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i hate my body and i cant make that feeling go away

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A lot of the women who have stepped forward - and I stand in solidarity with them - what theyāre getting paid, which is half of what a man is getting paid, well we get probably a tenth of what a Caucasian woman gets. And Iām number one on the call sheet. And then I have to go in and I have to hustle for my worth.
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wheres that picture of gwendoline christie holding a baseball bat sitting near a book thatās titled āgay sex devicesā
i found it
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January 20 2017 - Alt-right leader/fascist Richard Spencer gets punched in the face at Trumpās inauguration in Washington DC. [video]
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Unsatisfied with shutting down a divided government in 2013, the Republican Party has decided to show off by playing on hard mode and shutting down a government they hold unified control over
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one thing thatās always bothered me about most peopleās depiction of Holmesās usage of cocaine is that most people in Victorian England were only just beginning to realize how badly it affected people???
like tbh I feel like a better modern equivalent would just be Holmes dumping a five hour energy into his fifth cup of coffee while Watson, a trained medical professional, stares at him in horror
Repeat after me: - Veganism is not affordable - Veganism is not cruelty free - Veganism is not the best choice for everyone
Repeat after me -Iām an idiot and wrong. -Veganism can be made affordable. -Veganism is fucking cruelty free. Thatās what itās all about. - Veganism is the best choice for everyone, if everyone did it. -Iām a fucking asshole for making this completely wrong text post and should shut the hell up now.
Exploiting undocumented immigrants, and other workers is cruelty free? Nearly 500,000 children as young as six harvest 25 percent of US crops.
But I guess brown people donāt fucking matter.Ā
People are literally starving in South America because all the Quinoa crop is being exported mainly for white vegans who want to live ācruelty-freeā but donāt care about brown people as much as they do about animals.
plus, 4 of the 8 most common food allergies (soy, wheat, peanuts, and tree nuts) are common vegan substitutes.
i would literally starve to death if i couldnāt eat cheese or meats because my body cannot process nuts as they are too rough on my intestines and cause inflammation
Veganism is incredibly expensive depending on where you live, mostly if there are no local farms near you. Plant food prices skyrocket, and food deserts exist. Veganism is not even close to cruelty free. You cannot be cruelty free in this country (USA) unless you 100% grow your own food because we use slave labor to pick it. Plus this doesnāt factor in all the harm being caused by the transport of your food, by the truck that carried it around. Veganism is not the best choice for everyone, because some people cannot survive off of a plant based diet. I had tried for a good while, and my chronic illnesses spiked from it. Plus the constant monitoring to make sure I was receiving adequate nutrients triggered my ED to hell and back. Veganism is a great way to start lowering your negative effect on the planet, but that is all it is, a starting place. Your work is not done just because you became vegan and you do not get to throw stones at others because you still live in a glass house. Furthermore - it is absolutely possible to lower your footprint while still consuming animal products - you just have to be selective about what kinds and where they are sourced from. I have a permaculture based garden planned out for when we get land that actually has a smaller footprint than the typical vegan who buys everything at a store does.
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Actually, none of us can survive on a plant-based diet. We cannot manufacture B12, and the so-calledĀ āplant-basedā sources of B12, it turns out, donāt produce it in a form we can digest.
B12 is found in all animal products.
Additionally, although humans can manufacture taurine (only found in meat), not all of us can manufacture enoughĀ taurine. This is why some people get sick when they go vegetarian.
To survive on a vegan diet you need to artificially supplementĀ B12 and possibly taurine. Period.
A diet that requires artificial supplementation is, by definition, unhealthy. And while the cost of vegan B12 supplements is low, when youāre already paying more for your food⦠Taurine supplementation, if you happen to be one of the people who needs it, is another added expense and hassle. A few vegans have also found it necessary to supplement carnitine, which is considerably more expensive. Oh, and most vegans donāt get enough calcium and end up with bone problems. Many are also Vitamin D deficient, especially if living at high latitudes, if dark skinned, or if religiously using sunscreen. And Vitamin D2 (plant derived) is not as easily absorbed as D3 (which ONLY comes from animals), so you need even more of it.
Then thereās protein.
I personally cannot properly digest nuts. I react the way lactose intolerant people do to milk if I consume pistachios, walnuts, or pecans. Almonds are actively toxic to me. Hazelnuts mess with my brain.
Because I am on thyroid medication, I am not supposed to consume large quantities of soy, as it can make my thyroid worse, throwing off my dosage. I can have some, but I cannot use it as a major protein source. This is also true for trans men (the phytoestrogens intefere with testosterone therapy), cis men with low testosterone (same reason) and women with a family history of breast cancer (elevates risk). Excessive soy consumption has also been linked to early puberty in girls (Again, phytoestrogens) and reproductive/sexual problems in both sexes. Eating a bit of soy is fine, but tofu should not be used as a meat substitute except for the occasional meal.
This limits my access to non-animal proteins to beans and grains. If I was gluten intolerant as well (Iām not, but itās in my family), it would be a real problem. The only dairy substitute available to me is rice milk (and rice causes many of the same problems environmentally as raising beef).
Oh, but itās better for the environment, right?
Nope.
In addition to the already-mentioned quinoa, weāre cutting down rain forest in Mexico to grow avocados. Rice production is almost as bad for the environment as factory-based beef production for similar reasons. Also, plant-based foods, esp. fruit and fresh vegetables, are more likely to end up being wasted.
Studies indicate that if we all gave up meat tomorrow, all 7 billion of us gave up animal products forever, the good side would be the reduction in antibiotic use and greenhouse gas emissions.
How about the bad side?
1.3 billion people would lose their jobs overnight. 1.3 billion. 987 of them are poor.
Another thing that Ban Eating Meat Tomorrow types forget is that veganism is not necessarily the most effective use of farmland.
Uh, what?
The statement that if everyone switched to a vegan diet we would need a fraction of our current farmland assumes all farmland is created equal.
It simply is not.
I suspect that a lot of this perspective either comes from city dwellers who have no clue about farming or from people in the US breadbasket where there is a lot of high quality farmland suitable for raising food for humans.
The last global census in 2008 said that at that time, if all 6 billion people went vegan, it would need 3,068,444,911 acres of arable land. At the time there was about 3,212,369,959 acres of arable land: That is to say land suitable for raising crops humans can eat.
However, weāre buildingĀ on, or otherwise destroying, arable land at the rate of about 1% a year and the population has grown.
We literally do not have enough arable land to feed everyone a plant-based diet.
And there are parts of the world that have a worse proportion of arable land to land only suitable for pasture than the US. Scotland comes immediately to mind. People in these places would have to import most of their food. Iām not sure Iceland could survive without eating fish.
If we all gave up eating meat tomorrow many of us would starve. Iām not exaggerating or being alarmist.
Iām also not criticizing people who choose not to eat animal products (just please make sure you get the required nutrients).
I am criticizing theĀ āI donāt eat animal products and nobody else should eitherā crowd. Because itās not that simple.
Also, bluntly, vitamin B12 deficiency can cause mood disturbances and paranoiaā¦
But again, if you have to consume artificial supplements for whatever reason (unless itās a personal absorption issue) your diet is not healthy.
Sorry, itās just not.
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The B12 thing is important. If you decide that a vegan diet and B12 supplementation is the best diet for you, thatās totally fine, but the damage caused to your nervous system by B12 deficiency will become permanent if not reversed pretty quick. Its a serious thing you need to take seriously.

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It's been a week since we lost Pinto but her brothers are thriving and becoming absolutely adorable monsters. They're almost weaned and their eyes are starting to change color. Banzi (Garbanzo) is on the left and Fava is on the right. šš»
This is not a bar of soap, but in fact a toad. The New Mexico spadefoot toad [Spea multiplicata] is an absolutely tiny specimen of a frog, averaging out at about 1.5 to 2 inches long. Although they are their own species, this toad has been known to accidentally hybridize with western and plains spadefoots on occasion. Image by Sarah Beckwith.Ā