You are worthwhile.

More to change, even more to learn. I've decided to clean myself up, as, I lost the ability to attach myself to anything for the longest while. This blog is my logbook, the things I want to keep track of and hold dear. Before this, I was ripping myself apart. Casting aside friends, ideas, and treating myself as impossibly wrong. I regret the person I've been. I dove so deep into self regression I forgot what being good is, it's no excuse, but I know that I chose that. That was the start. Angsty thrashing in a desperate attempt to recooperate. I'm not angry at myself anymore. The world finally has color again. I'm un-learning the jerk that I was, and keeping what was useful. It's not perfect yet, and I doubt it ever will be. I'm done lashing out, at least. I still want to be so much better. You can do it too, I believe in you. Here is my collection of what makes me happy. 26 in 2024, Capricorn, Shameless Nerd, He/They/We