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Elucienweek Day 5 Sunshine
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I still think about that whole paragraph in SF where Cassian describes how Nesta and Feyre look as if they own and command the night with their clothes in Nightcourt black, but Elain, no matter how much she claimed to be a part of that court, it sucked the life from her. Black drained her of color, the girl who craves sunlight, who is constantly turning towards the sun and chasing away shadows.
Who would have thought the mother gave her a mate filled with sunshine, filled with warmth. Elain has been in the shadow of others for so long, but with Lucien she has the perfect chance to step into her light.
The placing of this lighting is purposeful. Lucien, who has a light within him, has been cast in darkness through all the things he's been through and carried. His own light behind him, but still reaching out to Elain.
Elain is cast in shadow from where she currently is in the story, but part of her is illuminated in light from Lucien. She can see the light in him that he may not be able to see. If only she can take his hand, and permanently step out of the shadows, of the dark, into the light that she has always been turning towards.
Elucien Week Day 5: โ๏ธ Sunshine โ๏ธ
Give it up for Day Five, everybody!!
Another prompt, another poem.
I tried for a sonnet, but iambic pentameter kicked my ass, so it's another acrostic ๐
"Fated for the Light"
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elucien week day five: sunshine
the sun and the flower
please enjoy a little elain flower and a little lucien sun:
the sun wants the flower to grow so it shines brighter and brighter, and the flower wants to grow, it just needs a little more sunshine and then it will flourishโ๏ธ๐ท
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โItโs a simple ache, this yearning of mine, and it sits behind my ribs, breathing when I shouldnโt think about you.โ ๐ฅ
@elucienweekofficialย | day three: peak yearning
I canโt thank you enough @adelikashereย for this commission! The way you took my idea and effortlessly turned it into a thing of beauty!
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For @elucienweekofficial Day 5 - Sunshine โ๏ธ
Art by: inebyoonei (IG)
Commissioned by me: @littlefireling
I am obsessed! The colors are everything! Thank you so much for this beautiful artwork ๐ฅน๐งก
โWhen I sleep,โ she murmured, โI can hear your heart beating through the stone.โ She angled her head, as if the city view held some answer. โCan you hear mine?โ
Day One - Heartbeat for @elucienweekofficial
Commissioned from somethingclairee for me
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@elucienweekofficial Day 5: Sunlight
I think "sunlight" and its adjacent prompts are some of my favorite to work with when creating Elucien art. It probably stems from all the imagery associated with sunlight being a positive thing for both of them, especially Elain. Elain craved sunlight when she was at her lowest point, and I think we'll see that means far more than she just needed some light.
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Yeah... Not really buying the whole "woe is me" victim act. Sorry (not).
โIt felt โฆ strange,โ Elain breathed. โLike you pulled on a thread tied to a rib.โ
โThereโs a bondโitโs a real thread,โ he said, more to himself than us.
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Home.
Calling it now. Nothing terrifies Lucien more than the idea of falling in love again, and being vulnerable in that love. Especially considering what happened the last time he was in love. ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
Elain Archeron
Lucien and Azriel as Foils
Disclaimer: This is not meant to pit both males against each other, just to compare them. I love them both dearly. There's also not really a point to this post other than to point stuff out that I noticed.
Ways Lucien and Azriel Mirror Each Other
Abusive fathers:ย Both grew up under cruel, abusive father figuresโBeronย for Lucien and Azriel's father.
Loving mothers who suffered abuse:ย Both have mothers who deeply love them but were themselves victimized by their husbands, the Lady of Autumnย and Azriel's mother.
Brothers who caused lasting trauma:ย Azriel's brothers burned his hands, while Lucien's brothers murderedย Jesminda, the woman he loved.
Found families:ย Both were taken in by friends who gave them a place to belong. For Azriel, that was Rhysand and Cassian; for Lucien, Tamlin and later the Band of Exiles.
Complicated relationships with identity and belonging:ย Azriel feels disconnected from his Illyrian heritage, while Lucien has spent much of the series displaced, moving from court to court without a true home.
Similar senses of humor:ย Both are highly sarcastic. Lucien's humor tends toward wit and sass, while Azriel's is drier and more deadpan.
Women they cared about were brutalized by the Autumn Court:ย Lucien lost Jesminda to the cruelty of Beron, while Azriel has spent centuries loving Mor, who suffered from the same.
Visible scars that set them apart among the fae:ย Azriel's scarred hands and Lucien's mechanical eye and facial scar.
Fierce loyalty:ย "I will say that Lucien is loyalโfiercely so." "So is Azriel." The comparison is made back-to-back.
Emotional masks:ย Both conceal their true feelings behind carefully crafted personas. Lucien uses humor and charm as armor; Azriel uses silence, stoicism, and emotional restraint.
-absolutely lethal facecards
Despite all of those similarities in background, they have a lot of contrasting traits as well:
Social vs Introverted
He assured me that he hated the gatherings as much as I did, and that Lucien was the only one who really enjoyed himself.
Gwyn's teal eyes flashed with alarm. "No! I mean, I don't mind sharing the ring. I just...I know you like to be alone."
Diplomacy vs Subterfuge
It was there he sat, wearing only a white shirt and trousers, his red hair unbound and gleaming like liquid fire. Tamlinโs court-trained emissary, but a warrior in his own right.
Beautiful, but near-unreadable. Heโd be the one to look out forโthe knife in the dark.
Light vs Dark
Heir to the Day Court
Shadowsinger of the Night Court
Fire vs Ice
โEasy,โ Lucien repeated, and flame sizzled in his russet eye. The flame, the surprising dominance within it, hit Cassian like a stone to the head...
Az didnโt answer. I held his gaze, though. Held that ice-cold stare that still sometimes scared the shit out of me. [...] The beginnings of that frost cracked over his eyes now.
Poetic vs "doesn't need to resort to poetry"
Lucien went rigid, but he hopped off the edge of the table and bowed deeply to me. โMy apologies, lady.โ Another joke at my expense. โIโm Lucien. Courtier and emissary.โ He gestured to me with a flourish. โYour eyes are like stars, and your hair like burnished gold.โ
Cassian shot him a glare. โI donโt see you spouting poetry, brother.โ Azriel crossed his arms, still smiling faintly. โI donโt need to resort to it.โ
Reluctant but skilled warrior vs "Trained for Violence"
Like Rhys, he usually opted for words to win his battles, but Iโd seen him and Tamlin in the practice ring. He knew how to handle a weapon. How to kill, if need be.
Around and around the ring, fists flying, teeth bared in fierce grins, [Cassian and Azriel] lost themselves to sweat and sun and breathing. They'd been born for such things, endured centuries of training that had honed their bodies into instruments of violence.
"Loved and Lost" vs "Unrequited Love"
Lucien had a loving relationship with Jesminda, and had to go through the pain of losing her.
Azriel has loved Mor for centuries, without her returning his feelings, leaving him to endure the pain of never being with her.
Their biggest differences lie not in what they've been through, but in how they've learned to survive it.
Does anyone know when this book gets good? I'm like 20% in and debating a DNF ๐ฌ

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If Gwynriel wasnโt a possibility then SJM wouldnโt have wrote Gwyn in the bonus chapter at all. If Gwynriel wasnโt a possibility then Azriel wouldnโt have been the only male Gwyn has been comfortable alone with in the past two years. And if Gwynriel wasnโt a possibility then Azriel would have returned the necklace like he originally planned to and wouldnโt have went down to the House of Wind and asked Clotho to give it to Gwyn. (That was what he requested first btw. Meaning Gwyn was the first one he thought to give it to after Elain returned it. Iโm still side eyeing him for that though, because I donโt think thatโs going to go over the way he thinks it will and will definitely come back to bite him if both women find out. But I donโt see them fighting with each other over Azriel. If theyโre going to be mad at anyone itโs Azriel, not each other.)
But to say that Gwynriel isnโt a possibility makes me think that you didnโt really read the Bonus Chapter or see SJM insist that her friend who was an el/riel shipper at the tike read it. (The same friend who turned Gwynriel after reading it because she only wanted el/riel together to make Az happy)
So yeah theyโre as much of a possibility as any other ship is. Thats one of the things that makes this book intriguing.
People who are saying that Gwynriel isnโt a possibility didnโt read ACOSF. Doesnโt surprise me since back in 2021 multiple elriels admitted to skimming through ACOSF. So I really canโt take their opinions seriously.
Yeah doesnโt surprise me. Nesta is one of my favorite characters in the series so I loved reading her book and seeing her journey and loving Nestaโs character even before ACOSF came out exposed me to the parts of the fandom who disliked her the most. Which a lot of them were/are Elrielโs. (A lot of them like her now. But they didnโt before her book) which itโs odd they scream about misogyny towards female characters yet they were more than happy to partake in some of it themselves by hating Nesta for also avoiding her mate and rejecting his advances. Odd how they didnโt have that same mentality when it was a female character they didnโt like. Like disliking her for how she talks to Feyre is one thing but saying that sheโd be lucky to even have a guy like Cassian and she wasnโt deserving of him anyway is another. And donโt get me started on how many people wished death on her character just because sheโs not overtly niceโฆ.
Oh I 100% agree with you. The way they hated on Nesta before her book, said that she was terrible for avoiding Cassian, said that she didnโt deserve Cassian, said she deserved to die, and etc. Some of them still hate her even after her book.
To dislike a character is fine. I understand not everyone is going to like the same characters so thatโs not the issue. The issue is the blatant hypocrisy spewing out from the elriels.
They talk about how they hate Nesta or the Valkyrie, but if anyone says anything even remotely negative about Elain they freak the fuck out and start calling people โmisogynisticโ. I really need them to actually look up that word in the dictionary, because they throw that word around far too often for situations that donโt fit the definition.
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