it seemed like she was gaining ground with our favorite angel. It was that reminder that there is no longer a “together” for them, the reminder that they can pick up where they left off, that she lost him. The reminder of their history is where their differences lie. They are just alike in their beliefs. Cas is nothing like her in the sense that he didn’t fall. That he didn’t do anything about how he feels/felt. The whole scene reads like a generically written past lovers fight where one person says “you left, not me” or “you changed, not me”, but in the context of the show we get “you fell, not me.”

Flash forward a couple of scenes. Cas has just learned that it is URIEL that is killing the angels. What an asshole, amirite? After learning this world shattering news, Cas calls for Anna.

CASTIEL: Anna. Anna, please.

The streetlight above CASTIEL flickers. He looks up, then turns around.

ANNA: Decided to kill me after all?

CASTIEL; I’m alone.

ANNA: What do you want from me, Castiel?

CASTIEL: I’m considering disobedience.

ANNA nods.

ANNA: Good.

CASTIEL: No, it isn’t. For the first time, I feel…

ANNA: It gets worse. Choosing your own course of action is confusing, terrifying.

ANNA puts her hand on CASTIEL’s shoulder. He looks at it; she drops it.

ANNA: That’s right. You’re too good for my help. I’m just trash. A walking blasphemy.

ANNA turns to walk away.

CASTIEL: Anna.

ANNA stops.

CASTIEL: I don’t know what to do. Please tell me what to do.

ANNA turns back.

ANNA: Like the old days? No. I’m sorry. It’s time to think for yourself.

ANNA vanishes.

Now, I will be calling back to this scene in regards to the relationship Dean and Cas have, since this scene follows Sam and Cas talking at the hospital while Dean is injured. (Spoiler alert: the disobedience Cas is considering is to save Dean, big surprise, yeah?) But, its also important in regards to the Cas/Anna relationship as well. Cas calls for Anna because he knows she has felt all this before. He knows that if anyone can give him direction, its going to be someone that has experienced it all before. But once again, she tries to establish physical connection with him, and Cas is wholeheartedly NOT about it. The scenes from this episode between the two of them SCREAM old girlfriend trying to get back with her ex boy to me. As someone previously involved in a lengthy on again/off again relationship, maybe I’m reading too much of my own experiences into it, but I just really don’t think so. This is a bit too on the nose for that. Even Anna’s response feels like that to me. “I’m just trash. A walking blasphemy.” It’s her saying, oh I see, I forgot, you’re too good for me. Using self-deprecation to try and score some pity points. I see you, girl. I see what you’re trying to do. Cas steers the conversation back to what he originally called on her for, direction in regards to his feelings.

And Anna, little red-headed fire pistol that she is, fires back with some sass. “Like the old days? No. I’m sorry. It’s time to think for yourself.” Now, textually, we can view this as her referring to when she was his superior. But with all this evidence of a previous relationship, and the implications of their conversation when Dean was torturing Alastair (“we can still”) gives the subtextual reading of the “old days” referring to when they had likely begun talking/planning of rebelling and falling together.

Now if we view Anna as a past relationship of Castiel’s, it makes all of season 4 way more Destiel centered. Perpetuating the idea the Destiel was always intended. Granted, Castiel was only originally going to be in a handful of episodes. I think 3 tends to be what I’ve heard the most. Now if that’s the case, we can make the assumption that episode 7 was not originally going to have Cas, and neither was episode 10 or 11. Which makes the argument even more compelling, since, as you will see in the third installment, Anna and Dean’s relationship is basically Destiel up until that point smashed down in to a 2 episode arc. Stay tuned, kids!

Ok but can we talk about how later in the same episode that Cas says this , Naomi tells Cas that he’s been rebelling against heaven and being tortured & brainwashed back into place for billions of years .

He really has been on the run forever .

Naomi and the other intelligence angels are the most obvious. I’ve seen people headcanon and theorize some compelling ways they could have fleshed out the story and Naomi could take Cas’s side, but I feel like the S6/S8 we actually get just don’t work. Naomi hates him too much and Cas doesn’t know her enough. And Naomi is hardly the only one. Ishim and his flight, for example, have obvious history with Cas but zero vibes to suggest they supported him in a rebellion a few years back. Nor do nearly as many angels treat Cas like he betrayed them personally as you would expect if all of (surviving) Heaven followed him once and blame him for leading them to ruin.

What we find out about Castiel from Naomi, however, changes that. It’s no longer an author with carte Blanche to write any kind of horrible little story, because, as we learn from Naomi, at least one character Chuck wrote into existence— Castiel— keeps deviating from the script. He’s rejecting the narrative presented to him and seeking out reality, choice, morality, relationships.

At the point where you create characters who sometimes spontaneously evolve into real people, the world and characters you created are no longer just yours to play with as you like. You created the kind of sentient life that is capable of authoring their own life.

Then suddenly the elderly lady sitting behind us was like ‘young men, either I’m going crazy or you both have never heard of supermarkets, they have shelves full of tea there! Do you need directions to one?’

To which my buddy starts to explain, because why not. ‘Well you see, we’re both trans, and… ’

The lady didn’t wait for him to finish his sentence. ‘Oh no, I don’t mind that at all! Now do you want to know how to get to a place that sells tea? I’m actually heading there right now!’