Vents Ig. Idk. Be Aware Of Triggers($H, Sui, Etc.)

shoutout to the people who internalise their anger towards others, and take it out on themselves.

i need to be put down like the sick animal i am.

i hope in my next life i’m someone good. someone worth it. someone better.

i don’t need anyone to pray on my downfall. i am fucking great at ruining my own life actually.

!!! i’m so fucking tired of feeling wrong and crazy and insane and fucked up and angry and sad and not real and what the fuck is the point

vibrating in suicidal ideation.

it feels like were not getting anywhere. whats the point? this is futile

im omw to rock bottom, anyone need anything while im there?

Does anyone else have that one mental illness that you think you might have but not really? Like it's a complicated disorder and you don't wanna be the type of person to see one symptom of it that you relate to and self diagnose because of that, so you tend to not look into the disorder at all in fear of relating to it more, but you can't help but look it up a bit on Tumblr or tiktok or any other social media app bc the posts are kinda relatable and then you just feel guilt bc "you don't have the disorder. You're not that messed up. Everything is fine so stop seeking out problems."