weird girl inc.

so he masks. he doesn’t cry as much as he probably should. he bottles it up because if the tears don’t fall then it’s not crying and that means he’s strong.

the first time he truly cries himself out without having to stop himself is after Montreal ousts him. he’s convinced himself he’s okay, that moving to Ottawa is a good thing, but one day, as he’s cleaning the house he comes across a photo of one of his cup wins, of the happiness he had and brotherhood with his former friends that he now realises was completely conditional.

I’m in serious shit (i feel totally lost) by steelatoms

Shane wanted to punch him, wanted to tell him to fuck off. He also wanted to tear the girl away from him and kiss him stupid.

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Breaking Point.

Hurt/comfort, explicit, five chapters, warnings for mental health issues, brief suicidal ideation, racism, homophobia, ableism.

Shane Hollander has left the Metros and is starting afresh with the Centaurs, he's finally married to the love of his life -- he should be happy, but an upcoming game against his old team alongside a leaked private groupchat revealing their true thoughts on him send him down a self-destructive spiral.

Shane Hollander has left the Metros and is starting afresh with the Centaurs, he's finally married to the love of his life -- he should be happy, but an upcoming game against his old team alongside a leaked private groupchat revealing their true thoughts on him send him down a self-destructive spiral.