sorry 2x13 rick finally FINALLY bares his soul to her after literally the worst night of his life, after days and weeks of feeling like nothing he does is pushing things positively forward bc his BEST FRIEND keeps trying to undermine and straight up kill him in front of everyone while they wonder why shitty things keep happening and SHE FLINCHES AWAY. As the worst of it comes out, she slowly takes her arms from around him. Okay, ur in shock bc ur husband killed his lifelong friend, who you were intimate with and also close before as friends, your kid hangs out with him and is basically his uncle. Cool, be emotional and in shock i'm there with you. Carl had to put him down, sure. That's traumatizing but it was necessary at the moment. I understand Lori as a mother wanting to shield her son, but it's not realistic. "She wanted us to be the kind of family that ate pancakes on Sunday" is such a telling line. It shows she has always had an image in her head of how life is. Her dedicated husband that yells and argues and makes love and is strong and capable and her perfect son who is just like his stubborn daddy and respects and loves her and their beautiful white picket home. I'm sorry, 3 months into ZOMBIES, math class isn't my biggest worry for my son.
She struggles to accept their new reality. Not that it isn't happening, but that they have more options to navigate it than they actually do. She doesn't want him to learn to shoot, Shane maybe gets Rick, or post farm on the road he gets bit or someone else does bc he isn't prepared. Rick, though it broke his heart just as much, knew Carl wasn't going to always be able to rely on them for protection, not anymore. It's just interesting how back and forth Lori is the first 2 seasons, as backed by flashbacks and stuff mentioned in passing. She eggs Rick on for days every time something happens about Shane being dangerous. She deliberately used language to inspire bitterness and betrayal and violence. Like she didn't sleep with him?
Listen Shane's actions are his own, no one made him sleep with Lori, assault her, open the barn, assault Rick, kill Randall. But her back and forthing, after telling Shane to back off, does not help. Killing Otis and getting nothing for it emotionally was def a tipping point mentally. Shane may have had the right ideas about this new world, but he COULD NOT handle it like some say. He killed one innocent man for a child that isn't his, a woman that isn't his, and a best friend he can barely converse with half the time without it being an argument or tense, and the woman thanks him but doesn't run into his arms and the friend doesn't drop to his knees and offer his soul. The first ep tells us Shane already has intimacy issues and an inability to connect with women. The quarry was an impossible miracle that gave him a version of Ricks life without the work. He saved her and her son and felt they owed him that.
This got everywhere but yeah seeing her completely reject him after doing the talking she was always begging for, it's irritating as hell.


















