undergoing changes

there’s something about raglan james using louis loved ones to get him to do the talamascas dirty work. "they tried to decapitate your love". bringing up claudia’s name when that doesn’t get louis to agree to hunt down the coven. louis finding himself being manipulated for other people’s gain once again

louis is so much stronger than me. if i saw my ex serving his full cunt out on the stage in tight pants, wet and with messy glitter all over his face and body, fleeing to me like the angel of the past, singing to Me about Me, my boner would've fallen on everyone like a column in the colosseum. there would've been casualties. people would've died. absolute massacre, i'm telling you

gabrielle really is an insane and fascinating character like ok you're trapped in the confines of being a woman in the 1700s in a world that treats you like nothing but a thing to make babies. So you groom your son so you can live vicariously through him, while also using him sexually and creating a codependent bond where he yearns for your love desperately, but he's still nothing to you but that vessel for your own self and sexuality and gender. And he gives into all the sexual abuse because he needs your love and validation, and he can't even create a boundary no matter how much he wants one because losing your love would destroy him.