kiss of life

I just think that sometimes (specially after long days of sponsorship work) Shane gets home and doesn’t even say a word, he just walks up to his husband and drops to his knees. And it doesn’t matter if Ilya was busy. He’ll turn away from the stove and finish making dinner one handed and at an awkward angle if he needs to. But the most important thing in those moments is that Ilya sink his hand in Shane’s hair and press Shane’s face into his crotch.

shane can’t help but let his eyes wander whenever ilya is naked. no matter how many years it’s been and how often he sees him naked his eyes just automatically travel down to ilya’s dick he just can’t help it. when ilya is getting dressed after a shower and shane is yapping to him about some meeting and his eyes land on ilya’s dick for a good few seconds while he just continues to talk about boring sponsorship agreements or after sex when they’re laying naked in the bed talking about whatever and shane keeps intense eye contact with ilya’s now soft cock while he talks about their grocery list.

this just occurred to me but i think while shane’s safe space is on ilya’s crotch ilya’s safe space is shane’s chest. for no reason at all. except at tampa the first time he ever cried in front of shane he was safely tucked in shane’s chest. the first time he said i love you he cried and laid on shane’s chest while shane ran his fingers through his hair.