Warning- SMUT!!
Kook-is he asleep?
Y/N- yeah
Kook-meet me at my room
You left him on read, he's treading a fine line. You know this wrong but you don't think he sees it like that. You have spent the past 10 min pacing backwards and forwards, talking yourself in and out of leaving and going to jungkook room. You decided you would go over there and tell him that you can't continue a sexual friendship with him and your loyalty stands with yoongi, which is true it does, it's him your in a relationship with not the others. The guys kind of symbolise an object, a some sort of life like sex toy , your not in a relationship with them. You sneak out so you don't disturb yoongi who is well truly out for the count. Feeling a bit wobbly still as you head to jungkooks room-thanks jimin! It's a lot cooler as the sun is setting, the cool breeze and sound of the ocean some what relaxes you, you reach his door and your about to knock, you stop and take a deep breath "you've got this y/n" you repeatedly say to yourself as you knock on the door. Jungkook opens the door with nothing but a towel, you haven't got this you sigh in defeat. "I thought you bailed on me I was just going to go to bed" he said as ushering you in. "jungkook I think we need to talk, we can't" he raises his finger to your lips whilst cornering you against the wall "shhhhh y/n you don't have to lie to yourself" you can feel your heart pounding, why do you all of sudden feel nervous. You look to side to avoid eye contact. "don't worry y/n he's not here you don't have to pretend" that was it, yoongi wasn't here. You didn't have the go ahead nod or the reassuring raise of his brows, you just had you, you to make a decision, you to give consent, you to make the move, it was all on you. "jungkook I can't, this isn't fair on yoongi" he raised his brows not liking your response "this is bullshit y/n and you know it, the times you've said i love you against my lips as you cum or when you whisper daddy in my ear, how's that fair?" he's right you have said them things, the love you part was probs more of the "in moment" thing but daddy, yes I called him daddy only because I know he fucking loves it but yoongi would hate it you knew this. "kook please" with in seconds his lips were on you, his hands cupped your face, it was fast and hungry. He swiped his tongue across your lips and you welcomed him by tuning your head to side to Deepening the kiss. You hands reached for his black locks giving his hair a slight pull as he moaned in your mouth. He dropped his hands from your face and starting to unzip your dress at the back and lowering the straps, the dressed pooled to the floor, his hands move down your back to the curve of your ass as he lightly squeezes you cheeks. You grip the back of his neck as your free hand travels down to his waisted too loosen his towel, revealing his hard dick, you run you hand up his length. He pulls away from the kiss "Noona its about you tonight, even though I love that dirty mouth of yours" he said in between kisses along your collar bone, he suddenly grabs the back of the thighs and lifts you up, your lips are drawn back to his like a magnet as you feel length against your clit, "fuck y/n I already feel how wet you are, who's got you pussy like that?" he thrusts slightly giving your clit the attention it needs, "You, you kook" you moaned out, "I said who's got your pussy like that?" you looked him in the eye as he bit his bottom lip. "you Daddy", he smirked and walked you over to the bed. He sat on the edge and you straddled him taking the opportunity to grind on his length earning a breathy moan from kook. " you going to be good a ride daddy's face, I want to feel you cum in on my tongue", he lay down on the bed as you moved up his body as you hovered above his face. He quickly pulls you down catching you off guard, you grab the headboard to keep your balance. You felt his tongue run through your folds then end on you sensitive clit that is screaming for more attention. "Fuck daddy that feels so good" you feel him moan against your clit adding vibration to your sensitive bud, you need more. You started to grind against his tongue liking the feel of his wet tongue, feeling the tip of of his nose bounce of your clit. You reach down to grab his hair, giving it a slight tug to help you grind deeper. You started to feel your orgasm build, the knot in you stomach was soon ready to come un done "Daddy I'm so close" you managed to scream out, he held on tighter to your hips to ground you as he sucked your clit knowing you would come undone within seconds. You couldn't move, your orgasming burning to erupt, the overstimulation leaving you breathless. You tried to beg him but what for you didn't know. You screamed his name as you came all over his tongue, feeling his moan as he lapped up every last drop. You moved legs to lift up of his face, seeing your juices glisten on his skin. "Noona that was amazing, you taste so fucking good" he said pretty much licking lips. You lent down and pressed your lips against his feeling the coolness from his lip ring, his hands found your tits, he started to lightly pinch your already harden nipples, which he knew you loved. Your nipples were so sensitive, there had been a couple of times yoongi had made you come just from playing with them.... Yoongi. A wave of guilt filled your gut, your could feel tears ready to pool. Shit what are you doing y/n. You bolted up and looked round the room for your clothes, "y/n what's are you doing?" you couldn't even look at him "iv got to go this is a mistake I can't do this" you cried out "what do you mean a mistake y/n, you were enjoying yourself" you let out of big sigh "kook what we just did was wrong, I love yoongi, I'm his kook. He's like a brother to you how can you not see how fucked up this is" he looked at you confused "but I thought you loved me, the times you have it said before, the way you look me in eye begging me to all the kinky shit your into which I must add I fucking love" you shake your head "kook I say things in the moment, I'm in love with yoongi, I have chose to be with yoongi, I chose to fuck others because yoongi loves it, I do it for him because i fucking love him kook why are you making this difficult" you break down you don't know if you trying justify this to him or yourself. "shit y/n you honestly believe yourself when you say you love him, you fuck the rest of us more than him" you frown unable to speak, it takes a moment for you to gather your thoughts, "kook your making me sound like some whore you all pass round, your supposed to be my friend. You don't have to understand mine and yoongi's relationship but you could god damn respect it" you said with a raised voice. "I'm sorry y/n, maybe I don't understand, maybe I'm just so madly in love with you. I know you feel this too, please tell me you feel this" you let out a small weep "kookie I'm sorry but I don't feel that way, I love what we do together but I love yoongi. I don't think we should allow this to happen again, I don't want to lead you on, I don't want to lose you as a friend" you reached out to hug him but he stepped further back, his eyes were glazed over "I think It's best I keep my distance maybe you should go" tears rolled down your face, he looked so hurt, why didn't you stop this sooner this was all your fault "if that's what you want I'll go" you turned and head for the door "No y/n this is what you want" you wiped your tears and took a deep breath, ignoring kooks last comment, there's no point in trying to get through to him when he's like this. You open the door and bump into something hard. " hey y/n what you doing here? I heard some raised voices" you looked up and gulped, "Oh Hey Jin"